Meant to be
I ship me and pizza
We all laughed and Harry gave Sam a kiss on the cheek.
'Wish i could do that.' I told myself.
~ Samantha's Pov
I was loving every part of this day, every single second next to Harry was perfect. I loved the way we could talk to each other with deep conversations and he didnt laugh at me or looked at me weird. And i could tell he felt the same way too. I loved how he laughed at my silly jokes and the way he looked at me, the way he hugged me from behing and make me feel special. He was treating me like a friend, not a fan but a friend.
Harry and I were outside, everyone was inside the pool. Sophia and I met Perrie and she was so sweet, just the way she looked on interviews and stuff. El didnt come but Lou was going to hang out with her later.
"Guys at what time does the food suposed to be here?" Soph asked and Niall added "Yes im hungry as fuck." I could hear Perrie and Louis laugh.
"Later guys, promise." Zayn added sexily.
~
Harry and I were sitting next to the pool with our feets in the water. "So... i know i may sound like an interview but..." i tried to say but his eyes locked with mine i couldnt talk any more, i could see pain in his eyes but love at the same time." I-i mean... since i've been little i always wanted to be famous, music is my pasion and i used to think everyday, why do certain people get what they want and then end up messing with their lives. Like why if they have everything, they ruined their lifes getting high or drunk. Dont you love your life Harry?"
Harry looked at me and i regret what i just had said.
"I-im sorry ... I didnt meant to offend you. I ... was just, forget it Hazz. Im so-"
He cut me off.
"I do love my life, but... arent you ever tired of feeling alone? You need someone you could trust anything, and people like that doesnt exist. 80% of people are glad that bad things are happening to you, when you only want someone to hug you and feel you. You understand?" he finally said and he was so concentrated you could know it just by the way he was looking at me.
" I do, i really do. When i found out your song... now everything made sence because i wasnt tired of being alone, because i wasnt alone, i had my family and i had Soph, but i do was tired of feeling alone, im still are... i know i have Soph and my parents but im tired of feeling alone, im tired of not having someone i could talk to, and you are right 80% are glad that happened to you and 20% dont care about your problems, Harry..." i looked at him. "I do have darks sides, problems ive never tell anyone. But the point is..."
"What have you done?" Harry told me.
"Nothing Hazz, im just saying maybe know you can trust me or i wish someone trusted me."
"Sam you can trust me. We are now friend arent we?"
"Yeah Harry but this is our first met." i giggled.
"So? Would it sound cheesy if i told you i feel like i know you for a long time?" he asked me and his eyes light up with a smile.
"Harry dont..." i was about to cry, i swear. "I would love to be your friend seriously but... i dont want to get closer to you. Harry when i met people and i start to care about them, something wrong always happens, i pushed people away. Maybe because i cant accept that they actually care about me. You know what... this conversation isnt going nowhere. I just wanted someone to talk with."
"This conversation it is going somewhere, im feeling like im knowing you better. I think we could be friends babe, you can tell me everything and i would trust you but please promise me that whatever you have done, you are never doing it again." Harry looked at me and this time i was about to cry. I just hugged Harry closer and i didnt want to get off him... never. He kissed my forhead and then Josh shouted
'FOOD S HERE!'
Im thinking Soph and Niall were compiting for who is eating faster, because they were the first one eating the pizza.
"Im not hungry." I told Harry and went to the bathroom
"Sam come here." Harry stood up and kissed me on the cheek. "I'll always be there for you okay?"
One tear came down and i just smiled. I dont know why i was crying this was the best thing that would ever happened to me but what if i fall harder for him. I was already in love with him and i didnt even knew him at all, now that we are getting closer im afraid of loosing him.
~
When i camed back from the bathroom and washed my face Harry saved me a chair and also grabbed me a slice of pizza.
"Thanks Harry" i smiled at him and gave him a sweet kiss on the cheek and everyone "aww" us.
"WHO ELSE SHIP SARRY?" Sophia asked everyone.
"BUT WHO ELSE SHIP SOPHIALL?" i asked them and everyone laughed and Harry just high-fived me.
"meeeeee" Niall said and Soph blushed.
"Well i ship me and pizza" i said and bite my slide. Everyone laughed and Perrie agreed with me
~
It was already 6 pm and i was tired of being in my bikini so i suggested Perrie and Soph if we should go change, they all agreed and headed to the bathroom. Im used to sing songs and i didnt even notice it and sophia always sang with me.
"iN CAAASEEE YOU DONT FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR"
"iN CASE YOU ARE MISSING WHAT YOU HAD BEFORE" sophia sang with me
"IN CASE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND I'LL BE WAITING." Perrie sang and Sophia and I got breathless.
"Perrie you are not allowed to talk, kay?" I told her seriously and she made a sad face. "KIDDING BABEE, its just.. you sing perfectly"
"Yeah, plus you fuck zayn everyday" Soph said and Perrie burst laughing.
"I love you guys" Perrie giggled and we were all looking at the mirror. "Smileeee" she said putting his camera on her phone.
We smiled and she immediately asked us our twitter usernames she captioned
Gorgeous girls and great singers too. xx
"Yeah sure, great singers." Sophia said and we all laughed.
~
"I have to go now, with El. Bye guys" Lou waved at us and then we all decided we should go.
"I can walk you to your room" Harry told me.
FUCK.
"Its okay Hazz. Im going for Soph..." i told him.
"Soph we are fucked... Harrywantstowalkmeto'ourroom'" i tried to told her but she didnt understand me
"Calm down Samie, what?"
"Harry wants to walk me to our FRIGGIN room that doesnt exist." i freaked out
"Oh babe, dont worry i already told Niall everything" she smiled
"You did what?" i shouted at her.
Harry wont ever trust me again.
'Wish i could do that.' I told myself.
~ Samantha's Pov
I was loving every part of this day, every single second next to Harry was perfect. I loved the way we could talk to each other with deep conversations and he didnt laugh at me or looked at me weird. And i could tell he felt the same way too. I loved how he laughed at my silly jokes and the way he looked at me, the way he hugged me from behing and make me feel special. He was treating me like a friend, not a fan but a friend.
Harry and I were outside, everyone was inside the pool. Sophia and I met Perrie and she was so sweet, just the way she looked on interviews and stuff. El didnt come but Lou was going to hang out with her later.
"Guys at what time does the food suposed to be here?" Soph asked and Niall added "Yes im hungry as fuck." I could hear Perrie and Louis laugh.
"Later guys, promise." Zayn added sexily.
~
Harry and I were sitting next to the pool with our feets in the water. "So... i know i may sound like an interview but..." i tried to say but his eyes locked with mine i couldnt talk any more, i could see pain in his eyes but love at the same time." I-i mean... since i've been little i always wanted to be famous, music is my pasion and i used to think everyday, why do certain people get what they want and then end up messing with their lives. Like why if they have everything, they ruined their lifes getting high or drunk. Dont you love your life Harry?"
Harry looked at me and i regret what i just had said.
"I-im sorry ... I didnt meant to offend you. I ... was just, forget it Hazz. Im so-"
He cut me off.
"I do love my life, but... arent you ever tired of feeling alone? You need someone you could trust anything, and people like that doesnt exist. 80% of people are glad that bad things are happening to you, when you only want someone to hug you and feel you. You understand?" he finally said and he was so concentrated you could know it just by the way he was looking at me.
" I do, i really do. When i found out your song... now everything made sence because i wasnt tired of being alone, because i wasnt alone, i had my family and i had Soph, but i do was tired of feeling alone, im still are... i know i have Soph and my parents but im tired of feeling alone, im tired of not having someone i could talk to, and you are right 80% are glad that happened to you and 20% dont care about your problems, Harry..." i looked at him. "I do have darks sides, problems ive never tell anyone. But the point is..."
"What have you done?" Harry told me.
"Nothing Hazz, im just saying maybe know you can trust me or i wish someone trusted me."
"Sam you can trust me. We are now friend arent we?"
"Yeah Harry but this is our first met." i giggled.
"So? Would it sound cheesy if i told you i feel like i know you for a long time?" he asked me and his eyes light up with a smile.
"Harry dont..." i was about to cry, i swear. "I would love to be your friend seriously but... i dont want to get closer to you. Harry when i met people and i start to care about them, something wrong always happens, i pushed people away. Maybe because i cant accept that they actually care about me. You know what... this conversation isnt going nowhere. I just wanted someone to talk with."
"This conversation it is going somewhere, im feeling like im knowing you better. I think we could be friends babe, you can tell me everything and i would trust you but please promise me that whatever you have done, you are never doing it again." Harry looked at me and this time i was about to cry. I just hugged Harry closer and i didnt want to get off him... never. He kissed my forhead and then Josh shouted
'FOOD S HERE!'
Im thinking Soph and Niall were compiting for who is eating faster, because they were the first one eating the pizza.
"Im not hungry." I told Harry and went to the bathroom
"Sam come here." Harry stood up and kissed me on the cheek. "I'll always be there for you okay?"
One tear came down and i just smiled. I dont know why i was crying this was the best thing that would ever happened to me but what if i fall harder for him. I was already in love with him and i didnt even knew him at all, now that we are getting closer im afraid of loosing him.
~
When i camed back from the bathroom and washed my face Harry saved me a chair and also grabbed me a slice of pizza.
"Thanks Harry" i smiled at him and gave him a sweet kiss on the cheek and everyone "aww" us.
"WHO ELSE SHIP SARRY?" Sophia asked everyone.
"BUT WHO ELSE SHIP SOPHIALL?" i asked them and everyone laughed and Harry just high-fived me.
"meeeeee" Niall said and Soph blushed.
"Well i ship me and pizza" i said and bite my slide. Everyone laughed and Perrie agreed with me
~
It was already 6 pm and i was tired of being in my bikini so i suggested Perrie and Soph if we should go change, they all agreed and headed to the bathroom. Im used to sing songs and i didnt even notice it and sophia always sang with me.
"iN CAAASEEE YOU DONT FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR"
"iN CASE YOU ARE MISSING WHAT YOU HAD BEFORE" sophia sang with me
"IN CASE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND I'LL BE WAITING." Perrie sang and Sophia and I got breathless.
"Perrie you are not allowed to talk, kay?" I told her seriously and she made a sad face. "KIDDING BABEE, its just.. you sing perfectly"
"Yeah, plus you fuck zayn everyday" Soph said and Perrie burst laughing.
"I love you guys" Perrie giggled and we were all looking at the mirror. "Smileeee" she said putting his camera on her phone.
We smiled and she immediately asked us our twitter usernames she captioned
Gorgeous girls and great singers too. xx
"Yeah sure, great singers." Sophia said and we all laughed.
~
"I have to go now, with El. Bye guys" Lou waved at us and then we all decided we should go.
"I can walk you to your room" Harry told me.
FUCK.
"Its okay Hazz. Im going for Soph..." i told him.
"Soph we are fucked... Harrywantstowalkmeto'ourroom'" i tried to told her but she didnt understand me
"Calm down Samie, what?"
"Harry wants to walk me to our FRIGGIN room that doesnt exist." i freaked out
"Oh babe, dont worry i already told Niall everything" she smiled
"You did what?" i shouted at her.
Harry wont ever trust me again.
KAY KAY <3 x
9/1/13