"He has another emo love" Calum said and they all laughed.
"I hate you guys." i laughed.
~
We arrived to the stage where the boys were going to sing today and Paul told us to stay on backstage and at first Soph and I were sad because we wanted to see the boys perform but well, we would see them backstage so its fine.
5 Seconds of summer were doing just well, Sophia and Niall were playing ping pong and she was laughing so loud because she was the worst player in the world. Zayn was feeling better, thank god. Liam was talking with Paul and Louis and Lou was getting ready Harry's hair.
Lou just waved his hair a bit and put some natural make up and she finally added.
"So Sam when am i going to do your extreme make over?"
"Never Lou, stop." Harry's lovely raspy voice said.
Lou and I laughed a bit and i wanted to do it but not permanent.
"Maybe we can try just a dye-stuff that its not permanent, you know?" i smiled and grabbed some of my hair.
"Yes, and then if you like it..." Lou said grabbing Harry's hair.
"Nooo" Harry cut her off.
"We'll see" I said and held Harry's hand.
"Done" Lou said and Harry step up from the chair.
"You are looking well Mr. Cullen." I told Hazz giggling.
Harry pulled me closer and bite my neck.
"Auuu Harry!" I chuckled.
"Awww now Samie has a love bite." Lou said leaving.
Harry came closer and bite me again but this time he kissed my neck.
"Make them two love bites" Harry smiled and I kissed him softly.
"Guys 10 minutes and you are out." Paul told the guys and they all nodded.
" Buddd, i talking with Niall and wait... what did we were talking about?" Sophia came and Harry was still holding me.
Niall laughed. "You guys could stay here until the concert in mexico, so that way you are closer to Pto. Vallarta" Niall's attempt to speak in spanish was really cute.
"What ?" I yelled at her. "Soph you are crazy! We are leaving when the guys leave to Belgica because we cant stay a month and a week with them, you are - you " i tried to say but i had this thing that when im stressed or i freaked out i slutter. "I just- we cant"
"Babe pleaseeee?" Harry made me a cute puppy look and oh my god he is the cutest.
"Harry dont do that, you are super cute babe" i kissed him softly and Sophia cut me off.
"But buddy... Wouldnt be great spend your birthday on... wait where are you guys going to be on May 9th?" Sophia giggled.
"Oh- i think we'll be in sweden for a the noon and we leave at night to Denamark, yeh?" Niall asked Harry.
"So is your birthday coming soon babe?" Harry looked at me serious but with a sweet voice that made me melt inside.
"Yeah." I smiled a bit.
"And you dont want to spend your birthday with me?" he said with a sad face and he really looked sad.
"Harry yes- i would love to spend my birthday with you but... it isnt fair that my father is spending a lot of money for me to you know...not go to school and spend the day with my favourite boyband." I finally said and I hugged Harry.
"Ughh Samie..." Sophia rolled his eyes.
"You can stay if you want Soph.." i told her faking a smile.
"Please Sam, just until we get to Germany... then you guys can get back to mexico" Niall said holding Soph's hand.
"I- i dont know.." i said serious but i was quite sad, Harry really looked dissapointed about not being with me. Soph and Niall went with the guys because the concert was about to start. "Harry you okay?" I turned to see him and he locked his eyes with mines.
"Just stay, stay with me babe... i hate being hours without you now imagine days without you, please just-" he said holding my neck in his big hand and looking to me with his green gray eyes.
"Harry we are about to start" Zayn told him but Harry ignored him.
"Dont let me go." he finally said and my heart just dropped. That was it, that was all he had to say to made me stay, the way his lips formed the following words and just how looked at me and i know he was telling the truth, i could tell by his eyes that he was in love with me and i was in love with Harry, not the Harry Styles from one direction the biggest boy band in the world but with Harry Styles the guy who lived in holmes and worked in a backery.
"I-i wont" i told him and gave him a kiss before he left backstage. Harry smiled at me with joy and that made me smile too, that was all he needed to do, smile at me and i would fall for him over and over again.
~
I was laying in the couch with my legs on Luke's lap and Michael was trying to teach Sophia some guitar lessons but by their laugh i knew she wasnt learning a thing.
"So are you guys going to the whole take me home tour?" Luke said to me but i was lost in my daydream, i was just lost in space. "Samanthaaa" he sang and i immediately turned to see him.
"Oh sorry lukey i was just..." he cut me off.
"In love."
"No, i was going to say i was lost." I chuckled.
"Yeh sure, so are you?" he asked me again.
"Yeah i think we are staying with the guys until they arrived to Germany because the guys want me to spent my birthday with them but i -." i told him but i wasnt sure if we were staying.
"Oh i mean... are you in love?" he cut me off i looked him at the eyes.
"I wished i wasnt." I finally said and he smiled.
"Oh but Samie, being in love is awesome isnt it? Plus Harry and you are a great couple."
"Aw thanks lukeyy, you are the best." i smiled at him happily, we were?
"So you are turning 17?" Luke said with his thick accent smiling at me.
"Cause she's seventeen i told her im twenty..." i sang and he chuckled. "Yeh..I use try hard for everything."
He laughed loudly.
"You are the cutest." he told me making me blush.
"Oh did i just make Samantha blushed?" he said sarcasticaly.
"STAAAHP." I giggled
"I didnt knew an emo could be cute." he said and i hit him playfully.
"I hate you" we laughed and i could hear last first kiss was about to start.
Liam started singing and i felt gooseboomps i love this song so much.
Girl what would you do?
Would you wanna stay if I were to say
I wanna be last yeah
Samie let me be your, let me be your last first kiss
I wanna be first yeah
I could hear Harry changing the lyrics a bit, and i swear i wasnt crazy.
"You heard that?" i smiled at Luke.
"YOU HEARD THAT? He changed the lyrics doesnt he?" Sophia yelled at me.
"I heard that too!!" Sophia and i started fangirling and i swear i was about to cry, i love Harry i really did. And i wanted to tell him.
The song keep playing at the back and i couldnt stop listening to Harry's voice and how everytime he changed the lyrics instead of baby he said Samie and then i could hear him giggled a bit.
"Your last firtst kiss." Zayn made a perfect high note that made me melt inside.
I was lost in my dream but this time this wasnt my every night wish or every day dream this was real, Harry liked me or he was falling in love with me? This was real i was leaving my dream a small tear came down my cheeks and i wipe it away quickly.
Then i hear Liam saying that Zayn's note was awesome and that Harry was messing a bit the lyrics.
"Sorry" i could hear his cheeky voice outside making me smiling goofily.
Moments started playing and Harry did it again.
If we could only had this life everyday.
If we could only stop the timeeeee.
holy mother of god harry stop, i was about to cry. Harry was so sweet and so cheesy and i love the way he is afraid of telling it to me because he may think i'll laughed or something, but truth is i love him about everything he did or say.
Then Back for you came and I searched with my eyes for Soph, she was looking at me and we both smile.
Whenever i close my eyes i picture you there
Sophia and I were dancing and shaking our shoulders.
"This girls are so crazy crazy crazy for one direction" Michael sang and I couldnt stop laughing.
"Michael i love you" i said messing his hair a bit and laughing.
Finally the song ended and i knew they were coming backstage to get change so when i heard some steps i immediately knew that was Harry.
"Baaaaaby!" i ran to him and he picked me up.
"Hello gorgeous." he said still holding me.
"I heard you changing the lyrics." i whispered to his little ear and felt his smile next to my cheeks. I turned to see him and kissed his cute dimples. "I love your cute dimples."
He giggled and hold me close.
"You are the cutest girl i've ever known" he said and he couldnt stop smiling
"And you are a liar." i chuckled.
"Im not." he said with a puppy face.
"You arent babe." i kiss him and i felt someone behind us, it was Niall and Soph standing just like we were.
"Oh Harry you are so cute." Sophia said holding Niall.
"Oh no im not." Niall tried to make his voice raspy and chuckled.
"Kiss me stupid." Sophia said and she gave him a long kiss.
"Im his stupid." he said and we all laughed.
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The concert finished and the boys came back sweating and they were laughing like crazy, they really love doing concerts and they really apreciate his fans, they are so cute. I looked at Zayn and he was happy but he looked really pale.
"Zayn are you okay?" I walk closer to him.
"Ye- Im feeling just deezy." Zayn looked at me.
"Im going for some water okay? You just take some rest and breathe."
He nodded and i walked away.
I spotted three bottles of water and i grabbed one quickly when i turned around i bumped into Harry.
"Uups." He said smiling and i giggled.
"We need to stop doing this." I smiled.
" I have a surprise for you." Harry said looking at me with his cheeky grin and cute dimples.
"Oh really?" I smiled.
"Yupe, meet me at the lobby tonight." he whispered into my ear making me wanting him so much.
"Er-what, what should i wear?" I sluttered and smiled a bit.
"Stay emo." Harry said and i hit him in his strong arm.
"Ow, that hurts" he faked.
"Oh sorry baby, you want a kiss?" i told him sweetly.
"Mhm." he nodded like a cute baby.
I leaned closer to him and we were just inches apart, i could feel his hot breath mixing with my breath he pulled me closer and when i was about to kiss him, i turned around and ran.
"Oh this isnt it Samantha." he tried to chase me but i sat next to Zayn.
"Here babe, how are you feeling?" i told him and touch his forhead and his temperature was a bit hotter.
"Um.. better?" he said confused.
"Liar! Zayn you are hot." i told him and Harry was sitting next to me.
"Babe! Hello? Im hot too." Harry said holding my hand.
"Thanks babe." Zayn said cheekily.
"You idiots, when we arrived to the hotel you need to take a shower... but do not use cold water, just normal water, okay?" I explained Zayn and Harry smiled at me.
"Yes mom." Zayn said and Harry was still looking at me.
"You are my hottie nurse." Harry pulled me closer to his lap and kissed me.
"Harry!" i laughed and he kissed me on my nose.
"Kidding babe."
"Sure."
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We arrived to the hotel and i told Zayn again about the shower, then i ran to our room.
I took a quick shower and i wondered where the fuck Sophia was. When i get out from the bathroom i grabbed my red short dress I grabbed my black heels with studs and spikes. This time i put just black eyeliner and grabbed my red lipstick, i felt so shinny so i grabbed my black leather jacket and left my hair down.
Ready baby? xx
From: Harry
I am ready fredy xx
From: Sam
But im not fredy :( xx
From: Harry
Hahahaha stahppp, see ya at the lobby babe xxx
From: sam
I opened the door to find out Sophia and Niall kissing.
"Ew guyss!!!!" i yelled
"Ew Niall why did you kissed me?" Sophia lied.
"Ew i dont know, i dont even like girls." Niall giggled.
"I knew it." Sophia laughed.
"Kidding i like you more than a lot hun" He said and i couldnt stand this conversation. They kissed again.
"Ew stahp" i chuckled.
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"Guapa" Harry said and i couldnt help but giggled a bit.
"Your accent is so hot" it was, i wasnt lying.
"You look hot." he said looking at my dress and i started to get nervouse, i dont have the best body but well..
"You look hot too babe" i said smiling, he was wearing a black skinny jeans with a joy divison shirt and his hair all messy and agh.
I guess Harry had rented a car because it was so cool, it was an audi r8. He of couse opened the door for me and he started driving.
"Do you know paris?" I asked him and he turned the car on.
"Been here a few times... i think" My cupcake smiled.
"Oh shit" i giggled
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"Oh my god Harry!" i told him looking through the window and i could see the eiffel tower with tons of lights.
"I wanted to come here with you." Harry held my hand and smiled at me
Harry parked the car and he opened the door for me. We were holding hands and he was picking me up and being cute, i love him so much im afraid i get hurt.
"You want to go up?" Harry pointed the tower.
"Yay, yes" i kissed him and ran to the elevator
When we arrived i swear i've never seen something that beautiful, the sky was darker than ever letting the city sparkle with their gorgeous light.
"Is beautiful isnt it?" Harry hugged me from behind and kissing my hair.
"Yeah, Harry than-" i smiled at him.
"You have the brightest eyes you know?"he cut me off
"Stop it Harry, you have them." i blushed
"Not as bright as yours." he smiled and i kissed his nose." Harry said but i cut him off.
"No but seriously..thanks"
"Why?" he smiled.
"Nobody would ever have done this to me. In my hometown nobody cares about me, nobody cares if im happy or sad, and for some reason you care... i mean you care dont you?" i felt so dumb telling Harry this but, this was the real me... the Sam i wanted him to know.
"I do care, you know why?" he asked me and my hands started to shake. "Because im in love with you Samantha, i love every detail about you... i love the way you laugh or giggle about everything because i know you are afraid to be rude or something... i love that you get dressed like if you hate the world and every person in it but you actualy adore and admires every single flower in the world, i love all of your moles in your cute face and umm.. i just- i love you Samanta." He said looking at me and at the backgroun the big city, everything at this moment was perfect.
I kissed him softly and when we pulled out of the kiss our faces where still together, nose to nose, face to face, eye to eye, mouth to mouth, heart to heart.
"I love you too Harry, and im afraid i-" i couldnt tell him this, but somehow i needed to. "Im afraid of getting hurt." i grabbed his neck and touch softly his wavy curly hair from the back of his head.
Harry made a sad face, but he didnt express sadness he expressed something else i couldnt express it, ironic huh? He was hurt and in his looked i could see him, i could see his soul.
"I wont ever hurt you babe, since i've met you i cant stop thinking all the hate you'll get and all the things people might invent just to see us unhappy but Sam look at me -" he grabbed my chin and let me saw his eyes again. "- i wont ever hurt you okay? I wont ever let you go." he said and i cuddled him, the way everyime he breathed made me feel more and more alive, happier than all those days i spend on my house crying because i've got no friends. Now i know this is what hopes really mean, i'd pray everyday to be happy and to stop crying, and everytime something bad happened to me i'll cry and tell God why isnt he helping me, but now i knew he had something better for me.
"I'll miss you so much Harry." i told him while hugging him closer and he smiled.
"You dont have too." he said and i smiled.
"But i will." i told him and he gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"Follow me." He said holding my hand.
But before we leave i took out my phone so i could take a picture with him, this should be unforgettable. He grabbed my phone and press the button.
"Now kiss me." He said and i did.
'Best picture ever' i told to myself and we walked to the car.
~
"Harry we dont need to go anywhere, you must be tired... you know, the concert?" i told him looking at him driving with his gorgeous look at the road.
"Nah, i'll make this night special." Harry said and parked the car in a little shop and i had no clue what was in.
I looked everywhere it was a tattoo studio and a hallmark jewerly store it was called.
"You'll get a tattoo with me" Harry said smiling and i was shocked.
"What? But Harry im only 16" I freaked out.
"Kidding babe, oh your face was priceless." he said and he kissed my forhead.
"Im not afraid of tattoos i just... im not 18" i smiled.
"Well i'll bring you here at your 18th birthday" Harry smiled and i nodded.
"Hi sir we like to see those necklaces." He said pointing a clasic silver necklace with a circle pendant.
"You like to write something in it?" The old hairy man said with his french accent.
I smiled at him and he nodded.
"Okay write whatever you like in this paper and i'll put it on the necklace sir."
"Thanks" i smiled at him and took the little paper. "What should i write?"
"What comes from your heart babe" Harry said and i giggled.
I grabbed the pen and write.
I'll love you forever Harry
"May i see?" he told me smiling.
"No, until they are done" I kissed his cheek. "I love you Harry"
He smiled at me and pulled me closer to him.
"I love you too baby." he said and kissed me slowly.
"You ready guys?" The sir told us.
"Yeh" i chuckled and handed him the note.
"How long does it take?" Harry asked making his eyes smaller.
"Oh just about 15 minutes."
"So you do tattoos too?" Harry said and he smiled.
"Oh no that's my twin." he said pointing to the guy next to him.
"Can he make me one tonight?" he said and my smile dropped.
"Oh yeh sure, take a sit" The twin told Harry.
"Harry is this... for real?" i asked him nervously
But he ignored me.
"So what would you like?" The guy asked Harry and he just whispered something to him but i dont know what.
"Harry?" i asked him and he just smiled.
"You'll see babe"
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I was waiting for Harry to get his tattoo done and i couldnt stop thinking about him when he suddenly went out.
"Babe you are okay?" i ran to him.
"Yeh babe" he laughed "Im fine"
"So where is it?" i asked him smiling.
"Here" he said touching his heart.
"Harry dont be a idiot." i smiled
"Im serious" he said chuckling.
"Well let me see!" i was now worried.
He took his t-shirt slowly off and he had a transparent paper covering a part from his left chest.
"I cant see." i said trying to get closer.
"You'll see tomorrow babe" he said and i held his hand.
~
"Here you go." The first twin handed us out necklaces on a cute blue box.
"Thank you" i smiled and he asked me
"How old are you miss?" he said looking at me.
"Im sixteen." i smiled.
"And you are?" he said looking now at Harry
"Im 19." he said smiling and turned to see me.
"Dont you think she's a little bit younger?" he chuckled
"Yeah so? I love her." he said with his low raspy voice.
"Im glad for you sir, sometimes the love of your life is younger, older or a celebrity" he winked at Haz.
~
Harry was driving and i asked him.
"Can we see the necklaces pleaseee?" i smiled at him.
"Nope, let's arrived to the hotel first." he said looking to the road.
"Ugh i hate you" i lied.
"I hate you too babe" he said and i kissed his cheek, i love the way my lips touched his soft skin and made me melt inside.
"Cant believe your turning twenty next year." I said crying inside."Im a directioner you know? i've seen you grow up."
"I love to see you grow up everyday Sam" Harry said smiling at me. "You want to sleep at my room tonight?"
"Nope" i said and everything went silent.
"Kidding, i just wanted to say that." he laughed.
"You cheeky!" he said turning the radio on.
I didnt knew the song but it was relaxing and cute. I lay my head on his shoulder and ran my fingers to his curly hair.
"Te adoro babe" i whipered to his ear and i knew he wouldnt understand a thing.
"I love spanish you know?" he said smiling.
"Oh really? You know what i just said?" i asked him kissing his neck and cheek.
"You are the hottest thing on earth?" Harry chuckled.
"That's a large sentence Hazz" i giggled.
"Tell me babeeee" he cried trying hard not to laugh.
"I'll tell you when we arrive."
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"hiYAAAA" I yelled when we arrived to the room.
"Hi samieee, is it okay if Niall sleep in your bed tonight?" Sophi asked me while grabbing my arm.
"Oh great to see you too Soph." i smiled and he made me a puppy face. "Yeh... im sleeping with Harry today anyways."
"Oh Hazz you cheeky! Stay safe." Lou said hugginh baby lux." We're going to sleep say bye Lux"
Lux waved us and aww she was adorable.
"Yeh we are off too." Niall said with his irish accent. Sophia held his hand and they left.
"Oh shit Soph!" i yelled at her. "We need to go shopping tomorrow, you know? Some pijamas and new outfits, we are staying until Germany " i smiled
"YAAAAAY THANK YOU BABE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, Well go tomorrow okay?." Sophia jumped and smiled.
i nodded and turned back to Harry.
"Can you lend me a shirt tonight babe?" Harry nodded and i smiled.
"Im going to check Zayn okay? You can go to bed now." i smiled and he kissed me on my cheek.
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"Zayn? Are you awake?" i asked him.
"Mhm" i could hear him.
"Hey, how are you feeling sunshine?" i smiled.
"You sound just like my mother, i like that" he cuddled with his blankets.
I smiled and check his temperature and he was better.
"You are getting better, but you need to sleep good tonight kay?" i told him and he smiled
"Thanks Sam you are the only one who cares." he looked sad.
"Of course not Zayn! We all love you, sweet dreams" i have him a sweet kiss and he hugged me.
"Harry is so lucky." he whispered and i smiled. "How can i return the favor hun?"
"Just...i just want you to be happy everyday Zayn? I love you and you are amazing. Oh and sing to me, pleasee? your highest note, would you? " i fangirled
"I will Samie, love you too" he smiled and closed his eyes.
~
When i opened Harry's room he was laying alone, so cute. In the bed was his ramones black t-shirt and the blue box from the store.
"I'll change quickly and we'll see them together okay babe?" i asked him and he nodded.
"I love you Samie, you know that?" he smiled and i couldnt help myself but showed him my biggest smile.
"I love you even more Styles." i went to the bathroom and changed quickly, this shirt was shorter so if i raised my hands to the air my bum would be all uncovered, aha.
~
"Ready gorgeous?" Harry smiled.
"Yes" i looked at him
We opened it together slowly and look at the necklaces together and with a tag bellow that said 'his' and 'hers'. Harry grabbed his and at the second he read it he smiled at me and kissed me.
"I'll love you forever too." he finally said.
"Promise?" i looked at him, he didnt had to said it.. i just, oh well.
"Promise." he said and kissed me this time longer and hotter.
"Now read mine" he said smiling.
i turned the circle around and it said...
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