I wake up, groggily rubbing my eyes. My hair is dry but my pillow case is wet. I grab my iPod and turn on the playlist I have for when I'm sad.

I honestly don't know why I feel like this today. I miss people. I want to hear their voice again. But some people are gone forever, and its not possible anymore.

'Turning Page' by Sleeping at last comes on. I close my eyes, and take in the meaningful lyrics that come at me full force.
I take the necklace in my hands that my mother got me for my birthday. I never take it off, never for one minute will I ever take it off.

I stand up, my feet hitting the plush carpet. I stretch my arms up and get dressed. I feel like going to the park today. To get out of this house.

"DAD!!" I yelled from my room.
"Yo!" Oh gosh, he's embarrassing.
"I'm goin' to the park!" My voice hurts now.
"Okay, Be careful!"

Done with that conversation.

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I'm walking down the street, shoving my hands in my pockets. It's freezing right now. I see swings in the distance. I take out my phone and check instagram. I never was into social networks. They seem too social.

Does that make sense? No? Ok.

I reach the park and sit on one of the benches and sit down. I text Niall.

Me: Hey. I miss you...
Niall: I miss you too. I'll see you soon though.
Me: Oh will you?
Niall: Yep. Were coming there for a concert. :p
Me: yay!
Niall: I got to go babe. Voice check
Me: Ok. Bye :*

I put my phone up as I send the last message. I hear crunching of leaves behind me. I get a bit nervous me since No one really comes to this park..

And who do I see?

Tyler...

Notes

OH BAM!

I'm listening to Breaking Benjamin. I like them ALOT. Anyways
Kisses ~Allisen