My life wasn't miserable at all but my life wasn't either a life to die for, may I say that I grow up too fast mentally, and I hate that. I got a lot of problems in middle school, i lost a lot of friends and my true friends stay with me, when i was on my last middle school year my only friends were Lorein, Nathan and Sophia, unfortunately Lorein and Nathan became a couple and always hang out alone, with out me.
My brother Pierre was on high school with Nathan and Sophia and he actually hated me for "taking away" his friends but whatever i loved them.
Now my only friend was Sophia and I'm sad because of it, but I'm still happy because Soph is the best friend anyone would like to have. Although i know i could always count on Feris she was my sister's age and she was lovely, we always get along on her house dance and fangirl about harry. She and Soph were my only true friends i guess.
Like i was saying when i had friends i actually had a life, i used to hang out on Nicky's house with Sandy, Andy and Lorein we used to have the best sleeps over at Sandy's, but then with a sign from heaven i like to think i opened facebook and i was tagged on a video, who would say this video would change my life? I clicked play and a catchy song started playing, five guys were singing at the beach or something, then this few words change my way to think, to act "everyone else but you." 'Shit' i thought he was so gorgeous and sang like an angel but that wasn't what i liked about him , it was the way his eyes looked to the camera and make me melt inside. From that day i loose control of myself i suddenly became a fangirl and everything changed from that moment. I used to spend every single day watching their video diaries and performances and i remember at first i didn't had a clue of what the heck they were saying but now i know all the words they are going to say, when i started searching for harry's life and how was he, i realized that we were the exact same thing, maybe we weren't soul mates like Soph and Niall but Harry when he was a fetus he was my kind of perfect, how he had a band and the way he smiled and talked, i felt connected to him in sort of a way how our eyes changed colours from green to gray or blue and the way his smile made me smile so much even made me cry.
Im a teenager without a life, or friends but i didn't even care, I'm glad i watch that video, but i think if i wouldn't watch that video, my life would be completely different from now.
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When Sophia and I finished our starbucks we headed outside and the wind was so cold but refreshing. It was already 7 pm and Sophia was so tired i want i don't know why, we arrived to the hotel and Sophia felt immediately asleep, how does she did that? I couldn't sleep thinking i was in the same city one direction was, at his same schedule. So i grab Soph's lap and log in twitter and tumblr and i saw on my twitter dashboard Harry had post a picture.
"Gray day" it was the airplane the perfect view, and the perfect time. I was sure this was a signal, this must be a signal.
Then Liam tweeted something..." Finally London, i missed the climate! :) " i retweeted both of the tweets and then went back to my tumblr dashboard. I loved rebbloging my heart out and discovering new stuff of the boys, then i saw a post that said were the guys were staying and my eyes opened like to big plates, i searched for the hotel and it was some blocks away ours so i started screaming and fangirling like a little kid opening her christmas presents.
"What the fuck dude, stahp. Let me sleep." Soph said quite angry.
"Dude shut up, and look at this. " I said and turn the laptop so she could saw the tumblr post.
" Yeah, they are staying at a hotel isn't it obvious?" She told me and then turned the pillow so she could sleep more.
" Oh yea, sorry. Now look at this." I showed her the distance between our hotel and theirs.
Sophia rub her eyes with her hands and read it again. " WHAT THE FUUCK DUDEE?! Are you kidding? "
"Im not." I smiled and clap my hands.
"So this is the plan, listen to me careful and you must do everything i told you, kay?" She was explaining and i just looked at her with a confused look. " tomorrow morning we'll go to the hotel and we ARE meeting them, okay? "
"Yeah but, how?" I asked confused.
"Just...trust me. " she said with a huge grin and i knew this was a bad idea.
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I couldn't even sleep with all the feelings i had, i looked to the clock and it was 6:00 am. Well it was early so i decided to wake Sophia up.
"Bud its 6:oo am, I'm taking a shower and we'll walk to the hotel and if you are not ready, well you are not going." And at the moment i finished talking Sophia jumped out of bed.
"God this beds are so comfortable." She yawned.
I took a quick shower and grab my black skinny jeans with my joy division tank top and i hated my hair with this weather it was all straightened and i wished my hair was curly but anyways, i grabbed my black beanie and put some red lipstick and mascara so If i saw Harry he wouldn't be scared of me looking like a complete emo.
"How do i look?" I asked Sophi a little insecure of myself and she was choosing what to wear.
"You look great S, should i wear this hoodie or this one?" She said while grabbing two hoodies, one was pinky and the other was white with some bird print.
"I think the pinky one is bettar" i tried to fake a british accent and then we giggled.
When we were both ready we started walking some blocks away our hotel, the boys hotel was humongous and crossing the street was some restaurants one of them was Nandos so Soph immediately said ' dude we must eat there' and i just nodded. We only make 10 minutes from our hotel to theirs, and when we arrived there were a few of fans camping there, it was sick.
" Excuse me sir" Sophia said to the guy in reception, but then on our left side we could see the breakfast room, it was like a castle seriously, and then Sophia started talking to this guy but i was lost watching the room, it was awesome. And then i could spotted a guy that looked so familiar, i got a little bit closer and i knew who he was. It was Josh, Josh friggin devine.
"Omg dude don't scream but behind us is fucking Josh" i muttered, Sophia quickly turned around and opened her mouth, we couldn't believe it.
" Fuck okay, Saa-am. Im about to make the stupidest thing ever but heres what we are going to do" she could almost breathe. "Im going to distract this guy, asking i don't know why and you are going to walk there and talk to Josh, look at me Samie-" she said seriously and i was getting nervous"-talk to him, like you talk to your brother or to any boy okay? Flirt with him, or something so we could meet the guys. Our chance is in your hands Samantha" i swallow some saliva and nodded.
'Kay you can do it Sam, you can' i said to myself while walking to Josh, he was grabbing some cereal and putting some milk.
What should i do, ughhhh. I grab a bowl quickly and some cereal.
"Excuse me, do you finish with the milk or should i go for more? " i giggled but died inside when he saw me.
" Oh, sorry. Here you go." He handed me the milk and suddenly i had no idea what was i doing next. His voice was so smooth and he looked too perfect.
I just smiled and thank him.
"So where are you from?"thank god he asked me something, but i freaked out, maybe he found out i was a fan and thought i was camping outside or something.
"What- i aa i am from Mexico." I replied and thought that was the dumbest answer ever.
"Oh mexico? Great, I've been there." He smiled and his eyes light up, he was so cute.
" Really? And what place did you visit? Or do you went on family trip? " i asked trying to act like i don't know he was the drummer from the biggest boy band ever.
He gave me a confused look and replied me. " No haha, I'm actually on tour."
"Oh really? You sing?" I asked and now i was acting normal, it give me a lot of confidence.
"No, I'm a drummer-" he laughed and shook his head down"- i thought you came with the fans and where, I - I play the drums for one direction" he finally said.
'God Samantha calm down.' I tried to calm and finally said " oh really? Thats awesome. I would love to see you playing" but then i get a text from Sophie.
" dude hurry, I'm getting out, you better get out or get to his room. ASAP
-soph xx"
"Yeah, you should! How about this-" he smiled and i was so nervous the police would get me out and i would end up like a total liar with josh."- give me your number and i'll try to get you tickets for the concert and maybe we could hang out at the after party or something" the following words i couldn't believe he was saying that.
"Cool." I swallow my happiness, he handed me his phone and i wrote down my phone, my hands were shaking but i finally made it, i was so nervous.
" Sam?" He asked. " great name for a mexican girl."
"Thanks?" I asked and giggled.
"Im Josh by the way." He said with a cheeky smiled, omg he was flirting with meeeee wut.
"Well call me, i got to go." I said quickly
" where? You are having breakfast aren't you?" He asked me with a confused look.
FUCK SAM WHAT DID YOU JUST DID, ANSWER ANSWER.
" oh yeah but i- im going shopping with my friend, ye-yes we , I ... Bye Joshy " i gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"Oh well sure the lads would love to meet another hot mexican." He said and i just nodded and waved goodbye.
FUCK WHAT WAS I DOING, IF WE BECOME FRIENDS AND HE ASKED ME SOMETHING LIKE 'Oh yea the lads and i are going to your room' WHAT SHOULD I DO.
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"Hey bud, how was it? You guys talk a lot didn't you? TELL ME EVERYTHAAANNNG " Soph said with a huge smile.
"Dude, we are fucked." I told her and suddenly her smile disappeared.