Takeover
♡ Chapter 27 ♡
~Harrys POV~
She lays still and cries to herself while I drive down the road to god knows where. I just needed to get her out of that house before shit got real.
And what about Audrey? What am I suppost to do about her? I actually loved her, you know? I don't understand what her fucking problem was. I never even did anything for christ sake! Then she went behind my back, and was cozying up with one of my best mates! Like seriously, I even have the class not to do that.
Its just not right. I still love her, but apparently she didn't love me back. So fuck that bitch. If we're meant to be together, we will end up being together. But for right now, Im beyond pissed at her.
Just thinking about this gets me enraged. Then if you think about, Ive ruined to perfectly good relationships because of my greedy self! It's all because of Candi! She gets to me. I ruined her relationship by kissing her, and Audrey and I's relationship by scaring the shit out her.
Great. Im a natural fuck up.
I pull over to the side of the road, anger getting the best of me. Right as I out the car in park, I slam my hand into the steering wheel, and lay my head down on top of them.
"Im such a fuck up." I whisper to myself.
"H-Harry. You a-aren't a f-fuck up." I hear Candi speak up. I look up to meet her eyes. They hold tears, hurt, fright. Fright? Is she... Scared?
"Candi... Are you afraid of me?" I ask a little hurt. I never thought of myself as a scary person until now.
Her eyes leave mine as she fiddles with her hands in her lap. A tear falls from her eye, and as I reach over to wipe it away, she flinches.
I pull my arm back, and look out the windshield at the small park. I watch as a little boy slides down the slide, with a bright smile on his face. I watch as he erupts with laughter, running back up the structure.
Im a threat. She thinks of me, as a threat. She thought I was going to hit her. I would never hit a girl in my life. But she thinks I would.
Out of no where, a water droplet falls onto my lap. I look down at it, then back up towards the little boy now on the swings. Another droplet falls, and this time I already know what's happening. Im crying. I never cry. The last time I cried was when my mother died. I never wanted to seem weak again since that moment.
Im crying just because of a girl. I harshly wipe the tears away, and turn my head back to Candi who is once again crying silently to herself.
"Candi..." I trail off.
She turns her head towards me, and my heart breaks a little more by the frightened, exhausted girl Im staring at. How could I ever hurt her? I've always thought abuse towards a woman/child was wrong. It is.
"I would never hurt you. Never in a million years" Another tear falls from my eye, and her expression softens. She fills with guilt, and sorrow.
Her tears stop falling, as do mine. She stares at me in bewilderment, confused almost. Do I really come off as that scary?
Yes. Yes I do.
She sits back in her seat, and looks out the side window for something, but I dont know what.
Silence sorrounds us, and out of no where I hear a giant grumble that sounds like a monster, but is actually from Candi's stomach.
I watch as her face shades a bright red, making me erupt in laughter. I can't stop the laughs coming out of my mouth, as I hear her laughs also.
We laugh for what seems like ever, but slowly regain ourselves. After the laughs have died down, I smile one of my flashy grins at her.
"How about some food, yeah?" I ask her with a cheeky smile
"Eh. Im not THAT hungry." And we burst into laughter yet again.
She lays still and cries to herself while I drive down the road to god knows where. I just needed to get her out of that house before shit got real.
And what about Audrey? What am I suppost to do about her? I actually loved her, you know? I don't understand what her fucking problem was. I never even did anything for christ sake! Then she went behind my back, and was cozying up with one of my best mates! Like seriously, I even have the class not to do that.
Its just not right. I still love her, but apparently she didn't love me back. So fuck that bitch. If we're meant to be together, we will end up being together. But for right now, Im beyond pissed at her.
Just thinking about this gets me enraged. Then if you think about, Ive ruined to perfectly good relationships because of my greedy self! It's all because of Candi! She gets to me. I ruined her relationship by kissing her, and Audrey and I's relationship by scaring the shit out her.
Great. Im a natural fuck up.
I pull over to the side of the road, anger getting the best of me. Right as I out the car in park, I slam my hand into the steering wheel, and lay my head down on top of them.
"Im such a fuck up." I whisper to myself.
"H-Harry. You a-aren't a f-fuck up." I hear Candi speak up. I look up to meet her eyes. They hold tears, hurt, fright. Fright? Is she... Scared?
"Candi... Are you afraid of me?" I ask a little hurt. I never thought of myself as a scary person until now.
Her eyes leave mine as she fiddles with her hands in her lap. A tear falls from her eye, and as I reach over to wipe it away, she flinches.
I pull my arm back, and look out the windshield at the small park. I watch as a little boy slides down the slide, with a bright smile on his face. I watch as he erupts with laughter, running back up the structure.
Im a threat. She thinks of me, as a threat. She thought I was going to hit her. I would never hit a girl in my life. But she thinks I would.
Out of no where, a water droplet falls onto my lap. I look down at it, then back up towards the little boy now on the swings. Another droplet falls, and this time I already know what's happening. Im crying. I never cry. The last time I cried was when my mother died. I never wanted to seem weak again since that moment.
Im crying just because of a girl. I harshly wipe the tears away, and turn my head back to Candi who is once again crying silently to herself.
"Candi..." I trail off.
She turns her head towards me, and my heart breaks a little more by the frightened, exhausted girl Im staring at. How could I ever hurt her? I've always thought abuse towards a woman/child was wrong. It is.
"I would never hurt you. Never in a million years" Another tear falls from my eye, and her expression softens. She fills with guilt, and sorrow.
Her tears stop falling, as do mine. She stares at me in bewilderment, confused almost. Do I really come off as that scary?
Yes. Yes I do.
She sits back in her seat, and looks out the side window for something, but I dont know what.
Silence sorrounds us, and out of no where I hear a giant grumble that sounds like a monster, but is actually from Candi's stomach.
I watch as her face shades a bright red, making me erupt in laughter. I can't stop the laughs coming out of my mouth, as I hear her laughs also.
We laugh for what seems like ever, but slowly regain ourselves. After the laughs have died down, I smile one of my flashy grins at her.
"How about some food, yeah?" I ask her with a cheeky smile
"Eh. Im not THAT hungry." And we burst into laughter yet again.
Notes
Damn.... I haven't updated in 6 days! Wtf! It feels like I update yesterday, but I guess not.
Whatever. I updated just now, so yeah. I hope you guys like it (: I also don't get very much comments, and that's the only thing that keeps me writing. So yeah. Im a little sad about that.
Can you silent readers please comment for me? It would mean a lot (: Ill even start asking questions to keep your mind wondering.
So here is the first shitty question:
Who do you think Harry will end up with in the end, or who do you want him to end up with? Audrey, or Candi?
COMMENT!
{Also: I want at least 2 comments. If I don't get two, I won't update for a while. If I get 2, I'll update tomorrow.}
~ Cupcake Harry ❤
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5/17/14