A New Life

Georgina's POV

"Babe you ready to go?" Zayn peeked into my room, as I finished getting everything packed up.

"Ya, thanks." It had been 20 hours since Zayn and I have been going out. He was so nice, amazing and kind. I could never pull this off it was just too cruel.

*Flashback*

After Zayn came back from the drugstores I told him the "happy" news. I wasn't sure if what I said was simply out of spite for Harry. I felt awful Lord knows how I could pull this off.

"Zayn?" I called out to him as I heard his footsteps walking into his room next to mine.

"Yes, love?" He peered his head into the room, with a hopeful weak smile. He started to walk closer.

"I want to um take you up on your offer, I think we should hang out sometime." I looked up at him shyly. And then all of a sudden his lips were on mine. And it felt so good. It was mean, maybe even evil, but maybe I could live like this.

I could feel him hands sliding down my back supporting me. He was a great kisser. We parted for a second and our foreheads touched. Then he went back in for the kill. I put my hand up to the side of his face. And we were like that for a while. My back against a wall. Kissing. I had not felt that for along time. A real kiss, not a kiss from a greasy middle aged man, who just wanted me for my body. It was passionate, maybe I could trick my self into loving this. Loving a man who wanted me, and loved me for me. It would be pleasant. Whatever this is I could love this for now.

We parted and Zayn kissed my forehead. "I like kissing you." he winked. "good night love, we got a long day ahead of us tomorrow."

After Zayn left I stayed up all night thinking. I had to quite now while I was in this early. but I liked the feeling of his kiss, and his arms around me, it conforted me. With these thoughts in my head I fell asleep, and for the first time in a long time I didn't have any nightmares.

Zayn's POV

I walked back into the room that I shared with Harry. He was on his bed checking his twitter on his laptop. He looked up expectantly.

"So, did you, mate have a quick shag?"

"Muck off!" I jokingly threw a pillow at harry.

After a few rounds of tossing pillows. Harry looked at me somewhat seriously. "Do you actually like her?" He looked, concerned?

"I guess, we will just have to see where it goes won't we mate." I wasn't going to tell Harry anything. I liked Georgina, but she was dangerous. Who knew how long it would be before she let me go.

"So who's leaving for the first flight tomorrow to Warsaw?" I tried to quickly change the subject. We had to leave at different times because the flights were so full.

"You, Niall, and Liam are leaving tomorrow." Harry replied. "Georgina, me, and louis are leaving two hours later at 8."

"Damn I have to get up so fucking early.'' Shit I love my sleep.

"Oh sorry Zayn, you won't get to have your beauty sleep." Harry smiled.

"Oh and Zayn, um good luck with Georgina, but I'm tired of being to good guy. I don't care who I hurt.'' Harry said this bluntly. And I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"May the best man win." And with that I turned out the light.