Falling For The Stranger
Chapter 15- Just Like Before
*Niall's point of view
"It's been a few days now since Liam Horan left us. He was so young and beautiful. I loved him with all my heart, and Renee did as well. I remember the look Renee gave Liam when she held him in her arms for the first time. Her eyes were starting to tear up, she looked at me right in the eyes and said, "I love him." with the most companionate smile on her face. I knew Renee loved Liam Horan more than anything, more than me." I see Renee's eyes look down at her lap as I speak about Liam Horan. I continue. "Liam was ours, he was our everything. We had him for such little time. I wanted to teach him guitar, and Renee wanted to teach him soccer. We imagined so much of what could have been. But we let our minds wonder too far. Now what has been imagined, as been cut short. I wanted to-" I see Renee, tears rushing down her face. Mumbles in the dark crowd in front of me come to my ear. I ignore everything and everyone around me. Tears have stained Renee's jeans with tear drops. I walk off stage as fast as I can and go straight to Renee. "Shh Shhhhh Shhhhh." I whisper to her quietly. I feel somebody tap on my shoulder. I turn around and see Liam. I knew what he was going to ask. I nod my head. Liam stands up and walks to the stage. I wrap my arm around Renee trying my best to give her all I have with all my comfort. "Liam Horan I only met a few times. I was volunteering at a local fire station. I got put in the medic department that helped with the people who have been injured. When the call came I heard the address and asked to come along. I arrived at the house with the rest of the crew and medics. I was so worried something happened to Niall or Renee. As I walked in, I let the real medics do their thing. Renee and Niall were sitting up on a shelf about 20 to 30 feet above the ground above the door. Once they got down, I saw the hurt in their eyes. Niall told me what happened. I wanted to cry, but I know that would only make things worse. I fought the tears back. Renee stood behind Niall. When the medics brought Liam Horan out on the gurney, they out the blanket over Liam Horan's head, I looked into Renee and Niall's eyes. The hurt in their eyes was so real, something they had for such a short time was gone. But the loved it. No matter how long people stay, it will hurt." Liam speaks to the crowd.
*Renee's point of view
This hurt so much, but it was the truth. I began to think of my old life style. Everything seems to keep repeating itself. Something good happens to me, I loose one of the only people I love, and I go into depression or self harm myself. I couldn't do this anymore. I know they're trying, but it just hurts. I can't go through this again. I know I need help, but I don't want to go there. I know I had to though. I stand up, walk down the aisle to the other room where I am alone. I take my phone out of my pocket. I learned a trick in school, if you ask siri certain things, she gives you certain answers. "Siri, go jump off a bridge." I say to Siri. The little bell goes off and siri speaks to me, "If you are thinking about self suicide, please click the number below to call. I click the number. The phone rings. I see Niall walking down the aisle as somebody answers the phone. The look in my eye must have knew I was up to something because he goes into a full sprint. "Hello? I would like to-" Niall grabs my phone and ends the call. "Why Renee? I can help! Don't leave me!" Niall yells. I can feel tears running down my face again. Niall's arms wrap around me and pulls me into a Horan hug. I don't resist. I let him hug me. It always helps. Life without him would be the worst. I could be dead right now if I never met Niall.
"It's been a few days now since Liam Horan left us. He was so young and beautiful. I loved him with all my heart, and Renee did as well. I remember the look Renee gave Liam when she held him in her arms for the first time. Her eyes were starting to tear up, she looked at me right in the eyes and said, "I love him." with the most companionate smile on her face. I knew Renee loved Liam Horan more than anything, more than me." I see Renee's eyes look down at her lap as I speak about Liam Horan. I continue. "Liam was ours, he was our everything. We had him for such little time. I wanted to teach him guitar, and Renee wanted to teach him soccer. We imagined so much of what could have been. But we let our minds wonder too far. Now what has been imagined, as been cut short. I wanted to-" I see Renee, tears rushing down her face. Mumbles in the dark crowd in front of me come to my ear. I ignore everything and everyone around me. Tears have stained Renee's jeans with tear drops. I walk off stage as fast as I can and go straight to Renee. "Shh Shhhhh Shhhhh." I whisper to her quietly. I feel somebody tap on my shoulder. I turn around and see Liam. I knew what he was going to ask. I nod my head. Liam stands up and walks to the stage. I wrap my arm around Renee trying my best to give her all I have with all my comfort. "Liam Horan I only met a few times. I was volunteering at a local fire station. I got put in the medic department that helped with the people who have been injured. When the call came I heard the address and asked to come along. I arrived at the house with the rest of the crew and medics. I was so worried something happened to Niall or Renee. As I walked in, I let the real medics do their thing. Renee and Niall were sitting up on a shelf about 20 to 30 feet above the ground above the door. Once they got down, I saw the hurt in their eyes. Niall told me what happened. I wanted to cry, but I know that would only make things worse. I fought the tears back. Renee stood behind Niall. When the medics brought Liam Horan out on the gurney, they out the blanket over Liam Horan's head, I looked into Renee and Niall's eyes. The hurt in their eyes was so real, something they had for such a short time was gone. But the loved it. No matter how long people stay, it will hurt." Liam speaks to the crowd.
*Renee's point of view
This hurt so much, but it was the truth. I began to think of my old life style. Everything seems to keep repeating itself. Something good happens to me, I loose one of the only people I love, and I go into depression or self harm myself. I couldn't do this anymore. I know they're trying, but it just hurts. I can't go through this again. I know I need help, but I don't want to go there. I know I had to though. I stand up, walk down the aisle to the other room where I am alone. I take my phone out of my pocket. I learned a trick in school, if you ask siri certain things, she gives you certain answers. "Siri, go jump off a bridge." I say to Siri. The little bell goes off and siri speaks to me, "If you are thinking about self suicide, please click the number below to call. I click the number. The phone rings. I see Niall walking down the aisle as somebody answers the phone. The look in my eye must have knew I was up to something because he goes into a full sprint. "Hello? I would like to-" Niall grabs my phone and ends the call. "Why Renee? I can help! Don't leave me!" Niall yells. I can feel tears running down my face again. Niall's arms wrap around me and pulls me into a Horan hug. I don't resist. I let him hug me. It always helps. Life without him would be the worst. I could be dead right now if I never met Niall.
I love this chapter:)
11/26/13