*Lilly's POV*

I just got picked up by my sister from school, my Dad told me to keep it a secret that I had One Direction tickets for Amanda and I, But since Amanda's never heard One Direction I was a bit skeptical about telling her.

"So how was school?" Amanda said breaking the silence
"It was fine, we had a big class party for the last day!" I blurted.
"What did you do for the last day of school, Maddy?" I added on.
"I really didn't do anything, just sat in the library all day.." She chuckled.

(Flashback)

"Lilly! Lilly!" I ran with Amanda as she pulled my wrist along with her.
"I have something to tell you!" She blurted.
"What is it Amanda?" I furrowed my brows at her
"Mommy wants up to go with her to pick out baby clothes for our new brother!"
"Okay! Lets go!" I yelled as we were running together.

(Flashback end)


Amanda was always quiet is since Mom died. Ever since I was little she was my role model for being so happy and excited about everything, But everything changed since the accident. She always wants to be alone. She thinks no one cares for her. She was so independent. I stopped thinking about it as we pulled into our driveway. Dad still wasn't home so I decided to make a snack for me and my sister, but as always she just ran up to her room.

I sighed loudly

"I wish I had my old sister back.." I mumbled.
My dad walked in through the front door with Jacob.


*Amanda's POV*

I was laying on my bed when I heard a knock on my door. Suprisingly it was Lilly looking like she was in a deep thought.

"What's wrong Lilly" I said softly
"I was thinking about mom earlier." She mumbled
"And?"
"I thought about how after she died. You changed." A tear started rolling down her cheek.
"Don't worry, it doesn't matter if I change. I'm still Amanda." I said while giving her a long sisterly hug.
"Plus I have something to tell you about..."