Love Lies Bleeding
Chapter Twelve
*Emma's POV*
My heart raced faster as we began stripping each other of our clothes, eager for each others touch.
Once we were ready, he pushed himself inside me and began thrusting very hard.
"Harry, oh Harry!!!" I screamed with each thrust, he made me feel so good.
"Emma, oh baby I'm gonna cum!" He shouted, thrusting harder and harder. I was really close too and just before I came,
I woke up.
*Later that day*
I had a dream about having sex with him.
With Harry.
But I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend Nathan, who I also really like.
I can't take it anymore.
I took out some paper and quickly wrote a note. It read:
I'm sorry guys. I love you all but I just can't deal with it anymore.
I tried Marcus, I really did.
I'll miss you.
I love you.
Goodbye,
Love from Emma xx
I put it on the kitchen table and got out some rope and a chair.
I tied the rope to the ceiling fan and around my neck.
"Emma?!"
Shit.
"Emma how dare you even think about that!!" It was Marcus. He ran over to me, untying the rope.
"I'm sorry Marcus," I said, "I can't deal with this anymore." I looked down.
He pulled me off the chair, grabbing my chin and forcing me to look at him.
"Now listen to me Emma. How dare you even think about doing that to yourself! You're a bloody idiot!" I flinched at his harsh words. His tone softened. "Do you even know what that would do to me? Do you even know how devastated I would be? Emma you mean the whole fucking world to me and you're the strongest girl I've ever met, don't give up."
"I'm not strong and-"
"Yes you are. You're the fucking strongest person on the planet and you can't kill yourself, you mean too much to me!" He pulled me into a hug. "Swear on MY life, that you will never ever commit suicide."
"No Marcus-"
"C'mon." He said, pulling me into the living room and setting up his video camera.
"What're you doing?" I asked, biting my lip.
"WE are making a YouTube video, don't complain." He started filming. "Heeeellllllooooo!" He said in the way he normally does. "This is my friend Emma." I smiled at the camera, "Emma here wants to kill herself because too many people love her, boo hoo!" My eyes widened.
"You know that's not the only reason." I mumbled.
"All my butt butts out there, tell her she's wrong and she shouldn't kill herself. She's beautiful. Okay, I'll see you guys later, bye!" He shut off the video camera.
"Marcus, what the fuck?" I whined.
"Oh boo hoo!" He said, "Grow up!" I wacked him on the arm. "Owwwww!" He moaned.
"Serves you right for being a dickhead." I said, chuckling. "Anyway, I have to meet up with Nathan, there's something I gotta do." I said and I walked out the house.
My heart raced faster as we began stripping each other of our clothes, eager for each others touch.
Once we were ready, he pushed himself inside me and began thrusting very hard.
"Harry, oh Harry!!!" I screamed with each thrust, he made me feel so good.
"Emma, oh baby I'm gonna cum!" He shouted, thrusting harder and harder. I was really close too and just before I came,
I woke up.
*Later that day*
I had a dream about having sex with him.
With Harry.
But I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend Nathan, who I also really like.
I can't take it anymore.
I took out some paper and quickly wrote a note. It read:
I'm sorry guys. I love you all but I just can't deal with it anymore.
I tried Marcus, I really did.
I'll miss you.
I love you.
Goodbye,
Love from Emma xx
I put it on the kitchen table and got out some rope and a chair.
I tied the rope to the ceiling fan and around my neck.
"Emma?!"
Shit.
"Emma how dare you even think about that!!" It was Marcus. He ran over to me, untying the rope.
"I'm sorry Marcus," I said, "I can't deal with this anymore." I looked down.
He pulled me off the chair, grabbing my chin and forcing me to look at him.
"Now listen to me Emma. How dare you even think about doing that to yourself! You're a bloody idiot!" I flinched at his harsh words. His tone softened. "Do you even know what that would do to me? Do you even know how devastated I would be? Emma you mean the whole fucking world to me and you're the strongest girl I've ever met, don't give up."
"I'm not strong and-"
"Yes you are. You're the fucking strongest person on the planet and you can't kill yourself, you mean too much to me!" He pulled me into a hug. "Swear on MY life, that you will never ever commit suicide."
"No Marcus-"
"C'mon." He said, pulling me into the living room and setting up his video camera.
"What're you doing?" I asked, biting my lip.
"WE are making a YouTube video, don't complain." He started filming. "Heeeellllllooooo!" He said in the way he normally does. "This is my friend Emma." I smiled at the camera, "Emma here wants to kill herself because too many people love her, boo hoo!" My eyes widened.
"You know that's not the only reason." I mumbled.
"All my butt butts out there, tell her she's wrong and she shouldn't kill herself. She's beautiful. Okay, I'll see you guys later, bye!" He shut off the video camera.
"Marcus, what the fuck?" I whined.
"Oh boo hoo!" He said, "Grow up!" I wacked him on the arm. "Owwwww!" He moaned.
"Serves you right for being a dickhead." I said, chuckling. "Anyway, I have to meet up with Nathan, there's something I gotta do." I said and I walked out the house.
8/23/13