Love Crushed
Little Things
Zayn's Pov
Sky looks scared like nothing is going on in her head. I am worried for her. This has been to much shit for one day for her. she has gone through too much. I just want all her pain to leave and to never come back. she doesn't deserve this she deserves much, much better.
" Sky how about we go home and I will order some pizza and we will eat at home. We will run into rite-aid and get some ice cream too. does that sound good?"
"huuu? Oh, yeah, sure that's good I'm really hungry."
That's all she said. I am very nervous for her.
We get into the car and start driving over to rite-aid. She puts her hand on my thigh and grabs my hand.
"Thank you, for everything. who knows where i would be if I didn't meet you, i probally would have killed my self."
That last sentence made me jerk the car.
*HONK*
I swerve the car out of trouble.
"Holy shit Zayn what was that about!!??
"Don't ever say you would have killed your self again, never."
" What ever Zayn you must really not known how much crap I went through! I don't know my mom. My dad beats me and raped me. Worked 3 jobs and went to school and got straight a's. And you! your just a little prince you live in a castle and the world revolves around you! I guess I was wrong about you! You don't really understand me." tears started rolling down her eyes. She just looked out the window. I can see her reflection in the car's window.
"Sky I have been writing this song for a little i hope you like it."
(I know this isn't a new song and yeah but in this story Zayn wrote it and only Sky has heard it before.)
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things
"Its-its beautiful. Whats the name of it?"
"Little things."
"Zayn, I am sorry I shouldn't have yelled. its just I try to act strong because I am so use to acting strong, not caring, not loving, not being loved and I am getting it from someone actually for the first time and i just don't know how to respond to it."
"It's OK Sky. You have had a long day. A very intense day we are both tired and hungry I understand."
She reaches again for my hand.
"I love you Zayn."
"I love you too. Now what kind of ice cream do you want!"
She giggles and responds " how about cookies and cream!"
"of course love that's my favorite too!"
Sky looks scared like nothing is going on in her head. I am worried for her. This has been to much shit for one day for her. she has gone through too much. I just want all her pain to leave and to never come back. she doesn't deserve this she deserves much, much better.
" Sky how about we go home and I will order some pizza and we will eat at home. We will run into rite-aid and get some ice cream too. does that sound good?"
"huuu? Oh, yeah, sure that's good I'm really hungry."
That's all she said. I am very nervous for her.
We get into the car and start driving over to rite-aid. She puts her hand on my thigh and grabs my hand.
"Thank you, for everything. who knows where i would be if I didn't meet you, i probally would have killed my self."
That last sentence made me jerk the car.
*HONK*
I swerve the car out of trouble.
"Holy shit Zayn what was that about!!??
"Don't ever say you would have killed your self again, never."
" What ever Zayn you must really not known how much crap I went through! I don't know my mom. My dad beats me and raped me. Worked 3 jobs and went to school and got straight a's. And you! your just a little prince you live in a castle and the world revolves around you! I guess I was wrong about you! You don't really understand me." tears started rolling down her eyes. She just looked out the window. I can see her reflection in the car's window.
"Sky I have been writing this song for a little i hope you like it."
(I know this isn't a new song and yeah but in this story Zayn wrote it and only Sky has heard it before.)
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things
"Its-its beautiful. Whats the name of it?"
"Little things."
"Zayn, I am sorry I shouldn't have yelled. its just I try to act strong because I am so use to acting strong, not caring, not loving, not being loved and I am getting it from someone actually for the first time and i just don't know how to respond to it."
"It's OK Sky. You have had a long day. A very intense day we are both tired and hungry I understand."
She reaches again for my hand.
"I love you Zayn."
"I love you too. Now what kind of ice cream do you want!"
She giggles and responds " how about cookies and cream!"
"of course love that's my favorite too!"
I read!
1/20/14