~Harry's POV~


I grab the bottle of champagne out of the top cupboard, hidden behind the box of Honey Nut Cheerios. Eh, I should take some of those too.

I pack the food I've made into the small brown picnic basket, and place the black and white checkered blanket on top.

Im planning a picnic, on the top of little Holmes Chapel hill, over viewing the sunset. Cliché, I know. But it's still romantic no matter how many times you've seen it.

Candi's currently getting her hair, and her nails done, by Lou. She's my favorite stylist. Shes also got a little daughter, Lux, that I take care of every so often. She's totes adorbs.

"In the club, high off perp, with my shades on, tatted up mini skirt, with my J's on." Yeah. That's my ringtone. Problem?

I shuffle through both my pockets, only to find it sitting on the countertop in front if my face. Wow. Im stupid.

"Yello." I click answer in my phone, not checking the caller ID, because it's probably Lou.

"Hey hey hey."

No. Fucking. Way.

"Kendall?"


~Audrey's POV~


I push the bathroom door open harshly, slamming it behind me. Tears fall down my face hard. Im a wreck. I can't help but cry over everything Im feeling. It's just too much pain.

And it just keep getting worse and worse.

Since the Harry left three days ago, I've been having nightmares every night. All about my past.

The past nobody knows about. Not even Candi.

The way my parents gave me up, just to jeep themselves alive instead of caring for me. They dropped me off at the mans house, the man that stole my phone when me and Harry were walking in the streets. He was the boss.

I remembered him, but he was too piss ass drunk to recognize me. He used to beat me, rape me, and do just terrible things. He let other men take advantage of me. He had me locked in a cage like an animal. That creepy man took me hostage at the age of 14, keeping me hidden for his own use.

Filthy men paid just to use me for their advantage, shattering me even more than the last guy. He ranked lots of money, while giving no fuck about me.

Then I became strong. I became adjusted to this, torture. I completely stopped whining and crying. That's why they gave me up. They dropped me off at my abandoned old house, leaving me with no money, clothes, nothing.

Thats when I started talking to Candi again. I just told her that my parents abandoned me, but really, it was just that dick ass face Randi.

To make matters worse, he has my cell phone. He can track me the fuck down, and that's what sacred me the most.

Tears trickle down my face harder then usual, as I slouch down again.

Harry left me. Im pregnant. Randi has my phone. I have nobody. Absolutely nothing.

I know I shouldn't do this since Im pregnant, but I can't help it. I've been doing it all my life, why just stop?

More hot tears spill down my cheeks, as I pick up my razor from the shower ledge. I deserve this for being so worthless.

Loud sobs erupt from my mouth as I slash the razor across my skin, blood starting to ooze out.

This one I deserve for being such a dumb ass.

*SLASH*

My vision becomes blurry from all the tears building up, but this pain feels better. It's like with every cut, a little less worry relieves itself.

*SLASH*

This one, is for falling for the prick face Harry Styles, when you knew he would break your heart.

*SLASH*
*SLASH*
*SLASH*

I drop the razor to the ground, staring at all the blood dripping from my arms.

I know I shouldn't have done this, but my worthless old life is taking over. I just couldn't help it. I rush over to the sink, turning the faucet so cold water splashes over the cuts.

It stings like hell, but it's not as close to as bad as the pain I feel inside.

Once I'm all washed up, and the overwhelming amount of blood has disappeared, I lay back against the wall.

I know I shouldn't do this while Im pregnant, but it really helps calm my nerves.

I take out a cigarette from my secret stash under the sink, and light it with the lighter that is also down there.

I puff out the smoke, and it's then I notice the little plus stick I threw into the trashcan yesterday, laying on the ground underneath the toilet.

How the fuck did it get down there?

Notes

Aaaaaaaand Kendall is introduced into the story.

Okay, and with Harry's hair stylist, almost everyone has their own barber/ stylist so I thought it would be fun if I included her in it too (:

Harry does also have money in this, but more on that will be later (;

This chapter, is quite sad. I mean, holy shit .

Well, I am slightly sad.

Im truly sorry for this, and the cliffhanger and all.

If I get enough comments, I'll try my best to update tomorrow!

So, I love you guys ! I hope you enjoyed the... Terrible chapter.

~ Cupcake Harry ❤