I open my eyes... Where am I? I look around. I see Niall in a bed next to me, Zayn, Louis, Liam and Harry look down at me. "Is she okay?" I hear Niall ask.

"I'm fine." They all smile.
"Your in the hospital after one of the officer's accidentally shot you."

I put my hands over my tummy.

"You'll be fine.." Louis says, grabbing my hands and keeping them warm.

I think to myself... This is all my fault. It's my fault I'm hurt, it's my fault Niall is hurt. I thought I could make things better in his life.. No. Thats not it at all. I made my life and his worse.

"I'm sorry." I finally say.
"Why?" Niall asks me.

"You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me. I wouldn't be here.. Louis could get arrested, I wouldn't hate Zayn right now.. If it wasn't for me. And this all started, cause I was worried about you." I tear up.

"Every thing that happened was cause of me."
"No! Don''t think that way Amanda.. Your the reason I smile in the morning. Your the reason I actually like school now.. Thanks to you my life is great!"

He just keep doubting me..

"Don't beat yourself up Amanda.." Harry strokes my hair.
"No.. I will.. I hurt all you guys, cause of me!" I say getting louder.

"Calm down babe.." Zayn say, grabbing my other hand.

Liam sits down beside me and calms me. "You really think this all happened cause of you?" I nod.

"Have you done anything to Harry and I?" He asks. I think about it.. Not really.
"No, but I have done something to Louis and Zayn.. and most importantly, Niall." I look over my shoulder. He's speachless.

"Babe this isn't your fault! Don't beat yourself up." He finally says.

"It's my fault Niall.. If we keep dating then you might get hurt again.. I think we should break up. This wasn't meant to be I guess. I hurt you too much. This is all my fault.."

"It's not!" Niall says.

"IT'S MY FAULT!" Then everything goes black.

Notes

Sorry I couldn't update.. I was on vacation..