
When Dreams Meet Reality
Guitars Take Away The Pain
I begin to play the familiar chords that make up the song 'Skyscraper' by Demi Lovato on my guitar. I just text-dumped Miles, and I will be getting a lot of bull from him. I'm in the same clothes as last night.... So I start singing.
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
I let a tear fall before I strum up my favorite song, this song is perfect for the situation I'm in right now. I play 'Because of You' by Kelly Clarkson.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
- Niall's POV -
I'm about to knock on Abbey's door when I hear the sound of a guitar playing. Then I hear a song:
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I turn the handle and walk into her room. I see her sitting on her bed. I clear my throat. "Surprise.... How is my Abbey?"
Abbey had set down her guitar before I walked in, but she shrieks and throws herself under the covers of her bed. "What are you doing here!? I though you were going to be gone for another two weeks!"
She seems scared to see me..... She wouldn't act like that. I sit down on the edge of her bed. Se won't even let me see her face. "Hey.... What's wrong?"
"N-nothing...." She's crying.
"C'mon. Tell me." I touch her arm and she flinches. This isn't right.... I pull down the covers and see that her face is practically black and blue. I pull off the covers completely, she has cuts and bruises everywhere. "What happened? Who did this to you?"
"N-no one...."
"Abbey, tell me this instant who did this to you!"
"It was my boyfriend.... Well, ex boyfriend now."
I feel my body go cold. Her boyfriend had hurt her.... I clench my fists together. He needs to pay.... I stand and I'm about to exit the room when Abbey calls.
"D-don't...."
"Why not? He hurt my princess." I catch my breath. I can't believe I just let that slip. I whip around and begin to run. I practically fell down the stairs and tripped into my car. Now she knows that I like her. I don't think I'll be going back anytime soon.
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
I let a tear fall before I strum up my favorite song, this song is perfect for the situation I'm in right now. I play 'Because of You' by Kelly Clarkson.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
- Niall's POV -
I'm about to knock on Abbey's door when I hear the sound of a guitar playing. Then I hear a song:
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I turn the handle and walk into her room. I see her sitting on her bed. I clear my throat. "Surprise.... How is my Abbey?"
Abbey had set down her guitar before I walked in, but she shrieks and throws herself under the covers of her bed. "What are you doing here!? I though you were going to be gone for another two weeks!"
She seems scared to see me..... She wouldn't act like that. I sit down on the edge of her bed. Se won't even let me see her face. "Hey.... What's wrong?"
"N-nothing...." She's crying.
"C'mon. Tell me." I touch her arm and she flinches. This isn't right.... I pull down the covers and see that her face is practically black and blue. I pull off the covers completely, she has cuts and bruises everywhere. "What happened? Who did this to you?"
"N-no one...."
"Abbey, tell me this instant who did this to you!"
"It was my boyfriend.... Well, ex boyfriend now."
I feel my body go cold. Her boyfriend had hurt her.... I clench my fists together. He needs to pay.... I stand and I'm about to exit the room when Abbey calls.
"D-don't...."
"Why not? He hurt my princess." I catch my breath. I can't believe I just let that slip. I whip around and begin to run. I practically fell down the stairs and tripped into my car. Now she knows that I like her. I don't think I'll be going back anytime soon.
11/30/13