Once Upon A Time..

-Amanda's POV-

After what happened and all that blood seen once again, Niall and I decide to cool down and rest at my place.

We both walk into the house and rest on the couch.
"So Niall..." I stare into his ocean eyes.
"Umm. Yes?" He asks uncomfortably.
" I'm not gonna do anything babe I was just wondering if you wanna cuddle cause those images we saw today are stuck in my head." I laugh.
He laughs too.
"I thought you were gonna say something else like you found out what I did and......" Niall then cuts himself off and covers his mouth.
I look at him confused.
"What?" I ask.
He grabs a pillow then hugs it.
"Did you make more?" I ask.
"No..." He says.... I honestly think he's lying.
"Niall." I say putting pressure on him.
"I'm sorry Amanda it's just that things have been happening at school while you don't have class with me and it's stressful cause your not there with me and I just..." He sighs as tears slowly start to flow out.

I hug him as I start to worry about him more.

"Do you want me to sign up to the classes your in? Maybe I can earn myself more credits." I say just for his sake.
"O-Okay.." He stutters.

I sigh thinking he's still hiding something... Then bring up a more fun topic.

"Soo... How's the Christmas party going on?" I ask.
"We're still planning.." He smiles.
"Speaking of Christmas... Wanna decorate the house?" I ask.
"Tomorrow I'm really tired." He said as he wrapped an arm around me.
"Pleease Nialler!" I beg him while grabing his hands
He sighs.
"Niall you know that I love Christ-" Niall cut my off by smacking his soft lips against mine.
I kissed back and decided, he's tired let him rest he's been through a lot.

When we were satisfied we pulled apart.
I giggle.
"Fine we'll do it tomorrow baby." I smile at him.
"But you have to show me your fresh scars." I gently hold his hand, waiting for his permission to pull up his sleeve and take a look.

"Fine." He wipes his eyes.
I gently pull up his sleeves and see's them even more deep, which kills my insides knowing, the way I treat him, he's still feeling broken.

"Nialler...." I hug him gently.
"Please. Niall don't do it again. I know I keep nagging about this but It's not good and your deeper and deeper every time I look. Baby please come to me next time." I hug him gently.
"Are you mad at me?" He asks.

I stare at him, then laugh.

"Of course not, baby. I would never be mad at you, well, anymore." I then cuddle up with him.

Urgh I am just so excited for Christmas!

Notes

Done lovies! ;)