~ Niall's POV ~

After we boarded our plane, I decided to sit next to Jade, since Capri was sitting with Harry. And everyone else was sitting with their grilfriends.

"Hey Niall!" She said which made me jump. I don't think she noticed.

"Hi Jade." I respond. She was beautiful. And taken. But beautiful.

"What does this menu have? I'm starving." She says while grabbing the menu.

"Pizza, any pasta, salad, burgurs, chicken, steak, and tacos."
I said.

"WOW! That is the best plane food ever!" She exclaimed. I chuckled.

"When your on a private plane yea." I responded. She giggled. She was adorable.

"I don't know why I am so hungry anyway. I never usually am." She says

"Maybe I am a good influence on you!" I said smiling. She looks over to me with a smile as well.

"Maybe you are, Horan."

~ Capri's POV ~

I can't believe I actually thought I could lie to myself about this. Maybe I thought if I only believe it happened once then I wouldn't have to remember that it happened twice. Oh my god! I have to tell Harry before I go insane.

"Harry..." I coo. I knew he wasn't asleep yet but I didn't want to be mean.

"Yeah babe?" He responds a bit groggily.

"I have to tell you something..." He sits up and looks at me concerned.

"What is it? Are you okay?" He asks. No. No Iam not okay!


"Well... You know how I told you that my dad raped me when I was 12" I start. He nods his head and gestures me to keep going.

"Okay. Well that wasn't a lie but it wasn't the whole story. He..."

"DID IT TO YOU AGAIN?!" He yelled. "WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!?" He finishes.

"We'll honestly I wasn't really telling myself that it happened either. And I am telling you now because if I kept it in any longer I was going to kill myself with guilt." I say. He pulls me to his chest. And kisses the top of my forehead. He pulls back holding my shoulder and looks me dead in the eye.

"How long ago...?" He asked. Oh shit he's about to get pissed.

"A month ago" I say dully.

"Oh my god. He used protection right?" He asks. My face goes white. How the fuck did I miss that?!

"What is the date!?" I say.

"May 16th." He replies. "Did you miss your period!?" He exclaims.

"By 8 days" I say as the sobs come at a rapid pace.

I look behind is to see Liam and Dannielle sitting there. Mouths agape. who else heard.

Zayn and Perrie. Louis and El. And Niall and Jade.

So basically everyone knows that my father might have impregnated me? I covered face as I cry my eyes out. I feel warm arms wrap around me and I immediately nudge myself into his chest.

"HARRY I CANT HAVE A BABY AT 18 BY MY FATHER?!" I say in between sobs.

"I know babe. I know." He coos.
"Maybe you won't have to. If your getting my drift..." I hear a familiar voice say. Louis.

I stand up. Unbuckle my seat and walk over to where he and El are sitting.

"You think I will solve my problem by an abortion?!" I say. He jump at my stinging words.

"Just a thought... Capri...I'm sorry. But your only 18, and this baby is your fathers aka rape. Maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing to think about." He responds.

"Thanks but I will be damned if any of you think that I would do that that to a child that deserves as much life as the next. Got it?!" I say this time louder than before.

With that I go back to where I was sitting, grab my carry on and leave to the bathroom. Harry was quick on my tail but I didn't care. I walked in and locked the door behind me. My backpack had all of my toiletries in it. I rummaged through everything until I came across my razors. I sliced through my wrist angrily. And felt the blood gushing out until everything went black

Notes

Heyy so I decided to change things up a bit. Your welcome

-Audrey:p