Srephanie's POV

the next morning i woke up and i looked over to see niall not in bed. hmm i wonder where he is. i went downstairs and saw breakfast already made. beside it was a note that said :
stephanie,me and the boys went down to record and you looked so peaceful i didnt want to wake you up. i made you breakfast. we wont be back till around 6. be careful, love ya xx.
A whole day to myself,what should i do.when i finished my bagel i grabbed my guitar and bag and headed to the creek near by. its so peaeful here. i started playing the new song i wrote:

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean? (i realize its by taylor swift but pretend she wrote it)
when i finished i heard clapping behind me. i turned around and saw a crowd saying your good and wow your amazing. then this guy dressed in a penguin suit came up and handed me a card and said "nice voice, come by syco records and simon may want to sign you." with that he left and made me wonder. am i really that good.

Notes

i updated. sorry again. i hope y'all like it.