~Candi's POV~


I dash up the stairs hurriedly, excited to see my love. I had some time to think when I was away with Harry, and that was about how much I love Niall. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I never want to be without him.

This week without him, hurt.

I peek open the door to the top floor bedrooms, not knowing which room he has been staying in. It's when I pass my door I see a big lump in the middle of my bed.

He slept in my room? Oh my goodness. I thought he would have stayed in another bedroom. Im not complaining, I find that so sweet of him, because now it's going to smell like Irish body wash which I love, but I wonder why?

My door creaks open, but Niall doesn't seem to budge. instead, he speaks sad and muffledly.

"Unless it's Candi, go away." his voice crack as his words, and it's all I take not to laugh at his seriousness. I laugh at almost everything.

Except for this week, I cried instead of laughed.

But was he waiting for me or something? It seems like it. It would make a lot of sense.

Instead of saying that it is me, I continue to creep towards the bed.

"I said go away." he buries himself into the blanket even more. I stop at the edge of the bed, and listen to his steady breath. I can't wait to lay with him.

I hope with all my heart he isn't mad at me anymore. I just want to forget about everything that happened this past week, and be with him again. I need him.

I sit on the edge of the bed, and lay down next to him. I crawl my way under the covers, wrapping my small arms around his waist. I can hear his heart beat faster, making mine do the exact thing. Ive missed him so much. It feels extremely nice in my own bed.

I spoon him, and move my lips close to his ear.

"Im back boo bear. forever." He turns rapidly, facing me with that amazing grin on his face. God, I love that grin. I love that face. I place my hand on his cheek, cupping his cheek softly. He closes his eyes, in taking my warmth.

His eyes flash open, revealing them sparkling blue eyes that make my stumach churn. His eyes pierce right through mine, sending me into a daze.

"Ive missed you so much, my little boo." his lips lock on my mine passionately, and I immediately kiss back. His warm hands caress my chin, my hand cupping his cheek. It seems like this kiss goes on for hours, but that's just how I wanted it to be.

Its more loving then any kiss I've ever shared with anybody. Full of compassion, lust, but most importantly, love.

I've fell madly in love with this boy that Ive only know for about a month or two, and it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Without him, I literally don't know where I would be.

Audrey would probably still be gone, I wouldn't have met any of the boys, my heart would still be broken, It would be only me and my dog, and I would be in hysteria because of my parents deaths. With him, all the negative thoughts leave my mind, and all I can think about is my future with him, and my life with him.

He is perfect. I want nobody else but him. I want nothing but him. I could be homeless, broke, anything. But as long as I'm with him, I'll always be happy.

Always.

I pull out of the kiss to get some air, and he wraps his arms tighter around my waist, pulling me in closer to him. The ends of my mouth tug into a smile, for being next to him, feeling his hot breath on my cheek, is the best feeling in the world.

"Niall, I love you. I love you so much. I am so sorry about Harry. I couldn't even explain to tell you how sorry I am. He wouldn't let me call, leave or do anything. He wanted me to spend two weeks with him, and see if my feelings towards him changed. The only thing that changed, were my feelings for you. They grew as the days passed. I couldn't be happy without you. I cried every night, knowing you were sad, alone, and not with me. I can't live without you. I literally can't. Kissing Harry, was by far the biggest mistake in my life. I just wanted to know if maybe I did like him, but I knew I didn't ever I saw how hurt you look. It broke my heart. So Niall, Niall Horan, will you please be my boyfriend again? I will never leave, or hurt you every again. Please." tears escape my eyes, as do Niall's. We both cry in happiness, for we both love eachother very much.

I will be marrying him one day. I just know it.

"Yes. Please. I love you, Candi. I love you so much. I never thought I could feel this way about someone so much, and it feeling so right. Of course I will be your boyfriend. I didn't even think that was an option." we both chuckle a laugh as Niall wipes the tears from my eyes, also wiping away is own.

"I love you." I said looking him dead in the eyes.

"I love you too."

Notes

awe. okay, Im sad. I apologize for not updating in 11 days, but I lost followers bc of it. You should message me if you really want the update. not just unsubscribe or say something! IT MADE ME SAD.

okay, well now that Im done with that, Hi!

I AM SO SORRY ABOUT NOT UPDATING FOR SO LONG.

I've just been so busy, it's not even funny. I babysit Wednesdays, { which is what Im doing now, but the kid Is asleep } I go to a family therapist Tuesdays, and I am always at a friends house over the weekend. Plus I get a shit load of hw.

SO, I am thinking about a little schedule or something. How about I update every Sunday, { possibly Saturdays }, and every... Thursday? { possibly Wednesdays }. So, I WILL DEFINITELY UPDATE EVERY SUNDAY. AND I WILL TRY SO HARD TO UPDATE THURSDAYS. { and I will do my best to update Saturdays, and Wednesdays, and all the other days of the weeks, possibly. It depends on the amount of hw I get.

okay, so that was AAALLLL I needed to tell you guys. oh yeah,

AND THAT SOME GIRL IN NY FUCKING ADVISORY WON VIP ONE DIRECTION FRONT ROW CONCERT TICKETS ON THE FUCKING RADIO IN CLASS. I WAS BEYOND UPSET. I MEAN, SHE LOVES THEM AND ALL, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS ME!

plus, she is a bitch. { but she did compliment my shorts, so she isn't THAT bad, but I don't like here }

okay, now Im done .

Jk. Im also sick, which sucks ass.

OH! okay, I swear this is the last thing I have to tell you guys.

please follow me on twitter! If you tell me who you are, I will for sure follow you back. I love making fandom friends!

okay, I swear that was all.

I love you my little boo bears ! { Im obsessed with saying that as you can tell bc I wrote it in my chapter, and Im obsessed with using these quotation mark things instead of real ones, okay, sorry if Im pissing you off. I just like to type. }

here, I'll show you guys a very attractive gif just because of my rant.



okay , bye now.

fuck, I saw okay too much.

OMFG BYE

~ Cupcake Harry