Takeover
♡ Chapter 36 ♡
~Harry's POV~
It feels good to be back in Audrey's arms, I missed her. A lot. Before Audrey, I gave up all hope on love. I never thought it truly existed. Just a fairy tale myth, so every end to a book was a happily ever after.
But it's not, love is a true spirit you have to believe in for it to come true. Im madly in love with Audge, she has been the only girl Ive been with for more than a week. I still remember exactly what she was wearing when she came into te bar. ripped jeans, high crop top, crazy high ponytail.
She was one of my targets. A fuck and chuck. But Im not a guy to take advantage of somebody. She smelt nice, unlike any other girls I slept with. She smelled of berries, instead of that wretched scent if beer.
She was original, real, herself, unlike all the other girls I slept with which were 100% fake. Extensions, colored, piercings, caked with makeup, nose and boob jobs. You name it, I've had it.
I regret those days so much. I broke girls hearts all around, when finally one broke mine. This is the reason why Im neve letting her go.
-FLASHBACK-
I untie the apron from around my waist, hanging it on the rack for tomorrow's shift. I grab the cupcake I decorated myself, and place it in the small box. I find the ribbon and tape, making the box look pretty and presentable.
She's going to love this. Hopefully.
I grab my keys, phone, and wallet from the cupboard under the cash register, and grab the cupcake firmly with my right hand, starting my way out of the bakery. I make sure I lock the door behind me, because we seemed to have attracted a burglar about last week.
Ever since I started working here, the burglar has been coming. Strange if you ask me.
I hop in my car, setting all my accessories in the passenger seat, and buckle up. I back my black range rover out of the parking space, makin my way towards the main road.
It's about a 15 minute drive from my house to the bakery, and I have about 30 minutes until Kendall shows up.
The special cupcake is for her. It's our one year anniversary, and I have the most special evening planned.
I get anxious as I speed down the road, pulling up to my house at last. I grab all of my staff before I close and lock the doors to my car.
I walk up the long path to my house, and unlock my way inside. The cold squeezing through the door into my warm house, giving me shivers down my spine.
I check my watch on my wrist, and the times says 6:48. we're going out at seven. I need to hurry myself now. Wouldn't want to be late.
I lay all my stuff on the small coffee table planted in my living room, then dash up the stairs in a wild hurry. I slip on a black t-shirt, with her favorite tie of mine, along with my super skinny jeans all my buddy's laugh about, and my oh so special shoes My real father left behind for me.
I brush my hair back in the mirror, then ruffle it out again. I don't like hair brushes. They annoy me.
I take one last look at myself in the mirror. I guess this is good enough. Silly, but nice. I check the time on my watch yet against and the time says 7:04.
She should be here any minute. I am so excited to give her my present, that I'm actually shaking.
I walk down my steps and sit myself on my leather couch, clickin on the TV so I can wait patiently.
I watch a whole episode of Extreme Couponing, and Kendall still hasn't shown up yet. Must be running a bit late. I understand, Im always late to things.
But when it comes to being with her, Im always early.
I tap my foot on the ground as another show of Extreme Couponing has passed by, leaving me laying her. I check my watch for about the millionth time this past hour, and all hope of her showing is slowly falling.
An hour. She's never this late. Maybe something happened? I should call her.
I reach out for my phone on the table, dialing in her number. it rings about 7 times, with no answer.
I should leave a messege.
"Hey. Are you going to show tonight? Are you alright? I haven't gotten any contact with you and Im startin to get worried. Please call me. I love you." I say into the phone charmingly, and lay my phone down again on the table. I lay back on the sofa, Resting my head on my hands. I'll wait another hour, for a call, or for her to show.
She promised me she was coming. She said it was on her top priority list. She has to come.
I planned this whole evening. It was going to be special, a night she would always remember.
My phone dings, signaling Ive received a text. I jump up, hoping that it's Kendall. Instead, it's a messege from an unknown number.
from: unknown
recieved: 7:23 p.m
Harry, Im sorry it had to come to this.
Come to what? sorry for what? who is this?
Just as I'm about the reply, a envelope slides into the mail slot in my old fashioned home. The potter patter of feet sound outside, and I jump up opening the door to see who it was.
It was a girl. She wears ballerina flats, and a black cape over her clothing. She turns around one last time before she disappears down the street corner.
That was the last time I ever saw my first true love, Kendall Jenner.
-FLASHBACK ENDS-
I turn away from sleeping Audrey, towards the wall as a tear threatens to fall. I loved her, so much.
I stand up from the bed, careful not to wake Audrey, and make my way down the steps towards all my personal shit. I unzip my suitcase and find the secret compartment in the lid part. I pull out the note Kendal left me four years ago, the letter that ruined my life.
Sometimes I read it over and over, and cry about it after I finished with my shag. I remove the crumbled up letter from the envelopes skimming my eyes over the old, sketchy handwriting of Kendall.
Harry,
I hurts so much to say this, but it needs to be done. I couldn't say it to you face the face, which is why it is written in a letter you hopefully will burn and let go of. Harry, I need you too let me go. I need you to forget about me, and go on with your life. Everywhere I go, I tend to cause trouble. I can't give you the reason why for my disappearance, for as it will ruin my cover. I want you to know, I truly love you Harry Edward Styles, which is why I must go. Im going to leave, and I won't be coming back. I've changed my address, phone number, and disconnected myself on every social media site for your safety, and for my own life. This must break your heart as much as it breaks mine, for as it's out one year anniversary. Believe me when I say this, I was beyond excited. If I had a choice to stay with you, I would have. Well, I must go. Please Harry, do me a favor and don't look for me. I want you to move on, and I don't want you to find me. I may return one day, but it won't be anytime soon. Harry, I love you, and I always will. You will never leave my heart, forever, and always. Be careful.
-Kendall
Tears escape my eyes, and I break down on the floor in hysterical sobs.
She shattered my heart, and I never thought I would be able to mend the broken pieces.
I still haven't. I replaced them, with stronger steel. Audrey is what made me strong, she is what stopped me from my horrible ways.
Just when I thought there was no hope, no love, nothing, Audrey gave me the hope I needed.
She rescued me right before I was about to fall.
It feels good to be back in Audrey's arms, I missed her. A lot. Before Audrey, I gave up all hope on love. I never thought it truly existed. Just a fairy tale myth, so every end to a book was a happily ever after.
But it's not, love is a true spirit you have to believe in for it to come true. Im madly in love with Audge, she has been the only girl Ive been with for more than a week. I still remember exactly what she was wearing when she came into te bar. ripped jeans, high crop top, crazy high ponytail.
She was one of my targets. A fuck and chuck. But Im not a guy to take advantage of somebody. She smelt nice, unlike any other girls I slept with. She smelled of berries, instead of that wretched scent if beer.
She was original, real, herself, unlike all the other girls I slept with which were 100% fake. Extensions, colored, piercings, caked with makeup, nose and boob jobs. You name it, I've had it.
I regret those days so much. I broke girls hearts all around, when finally one broke mine. This is the reason why Im neve letting her go.
-FLASHBACK-
I untie the apron from around my waist, hanging it on the rack for tomorrow's shift. I grab the cupcake I decorated myself, and place it in the small box. I find the ribbon and tape, making the box look pretty and presentable.
She's going to love this. Hopefully.
I grab my keys, phone, and wallet from the cupboard under the cash register, and grab the cupcake firmly with my right hand, starting my way out of the bakery. I make sure I lock the door behind me, because we seemed to have attracted a burglar about last week.
Ever since I started working here, the burglar has been coming. Strange if you ask me.
I hop in my car, setting all my accessories in the passenger seat, and buckle up. I back my black range rover out of the parking space, makin my way towards the main road.
It's about a 15 minute drive from my house to the bakery, and I have about 30 minutes until Kendall shows up.
The special cupcake is for her. It's our one year anniversary, and I have the most special evening planned.
I get anxious as I speed down the road, pulling up to my house at last. I grab all of my staff before I close and lock the doors to my car.
I walk up the long path to my house, and unlock my way inside. The cold squeezing through the door into my warm house, giving me shivers down my spine.
I check my watch on my wrist, and the times says 6:48. we're going out at seven. I need to hurry myself now. Wouldn't want to be late.
I lay all my stuff on the small coffee table planted in my living room, then dash up the stairs in a wild hurry. I slip on a black t-shirt, with her favorite tie of mine, along with my super skinny jeans all my buddy's laugh about, and my oh so special shoes My real father left behind for me.
I brush my hair back in the mirror, then ruffle it out again. I don't like hair brushes. They annoy me.
I take one last look at myself in the mirror. I guess this is good enough. Silly, but nice. I check the time on my watch yet against and the time says 7:04.
She should be here any minute. I am so excited to give her my present, that I'm actually shaking.
I walk down my steps and sit myself on my leather couch, clickin on the TV so I can wait patiently.
I watch a whole episode of Extreme Couponing, and Kendall still hasn't shown up yet. Must be running a bit late. I understand, Im always late to things.
But when it comes to being with her, Im always early.
I tap my foot on the ground as another show of Extreme Couponing has passed by, leaving me laying her. I check my watch for about the millionth time this past hour, and all hope of her showing is slowly falling.
An hour. She's never this late. Maybe something happened? I should call her.
I reach out for my phone on the table, dialing in her number. it rings about 7 times, with no answer.
I should leave a messege.
"Hey. Are you going to show tonight? Are you alright? I haven't gotten any contact with you and Im startin to get worried. Please call me. I love you." I say into the phone charmingly, and lay my phone down again on the table. I lay back on the sofa, Resting my head on my hands. I'll wait another hour, for a call, or for her to show.
She promised me she was coming. She said it was on her top priority list. She has to come.
I planned this whole evening. It was going to be special, a night she would always remember.
My phone dings, signaling Ive received a text. I jump up, hoping that it's Kendall. Instead, it's a messege from an unknown number.
from: unknown
recieved: 7:23 p.m
Harry, Im sorry it had to come to this.
Come to what? sorry for what? who is this?
Just as I'm about the reply, a envelope slides into the mail slot in my old fashioned home. The potter patter of feet sound outside, and I jump up opening the door to see who it was.
It was a girl. She wears ballerina flats, and a black cape over her clothing. She turns around one last time before she disappears down the street corner.
That was the last time I ever saw my first true love, Kendall Jenner.
-FLASHBACK ENDS-
I turn away from sleeping Audrey, towards the wall as a tear threatens to fall. I loved her, so much.
I stand up from the bed, careful not to wake Audrey, and make my way down the steps towards all my personal shit. I unzip my suitcase and find the secret compartment in the lid part. I pull out the note Kendal left me four years ago, the letter that ruined my life.
Sometimes I read it over and over, and cry about it after I finished with my shag. I remove the crumbled up letter from the envelopes skimming my eyes over the old, sketchy handwriting of Kendall.
Harry,
I hurts so much to say this, but it needs to be done. I couldn't say it to you face the face, which is why it is written in a letter you hopefully will burn and let go of. Harry, I need you too let me go. I need you to forget about me, and go on with your life. Everywhere I go, I tend to cause trouble. I can't give you the reason why for my disappearance, for as it will ruin my cover. I want you to know, I truly love you Harry Edward Styles, which is why I must go. Im going to leave, and I won't be coming back. I've changed my address, phone number, and disconnected myself on every social media site for your safety, and for my own life. This must break your heart as much as it breaks mine, for as it's out one year anniversary. Believe me when I say this, I was beyond excited. If I had a choice to stay with you, I would have. Well, I must go. Please Harry, do me a favor and don't look for me. I want you to move on, and I don't want you to find me. I may return one day, but it won't be anytime soon. Harry, I love you, and I always will. You will never leave my heart, forever, and always. Be careful.
-Kendall
Tears escape my eyes, and I break down on the floor in hysterical sobs.
She shattered my heart, and I never thought I would be able to mend the broken pieces.
I still haven't. I replaced them, with stronger steel. Audrey is what made me strong, she is what stopped me from my horrible ways.
Just when I thought there was no hope, no love, nothing, Audrey gave me the hope I needed.
She rescued me right before I was about to fall.
Notes
Im sorry that I didn't update yesterday, I had so much stuff going in again.
Im a fuck up. I don't belong in the world . I literally am not good enough for anybody, nothing.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
Im sorry guys, but I went back to cutting. I stopped about two weeks ago, and I lasted this long, but I finally broke down yesterday, and let it all out on my legs. I don't know how it even happened, it just did.
I don't want any sympathy comments, and Im not fishing for compliments. I feel as if this is the only place I can vent about this stuff without being judged or anything.
Im sorry for all of you that got annoyed by this, and you can unsubscribe if you want. I would unsubscribe to me, bc Im worthless.
for all you strugglers out there that do the same, stop. for me. draw a sunflower on your wrist to represent the peace. Please don't do it, you don need to. You are all perfect, in your own little ways. Please stay strong.
PASS ON THE SUNFLOWER PROJECT.
kik me if you guys ever want to talk, bc I'll always be there for you to cheer you up ☺
kik: cutiepie_harry
sorry for the depression, I love you guys.
~ Cupcake Harry ❤
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5/17/14