
Broken. (Harry Styles)
Chapter Four.
"Nah, I'm okay, thanks." I reply and wink at him before walking away, feeling him trail behind me, hot on my heels. He grabbed my arm, pulling me backwards, falling into his chest. "Oh c'mon, Niamh, stop being so frigid." he groans. "No, no, no, Styles." I smirk, taking my arm from his. "I'm hard to get." I wink and walk away from him. I can hear him let out a huge groan and his footsteps walk away. I shake my head and laugh a little. I walk around the house, wondering where Joanne is. I sigh and give up a few minutes later, deciding to leave.
I walk back to my dorm room and walk in, taking a seat on the bed. I lay back and pull my covers over my body, closing my eyes. I groan loudly when I hear a knock on the door, it most likely being a drunken Joanne who's forgotten her key. I pull the covers off my body and get up, walking to the door. I undo the lock and pull it open, shocked when I see Harry standing there. I go to shut the door again, only for Harry to stick his foot in the door, stopping it from closing. "Go away, Harry." I groan and he shakes his head, pushing the door open. He walks in, and pushes me against the door, shutting it in the process. He forces his mouth against mine, and I can't help but find myself kissing him back.
"Jump." he mumbles into the kiss and I do as I'm told, jumping. He holds me up by my ass, kissing me harder, his tongue being forced into my mouth. I push against his with my own, moaning lighting into the kiss because of how intense it is. My hands move to Harry's hair and I fist it in my hands as he walks to my bed, leaving a trail of our clothes behind...
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I wake up, groggy, glad that I hadn't gotten drunk, because I would have faced a huge hangover today. I feel a body next to mine, and then last nights events come flooding back to me. "Fuck!" I curse myself, and shake Harry until he wakes up. "What?" he groans, his eyes squinting open. "You need to leave!" I tell him, running around the room, collecting both of our clothes. I throw his at him and pull on my own, so I'm not exposed. "Oh c'mon, babe. No morning sex?" he smirks. "No, Harry! You need to get out, last night shouldn't have happened!" I yell at him. He's now standing, looking at me with a weird expression. Wait... was he... hurt?
He notices me looking at him and quickly composes himself before pulling on his t shirt, now fully dressed. "You just... you need to go." I sigh, running a hand through my hair. He shrugs and walks to the door. "Bye, babe. See you again?" he smirks, letting me know his intentions. I roll my eyes and open the door, pushing him out it.
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"You didn't!" Kasey yells, as I've just filled her in on everything. "I did, I did, Kase!" I bury my head in my hands as we sit in my dorm. "Can I ask you something?" she asks me, taking my head out of my hands. "Shoot." I nods. "Why did you not want to have sex with him?" she asks. "Because, Kasey... I didn't want to fall into the trap... I don't want guys to think that I'm easy and that anybody can have their way with me after I've had a few drinks and they've said a few cheesy words, especially Harry... he's the top of the pyramid, Kase, you know that... I just, I don't want to be that girl, because I know that he wants to do it again, and I'll only end up having feelings for him..." I sigh, rubbing my temples in circles with both of my index fingers.
"Listen, Niamh, there's an easy way to solve this, okay?" she tells me. "Yeah?" I ask, wanting her to continue. "Just don't have sex with him again." she shrugs, making it sound so damn easy, but I know it's not... I mean, I could have said no last night, but when he was standing there with his gorgeous green eyes, and beautiful dark brown hair... I just couldn't say no. I needed him last night... but he never needed me...
I walk back to my dorm room and walk in, taking a seat on the bed. I lay back and pull my covers over my body, closing my eyes. I groan loudly when I hear a knock on the door, it most likely being a drunken Joanne who's forgotten her key. I pull the covers off my body and get up, walking to the door. I undo the lock and pull it open, shocked when I see Harry standing there. I go to shut the door again, only for Harry to stick his foot in the door, stopping it from closing. "Go away, Harry." I groan and he shakes his head, pushing the door open. He walks in, and pushes me against the door, shutting it in the process. He forces his mouth against mine, and I can't help but find myself kissing him back.
"Jump." he mumbles into the kiss and I do as I'm told, jumping. He holds me up by my ass, kissing me harder, his tongue being forced into my mouth. I push against his with my own, moaning lighting into the kiss because of how intense it is. My hands move to Harry's hair and I fist it in my hands as he walks to my bed, leaving a trail of our clothes behind...
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I wake up, groggy, glad that I hadn't gotten drunk, because I would have faced a huge hangover today. I feel a body next to mine, and then last nights events come flooding back to me. "Fuck!" I curse myself, and shake Harry until he wakes up. "What?" he groans, his eyes squinting open. "You need to leave!" I tell him, running around the room, collecting both of our clothes. I throw his at him and pull on my own, so I'm not exposed. "Oh c'mon, babe. No morning sex?" he smirks. "No, Harry! You need to get out, last night shouldn't have happened!" I yell at him. He's now standing, looking at me with a weird expression. Wait... was he... hurt?
He notices me looking at him and quickly composes himself before pulling on his t shirt, now fully dressed. "You just... you need to go." I sigh, running a hand through my hair. He shrugs and walks to the door. "Bye, babe. See you again?" he smirks, letting me know his intentions. I roll my eyes and open the door, pushing him out it.
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"You didn't!" Kasey yells, as I've just filled her in on everything. "I did, I did, Kase!" I bury my head in my hands as we sit in my dorm. "Can I ask you something?" she asks me, taking my head out of my hands. "Shoot." I nods. "Why did you not want to have sex with him?" she asks. "Because, Kasey... I didn't want to fall into the trap... I don't want guys to think that I'm easy and that anybody can have their way with me after I've had a few drinks and they've said a few cheesy words, especially Harry... he's the top of the pyramid, Kase, you know that... I just, I don't want to be that girl, because I know that he wants to do it again, and I'll only end up having feelings for him..." I sigh, rubbing my temples in circles with both of my index fingers.
"Listen, Niamh, there's an easy way to solve this, okay?" she tells me. "Yeah?" I ask, wanting her to continue. "Just don't have sex with him again." she shrugs, making it sound so damn easy, but I know it's not... I mean, I could have said no last night, but when he was standing there with his gorgeous green eyes, and beautiful dark brown hair... I just couldn't say no. I needed him last night... but he never needed me...
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