Love Crushed
Sorry about that
Zayn's POV
" You really scared me out there today."
" I'm sorry I don't know how to swim. It's your fault any way." Sky said annoyed. " I'm never going in the ocean again."
" I will teach you how to swim and we will give it another try."
" ZAYN!! You don't understand paparazzi showed up and saw me practically drown!! It's so embarrassing!"
" I'm sorry love."
We drive for a while when I finally find a salad place called Green to go. I open the door for her and she grabs my hand tightly because she can see paparazzi hiding in the bushes.
" it's ok I won't let anything happen to you."
We walk in she orders a small Cesar salad and I order a balsamic vinaigrette salad. She eats the whole thing like she's never eaten before. There has to be something more to her than what she's telling me. I'm worried about her. I really want to know what happens at home. She will probably open up to me when we know each other a lot better. When were both done eating we walk out and she grabs my hand. She's very tense like se has to tell me something. We get in the car and she burst into tears. I look at her and wonder what's going on.
" love what's wrong."
" I'm fat, can't swim, I'm stupid."
"no no baby. You are beautiful. You are so skinny it's making me nervous and you are so smart. What makes you say that?"
"My dad."
" what your dad calls you those things?"
"yeah and umm" she gets a towel from the back seat and wipes her arm super hard to get something of her right arm.
" O my gosh sky he hits you?!!"
" yeah and he chokes me he threw a glass at my head the day before I met you. And do you know how you touched my waist the night I met you." She crud so hard it's getting hard for her to breath and she starts hyper ventilating. " he raped me when I was 5."
i stare at her not knowing what to say.
" it's ok if you don't want to be around me anymore." She cries.
" no love I won't leave you I promise." I say as I kiss her on the forehead.
" Zayn I have to go back tommorow or else he will hurt me again. And I have to move out with in 3 months."
" O my gosh. You can move in with me sky."
" no no no. I have money in an account my mom has saved for me."
" ok but of you need any help with anything. Tell me I'm here for you."
" ok"
we finally pull up the drive way to my house and we get out of the car I run to open the door for her. We walk in the house and no one is home.
" must have gone some where."
" Yeah. So now you have to tell me about this girl Perrie."
"huuu. Ok. So we had been going out for like 3 years and just a couple months ago like 5 months ago. She was looking in the tabloids and she saw a picture of me kissing Harry's cousin. She didnt listen to me when I told her she kissed me. That she forced me to. She didnt want to listen. So she left. It hurt for a little, but then I met you the most adorable you lady I have ever met."
I lean in to kiss her, but she pulls away.
" sorry I- I have just never been kissed before."
"Then let me show you how it's done."
I grab her hand pulling her over to the couch and we both sit down. I lean in and kiss her lips I touch her face. Her lips are so soft and big. I lick her lips and and my younger enters her mouth. She jerks back she come back. I grab her shirt and pull it over her head. She then pulls away.
" I'm sorry I'm just not ready for this." She says as she grabs her shirt and puts it back on.
" I'm sorry I was moving to fast."
" we will go slow."
" Thanks." She says quietly.
We awkwardly sit there for a whole when she finally gets up to go to the bathroom she comes out and she ask where she can sleep. I told her her and I would sleep in my bed. She says ok. We walk into the room and she takes of her shirt and puts my shirt in then takes of her jeans and puts my sweats on. And hops in bed.
" do you want to take a shower?"
"You have a- sorry that was stupid and yes that would be wonderful."
I lead her to the bathroom and give her a towel and walk back to my room. And lay on the bed until she comes back into the room with my clothes on and her hair braided. And she plops on the bed I get up to get in the shower and when I come back she's already asleep. I lay down in bed quietly and wrap my arms around her I can feel her move closer to me.
" I love you."
" You really scared me out there today."
" I'm sorry I don't know how to swim. It's your fault any way." Sky said annoyed. " I'm never going in the ocean again."
" I will teach you how to swim and we will give it another try."
" ZAYN!! You don't understand paparazzi showed up and saw me practically drown!! It's so embarrassing!"
" I'm sorry love."
We drive for a while when I finally find a salad place called Green to go. I open the door for her and she grabs my hand tightly because she can see paparazzi hiding in the bushes.
" it's ok I won't let anything happen to you."
We walk in she orders a small Cesar salad and I order a balsamic vinaigrette salad. She eats the whole thing like she's never eaten before. There has to be something more to her than what she's telling me. I'm worried about her. I really want to know what happens at home. She will probably open up to me when we know each other a lot better. When were both done eating we walk out and she grabs my hand. She's very tense like se has to tell me something. We get in the car and she burst into tears. I look at her and wonder what's going on.
" love what's wrong."
" I'm fat, can't swim, I'm stupid."
"no no baby. You are beautiful. You are so skinny it's making me nervous and you are so smart. What makes you say that?"
"My dad."
" what your dad calls you those things?"
"yeah and umm" she gets a towel from the back seat and wipes her arm super hard to get something of her right arm.
" O my gosh sky he hits you?!!"
" yeah and he chokes me he threw a glass at my head the day before I met you. And do you know how you touched my waist the night I met you." She crud so hard it's getting hard for her to breath and she starts hyper ventilating. " he raped me when I was 5."
i stare at her not knowing what to say.
" it's ok if you don't want to be around me anymore." She cries.
" no love I won't leave you I promise." I say as I kiss her on the forehead.
" Zayn I have to go back tommorow or else he will hurt me again. And I have to move out with in 3 months."
" O my gosh. You can move in with me sky."
" no no no. I have money in an account my mom has saved for me."
" ok but of you need any help with anything. Tell me I'm here for you."
" ok"
we finally pull up the drive way to my house and we get out of the car I run to open the door for her. We walk in the house and no one is home.
" must have gone some where."
" Yeah. So now you have to tell me about this girl Perrie."
"huuu. Ok. So we had been going out for like 3 years and just a couple months ago like 5 months ago. She was looking in the tabloids and she saw a picture of me kissing Harry's cousin. She didnt listen to me when I told her she kissed me. That she forced me to. She didnt want to listen. So she left. It hurt for a little, but then I met you the most adorable you lady I have ever met."
I lean in to kiss her, but she pulls away.
" sorry I- I have just never been kissed before."
"Then let me show you how it's done."
I grab her hand pulling her over to the couch and we both sit down. I lean in and kiss her lips I touch her face. Her lips are so soft and big. I lick her lips and and my younger enters her mouth. She jerks back she come back. I grab her shirt and pull it over her head. She then pulls away.
" I'm sorry I'm just not ready for this." She says as she grabs her shirt and puts it back on.
" I'm sorry I was moving to fast."
" we will go slow."
" Thanks." She says quietly.
We awkwardly sit there for a whole when she finally gets up to go to the bathroom she comes out and she ask where she can sleep. I told her her and I would sleep in my bed. She says ok. We walk into the room and she takes of her shirt and puts my shirt in then takes of her jeans and puts my sweats on. And hops in bed.
" do you want to take a shower?"
"You have a- sorry that was stupid and yes that would be wonderful."
I lead her to the bathroom and give her a towel and walk back to my room. And lay on the bed until she comes back into the room with my clothes on and her hair braided. And she plops on the bed I get up to get in the shower and when I come back she's already asleep. I lay down in bed quietly and wrap my arms around her I can feel her move closer to me.
" I love you."
I read!
1/20/14