
Falling For The Stranger
Chapter 11- Forever and always
It's been exactly two weeks since I had Liam Niall Horan. Niall sits on the couch with me and I had him Liam. His face lights up when he opens his eyes. He has a beautiful shade of bluish, greenish eyes. I set my head on Niall's shoulder trying to rest for a moment. Gift surround the living room. Baby toys are on the floor, there's a playpen in the corner, and little blankets on the couch. So this is our family. We consider the other four boys apart of it too. "Renee. He's ours. He's really ours." Niall says quietly with the sweetest grin on his face. There's something in Niall's eyes that say he is still shocked, but at the same time, very pleased. "Yes Niall. He is ours. Forever this is our family." I reply back to him with the same tone. We've asked for space for the first month with Liam. After is when we will let people visit. We wanted Liam to adjust, as well as ourselves. I want to freeze this moment. Niall and Liam looking at each other with passion, and me sitting there with my hand on Niall's shoulder looking at how peaceful they are. I have never felt happier than this. Liam starts to cry. It's getting late. I grab a blanket and feed Liam then put him to sleep upstairs. It's nice to get some time alone with Niall every chance I get.
*Niall's point of view
I loved sitting there with Renee. I can't believe he is my son, and she is my fiancé. We walk into the kitchen after Renee puts Liam to bed. We don't get as much time to eat and sleep, but it's worth it. "Bacon!" I say excitedly with the biggest smile on my face. Renee makes the bacon and puts it on a plate. We have to make a full pack because bacon is our favorite meat to have late at night. Only Renee eats as much as I do. When she is sitting next to me, I see the scars on her wrist. Some think that it's weakness. I think of strength. My eyes tear up when the memories come back. But that's in the past. Now, we are together, with a baby, we're a family. "Niall? You ok?" Renee ask me with a concerned look. I look down at my plate, than at her wrist, than at her before saying, "It's just that when I was gone for so long, things happened that made me sad. I could never have you go through that again." I look in her eyes, she knows what I'm talking about. I continue. "I actually couldn't be away from you that long. I was thinking about committing suicide or quitting the band because I missed you so much. It was unbearable." "Niall. That's over. It's now, we're different. I'm yours forever Niall." Renee speaks. I smile at her and she smiles back. "I know, and I'm happy because of that. Liam can grow up with us, on the road, traveling." I say.
*Renee's point of view
Funny Niall brings up traveling while growing up. The only thing I wanted more than to be a professional soccer player was to travel. I wanted to go all over the world. I wanted to explore. Now I get to. It's funny how things work out. "What?" Niall says smiling at me. He must have seen me smiling into the distance. I seem to do that when I space off. "Nothing, it's just I wanted to travel everywhere when I was little. I grew up with that dream if I never would go pro for soccer. But now we have Liam, and it's just funny how things work out." I say smiling my little grin. We both stand up and Niall wraps his arms around me. "Who do you love?" Niall whispers in my ear while laughing. "My Irishman!" I say back to him. Niall picks me up and spins me around. He sets me down and keeps me in his Horan hug. These are the times I miss being just boyfriend and girlfriend. We were younger and everything meant more to us. We aren't much older, but since we had gotten engaged and had Liam, we have been forced to be more mature. Well, as mature as we can get anyway. But it's different now. It's also better. We have a family, and we will never be separated.
*Niall's point of view
I loved sitting there with Renee. I can't believe he is my son, and she is my fiancé. We walk into the kitchen after Renee puts Liam to bed. We don't get as much time to eat and sleep, but it's worth it. "Bacon!" I say excitedly with the biggest smile on my face. Renee makes the bacon and puts it on a plate. We have to make a full pack because bacon is our favorite meat to have late at night. Only Renee eats as much as I do. When she is sitting next to me, I see the scars on her wrist. Some think that it's weakness. I think of strength. My eyes tear up when the memories come back. But that's in the past. Now, we are together, with a baby, we're a family. "Niall? You ok?" Renee ask me with a concerned look. I look down at my plate, than at her wrist, than at her before saying, "It's just that when I was gone for so long, things happened that made me sad. I could never have you go through that again." I look in her eyes, she knows what I'm talking about. I continue. "I actually couldn't be away from you that long. I was thinking about committing suicide or quitting the band because I missed you so much. It was unbearable." "Niall. That's over. It's now, we're different. I'm yours forever Niall." Renee speaks. I smile at her and she smiles back. "I know, and I'm happy because of that. Liam can grow up with us, on the road, traveling." I say.
*Renee's point of view
Funny Niall brings up traveling while growing up. The only thing I wanted more than to be a professional soccer player was to travel. I wanted to go all over the world. I wanted to explore. Now I get to. It's funny how things work out. "What?" Niall says smiling at me. He must have seen me smiling into the distance. I seem to do that when I space off. "Nothing, it's just I wanted to travel everywhere when I was little. I grew up with that dream if I never would go pro for soccer. But now we have Liam, and it's just funny how things work out." I say smiling my little grin. We both stand up and Niall wraps his arms around me. "Who do you love?" Niall whispers in my ear while laughing. "My Irishman!" I say back to him. Niall picks me up and spins me around. He sets me down and keeps me in his Horan hug. These are the times I miss being just boyfriend and girlfriend. We were younger and everything meant more to us. We aren't much older, but since we had gotten engaged and had Liam, we have been forced to be more mature. Well, as mature as we can get anyway. But it's different now. It's also better. We have a family, and we will never be separated.
I love this chapter:)
11/26/13