stephanie's POV

"so when i was little i used to get bullied. i was the freak of the school, the nerd, outcast. i had no friends and i was 10 at the time. i got hurt physically, emotionally and mentally. i came home that day and went straight to my room and took out my razor and cut. it felt good and it relieved pain. at school people noticed the bandages and picked on me for cutting. i turned into a mute for 2 years after that and my mum was gettting worried cuz i wasnt the same girl with the happy personality and the one with a smile so she took me to a counselor. i didnt want to be a mute and i wanted someone to break down my walls. so my counselor helped and i got talking again. my dad would also abuse me and hurt me when i went to his house. he also raped me and i was afarid of him. i finally told my mum and she wouldnt send me there. so he goes to bars and gets drunk and brings home slutty girls, at least thats what my mum tells me. i got bullied in highschool to. the teachers wouldnt help, they just stood there. i broke a couple of ribs and arms. i started cutting again and i have scars. i finally got my breaking point and just broke. i would go to an abandoned bridge and sit at the edge and think about things and sometimes i would try and kill myself but i never went through wth it." i finished. i looked over to niall and saw him with symphany in hia eyes. "dont ever trry and kill yourself again princess." he said and then we both fell asleep.

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