When I woke up I was crying and i was all sweaty
Then I sent a text to my best friends Amber and Maria
Jesse:you guys wanna meet up at starbucks in 15
Amber: Yah you know i wanna
Maria: same you know I love starbucks, but......
Amber: what
Jesse yah what she said
Maria: I;m bringing Tyler with me
Amber: that's fine
Jesse: uuuhhhh okay:/
*15 minutes later*
Hey Amber Hey Maria and Tyler
Hey Jesse
so what should we do today
I thought maybe we could go shopping because i'm dying for a new dress that I seen and they are selling it in Forever 21
Hey guys i'll be right back I gotta go to the bathroom
K Jesse but hurry up though I wanna shop as soon as we can
kk
When I turned around I bumped into someone and we both fell
"I'm so sorry " I said and got up quickly
"It's alright I know you didn't mean to"
"yah sorry about that"
Like I said it's alright and my name is Liam by the way"
"what's yours"
Oh my names Jesse but i really have to go"
with that I ran to the bathroom and started sliding the razor across my wrist
It is my way off forgetting about what happened when I was 10 and I needed to do it every time i met a boy
It's fine with Maria's brother because well I have known him since I was 12 so it was fine
After that I splashed some cold water on my face and walked out of the bathroom
When I got back to the table everyone asked who that boy I was talking to was
I told them his name was Liam and that the only reason I talked to him was because I bumped into him and we both fell
After that we left starbucks and went to the mall
Then i seen him out of the corner of my eye as we were leaving Hollister
It was Liam from the coffee shop
I told Amber and Maria to hide me but before they could finish Liam started walking to us
I didn't know what to do so I just ran until I found a bathroom and hid in there
Then I got a text from Maria
"What was that and where are you"
"You know how i feel when i'm around guys I just met and i'm in the bathroom by the food court"
"K i'll be there in a couple of minutes"
I thought that I would have enough time so I took out the shiny razor blade and started to cut my hip
Then I heard the bathroom door open and I froze
I knew who it was but I didn't want Maria to know that I was still cutting so I quickly pulled my shirt down and flushed the toilet to make it seem like I wen to the bathroom
Then I walked over to the sink and splashed old water on my face
Then me and Maria walked out of the bathroom together