MY bully
The Note
NIALLS p.o.v
i had just gotten to class and sat down . I looked around and saw Brianna walking in the room . She looked around but for some reason came and sat next to me . I smiled at her . I was a bit exsited and hopeful I don't know why because she has a boyfriend but still . I looked at her as she took out her phone and scanned through her text messages with Lola . I saw that Thier messagea were all about me . Wait what ? Why the fuck would she ask what's wrong with me when she knew . She knew that I was sad cause of the break u- well the break up . I saw somthing like awwww but I'm not gonna break up with Harry . That was weird . I looked away from her cause I figured I was starring but how can I not stare she's fucking beautiful !!!!
BRIANNAS p.o.v
I felt Nialls Breath on my neck .i miss that when he would be so close to me that I could feel his breath on my skin. Anyways I figured that I had nothing to hide so it was okay for him to see . I put down my phone and began to pay attention to what mrs. Jones was saying . I soon felt a soft hand on my thigh . I looked down and saw that It was Nialls hand . He looked at me as I slowly removed his hand from my thigh . I saw hurt wash over his face . He placed his hand on mine and I quickly removed it . He barried his face in his hands making me feel bad was I not supposed to do that ? I shrugged it off and cuntinued to listen to mrs . Jones . I saw somthing hit my desk and I looked for what it was. I was a note . I opened the note and saw Nialls hand writting . I began to read and it said
" I'm sorry princess . Baby I miss u please come back to me . I can't stand seeing you with him it hurts me even though it's only been 1 night I can't stop thinking about u . Your in my dreams and in all my thoughts I can't get u out of my mind and I don't want to . Babe please I can't live without you your my everything and I don't want to be away from u . I want u , I need u , and I crave you . . And It's not normal for someone to want someone else so badly . You complete me baby girl u don't understand how much I love you . Please Brianna I can't be without your love . Your love us what keeps me alive so please baby come back to me . !!! I love you princess <3 "
I look at Niall b4 he whispers in my ear
" please "( Niall )
i have to to get away b4 I have a break down .. I quickly raise my hand and ask to go to the restroom . I look both ways and see Lola in the hallway . I quickly ran towards her and placed my head on her shoulder and cried .
" what happened ?"( Lola )
I cried a little more b4 handing her the note . As she read I saw a curly haired boy walk out of a class wait that's my curly haired boy . I quickly grabbed Lola's hand and dragged her to the restroom b4 Harry could notice us . She handed me the note as we got into a restroom stall . She hugged me as I began to speak .
" Lola I don't know what to do about this "(bri)
" me eather Luv it's all on u . This is your life and I can't tell you what to do with it . "( Lola)
" I don't know eather Lola "( bri)
" well think about what your gonna do I mean you can't have the best of both worlds . Okay go back to class and later go home and think about it . " ( Lola )
i got got up and walked out the restroom I wiped tears away and looked around I saw Harry in the hallway . I ran towards him and hugged him . Why did I do that ? I don't know I just needed a hug . I let go if him without a word and walked back to class . I walked in and the teacher asked me a question
" Brianna you took a while in there are you okay ?" ( mrs. Jones )
" yeah I'm fine . I just got stopped by the principal he said he needed my help "( bri) I lied but I needed an excuse . still looking down I walked to my seat . I sat down and Niall pulled my hair behind my ear . I smacked his hand away and pulled my hair back in my face .
" are you okay princess ?"( Niall)
" Niall I have a boyfriend u can't just call me that when ever you want I'm not yours anymore I'm Harry's girlfriend now "( bri )
" sorry I just thou-" I cut him off
" save it Niall okay I don't wanna hear excuses anymore I'm tired of listening to your sorrys "( bri) I know it was a bit harsh but I had to . He knows I have a boyfriend !! Ugh my life is too complicated .
------------that night-----------
me and and harry were already in bed and I was supposably sleepy but I'm not . We had went to bed about 2 hours ago but for some reason I can't sleep . Harry had already fell asleep but I kept tossing and turning . I soon decided to get out of bed . I quietly unwrapped the blankets from my body and grabbed my phone . I walked downstairs and entered the kitchen. I grabbed a coffee mug from the shelf and began to make myself some coffee . I placed the full coffee mug on the table and sat down at the table . I began to think . Damn I'm such a fucking whore . I was with nia and everything was perfect ! Why did I come to Harry . Why did I have to make a big deal about Niall asking if I was cheating . I began to regret everything that iv done starting with leaving Niall .
i had just gotten to class and sat down . I looked around and saw Brianna walking in the room . She looked around but for some reason came and sat next to me . I smiled at her . I was a bit exsited and hopeful I don't know why because she has a boyfriend but still . I looked at her as she took out her phone and scanned through her text messages with Lola . I saw that Thier messagea were all about me . Wait what ? Why the fuck would she ask what's wrong with me when she knew . She knew that I was sad cause of the break u- well the break up . I saw somthing like awwww but I'm not gonna break up with Harry . That was weird . I looked away from her cause I figured I was starring but how can I not stare she's fucking beautiful !!!!
BRIANNAS p.o.v
I felt Nialls Breath on my neck .i miss that when he would be so close to me that I could feel his breath on my skin. Anyways I figured that I had nothing to hide so it was okay for him to see . I put down my phone and began to pay attention to what mrs. Jones was saying . I soon felt a soft hand on my thigh . I looked down and saw that It was Nialls hand . He looked at me as I slowly removed his hand from my thigh . I saw hurt wash over his face . He placed his hand on mine and I quickly removed it . He barried his face in his hands making me feel bad was I not supposed to do that ? I shrugged it off and cuntinued to listen to mrs . Jones . I saw somthing hit my desk and I looked for what it was. I was a note . I opened the note and saw Nialls hand writting . I began to read and it said
" I'm sorry princess . Baby I miss u please come back to me . I can't stand seeing you with him it hurts me even though it's only been 1 night I can't stop thinking about u . Your in my dreams and in all my thoughts I can't get u out of my mind and I don't want to . Babe please I can't live without you your my everything and I don't want to be away from u . I want u , I need u , and I crave you . . And It's not normal for someone to want someone else so badly . You complete me baby girl u don't understand how much I love you . Please Brianna I can't be without your love . Your love us what keeps me alive so please baby come back to me . !!! I love you princess <3 "
I look at Niall b4 he whispers in my ear
" please "( Niall )
i have to to get away b4 I have a break down .. I quickly raise my hand and ask to go to the restroom . I look both ways and see Lola in the hallway . I quickly ran towards her and placed my head on her shoulder and cried .
" what happened ?"( Lola )
I cried a little more b4 handing her the note . As she read I saw a curly haired boy walk out of a class wait that's my curly haired boy . I quickly grabbed Lola's hand and dragged her to the restroom b4 Harry could notice us . She handed me the note as we got into a restroom stall . She hugged me as I began to speak .
" Lola I don't know what to do about this "(bri)
" me eather Luv it's all on u . This is your life and I can't tell you what to do with it . "( Lola)
" I don't know eather Lola "( bri)
" well think about what your gonna do I mean you can't have the best of both worlds . Okay go back to class and later go home and think about it . " ( Lola )
i got got up and walked out the restroom I wiped tears away and looked around I saw Harry in the hallway . I ran towards him and hugged him . Why did I do that ? I don't know I just needed a hug . I let go if him without a word and walked back to class . I walked in and the teacher asked me a question
" Brianna you took a while in there are you okay ?" ( mrs. Jones )
" yeah I'm fine . I just got stopped by the principal he said he needed my help "( bri) I lied but I needed an excuse . still looking down I walked to my seat . I sat down and Niall pulled my hair behind my ear . I smacked his hand away and pulled my hair back in my face .
" are you okay princess ?"( Niall)
" Niall I have a boyfriend u can't just call me that when ever you want I'm not yours anymore I'm Harry's girlfriend now "( bri )
" sorry I just thou-" I cut him off
" save it Niall okay I don't wanna hear excuses anymore I'm tired of listening to your sorrys "( bri) I know it was a bit harsh but I had to . He knows I have a boyfriend !! Ugh my life is too complicated .
------------that night-----------
me and and harry were already in bed and I was supposably sleepy but I'm not . We had went to bed about 2 hours ago but for some reason I can't sleep . Harry had already fell asleep but I kept tossing and turning . I soon decided to get out of bed . I quietly unwrapped the blankets from my body and grabbed my phone . I walked downstairs and entered the kitchen. I grabbed a coffee mug from the shelf and began to make myself some coffee . I placed the full coffee mug on the table and sat down at the table . I began to think . Damn I'm such a fucking whore . I was with nia and everything was perfect ! Why did I come to Harry . Why did I have to make a big deal about Niall asking if I was cheating . I began to regret everything that iv done starting with leaving Niall .
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5/19/14