~Chapter 1~

Trinity's P.O.V.

2 Years Ago...

I felt miserable and lonely. It's been a while since I talked to Harry Styles, my best friend. He's probably not my best friend anymore since we had lost contact halfway through X Factor. He's probably forgotten about me, Trini. The person who was there for him when he felt upset; the person who persuaded him to follow his dreams and go to X Factor. And most importantly, the person who secretly loved him ever since the day I met him in our park. I know he'll never love me back now he has all the girls throwing their selves at his feet. And even though it hurt, I didn't mind as long as he's happy. All the girls are much prettier than me anyway so why would he want me?

I want to see him again so badly. I could easily visit him since I know where he lives but... I don't know. The only reason that I know where he lives is because of his fans. They would do anything for One Direction. Even if it meant dying for them. It was actually a bit sweet. And anyway, it would be a bit awkward if I showed up in his house and he doesn't remember me. Harry's changed. From phone numbers to clothes to everything but I know he'll still be the same person I know inside. He promised he would keep in touch with me during one out of the many times I visited him and his band in X Factor but that promise was broken ages ago.

I wake up everyday trying to gather all the courage I could find to visit him. I came really close to visiting him once but, before I could, all the memories came flooding back to me and I just cried myself back to sleep. Maybe I should go today. Just to see if he remembers me. I have to visit him, otherwise I'll just keep crying and feel sorry for myself.

I tried to gather up all the courage I could. It was hard but, 4 hours later, I found myself on a train to London. I couldn't remember how I got here. Oh well. Too late to go back now...

Walking up the busy streets of London, I wondered what I was going to say. I couldn't exactly knock on his door and say, 'Hi Harry. Do you remember me?' No. I'd sound like a fan. Umm... 'Hi. It's me Trini.' No. Ugh. I should've stayed at home.

Once I finally reached my destination, I strolled up the stairs of Harry's house. I was about to knock when I noticed the door was open. Hesitantly, I stepped into his house. I could hear muffled sounds in the living room. I took a peak inside and I instantly regretted it. Harry's back was turned and his mouth was occupied by another girl's lips. They we're both shirtless. The scene made my heart smash into a million pieces. I gasped, my hand covering my mouth. Unfortunately, the sound I gave didn't go unnoticed. Harry turned around, now facing me, eyes wide with surprise. He stared at me, trying to see if he recognised me when it finally hit him.

'Trini?' He asked. But he didn't receive an answer. I was already running away. The fact that he remembered me didn't matter anymore. The picture of them two snogging was etched into my head. My tears kept falling. I knew he would find another girl. I just knew it. I can't believe I made myself believe that I don't care.

'Cause in reality, I did. And I cared too much for my own good.