All Over Again. (Harry Styles)
Is this the End? (Shay)
(Intense first chapter, You've been warned)
I-I can't do this anymore. He doesn't love me anymore. What's the point of living if the person you love, doesn't love you back. We were meant to be together. Everyone knew it. The way our bodies and hands fit together like puzzle pieces. How we would finish each other's sentences. I sigh, and take out a pen and paper.
Dear H,
I loved with all my heart. You loved me. But did you really love me with all your heart? With all you had? With all your being? I did. I gave you my life, and you threw it away. Why? Can you tell me why? Why I gave you everything, and you gave me the last remnants of your previous life? Your broken pieces, excluded from the rest? I love you, I do. I still do. You broke it off. Not me. that's why I have to do this.... "And I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving" Leaving.... forever...... Love, Shaya.
I'm doing it now. I take my razor and etch two words, one on each wrist. On the left, HATE. And on the right, FORGIVE. I was hated, but never forgiven. I open my laptop, and sign into twitter announcing a twitcam. The directioners loved me already, little did they know they were getting excited for my suicide. I signed in and turned on the twitcam and put on a smiling face. I greeted the fans, and started to talk, slowly getting sadder and paler as the blood was draining from my system. I had to do it now. I lifted up my wrists and showed my audience the two words. Comments of shock and horror, but dome of "Do it more! You aren't dead yet!" popped up. I brought up the knife from my kitchen and showed it to them, without a second thought i stood up and impaled myself, collapsing to the ground, as the last of my blood gushed out of my abdomen. I was gone. Finally.
(Random Viewer P.O.V.)
OH MY GOD WHAT DID SHAY DO!?!?!!? I'm crying now, she was my idol. She was such a strong girl and now I'm watching her die. I stare at the screen in disbelief. Just then some one walked into the room. Harry. The look on his face is of pure shock and horror. He immediately kneels down next to her and picks her up, and I see that her body is covered in blood. I pass out.
I-I can't do this anymore. He doesn't love me anymore. What's the point of living if the person you love, doesn't love you back. We were meant to be together. Everyone knew it. The way our bodies and hands fit together like puzzle pieces. How we would finish each other's sentences. I sigh, and take out a pen and paper.
Dear H,
I loved with all my heart. You loved me. But did you really love me with all your heart? With all you had? With all your being? I did. I gave you my life, and you threw it away. Why? Can you tell me why? Why I gave you everything, and you gave me the last remnants of your previous life? Your broken pieces, excluded from the rest? I love you, I do. I still do. You broke it off. Not me. that's why I have to do this.... "And I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving Why I was the one worth leaving" Leaving.... forever...... Love, Shaya.
I'm doing it now. I take my razor and etch two words, one on each wrist. On the left, HATE. And on the right, FORGIVE. I was hated, but never forgiven. I open my laptop, and sign into twitter announcing a twitcam. The directioners loved me already, little did they know they were getting excited for my suicide. I signed in and turned on the twitcam and put on a smiling face. I greeted the fans, and started to talk, slowly getting sadder and paler as the blood was draining from my system. I had to do it now. I lifted up my wrists and showed my audience the two words. Comments of shock and horror, but dome of "Do it more! You aren't dead yet!" popped up. I brought up the knife from my kitchen and showed it to them, without a second thought i stood up and impaled myself, collapsing to the ground, as the last of my blood gushed out of my abdomen. I was gone. Finally.
(Random Viewer P.O.V.)
OH MY GOD WHAT DID SHAY DO!?!?!!? I'm crying now, she was my idol. She was such a strong girl and now I'm watching her die. I stare at the screen in disbelief. Just then some one walked into the room. Harry. The look on his face is of pure shock and horror. He immediately kneels down next to her and picks her up, and I see that her body is covered in blood. I pass out.
Notes
Sorrrryyyyyyyyy, it's really short :/ It's just a lot of information to take in.What's gonna happen?
Why did Shay commit suicide?
8/20/13