I can't love him
The study (date)
Sammy pov
While I was reading the rest of classes. I felt someone tap me in my shoulder. It was marcel. You forgot your purse in science. I didn't want u to forget it. He said with a smile. I said thank you I can't believe I forgot it my mom...... I didn't get to finish my sentence before josh came and kissed me. What are you doing with this faggot. He said. I told him to be nice and that he's was returning my purse to me. He gave marcel a dirty look them took my arm and dragged me away. Thanks again marcel. I hurried and yelled back. I think he said anytime but I don't no josh pulled me in a crowd of people. He took where nobody else was.
josh: you shouldn't be talking marcel
me: I'm not he's just helped me with something. But I kind of have to he is my lab partner.
josh: ok but only about science and stuff and that's it ok
me: ok
Josh just looked at me and walked away
After that school just kind of flew by have science then reading then math then lunch then social studies then choir. When I got home my mom was asleep on the couch and dad was at work. I walked up stairs to find my little brother. He wasn't there. There was a note on the fridge that said
going to my friends house be back by 6 :)
after that I went to get a shower when I got out the house phone rang. I hurried down stairs to answer it so it wouldn't wake my mom. I answerd it
me: hello who is this
person: hello is Sammy there
me: this is her
person: hey Sammy it's marcel
how in the hell did marcel get my number I thought.
Me: hey marcel what do u need? How did u get my number?
marcel: I was wondering of u wanted to study are notes and stuff in science? Your brother is out side playing with my sister Lisa he gave me your number. So I can call u when he wants to leave.
ugh I didn't want to study with marcel but he is my partner and he's really smart and I didn't get anything that teacher was saying. I thought
me: ok marcel can you come over here
marcel:yep ill be over in 20mins. Is that ok?
me:yeah that's fine
marcel: great bye
me: yep bye
we both hanged up phone
20mins later
I heard a knock on the door. I went down stairs to get it and there's marcel standing there dropping all his books. I started to help him pick them up. I was kind of giggling at his clumsiness. I invited him in side. My mom was still sleeping on the couch. I told him I didn't want to wake her. I asked him if it would be ok if we did this upstairs. He said yes. I grabbed a extra chair from the dining room. Took it upstairs and set up next to marcel how was already sitting at the desk in my room. As soon as I sat down I told him in about 4 hours I have a date with josh. He said ok.
After about 20mins I got hungry so I went down stairs and got some chips. I offered marcel
some but he said he's good. He was a huge help I actually started to get this stuff. I am actually getting to like the idea of havin him as a partner.
After a while he started to put his hand in my leg and rubbing his thumb. I just looked at him in confusion. He was looking at his book like nothing was happening. Maybe it was all in my head I thought just let it go. After a couple mins he grabbed my hand. Then I was marcel I have a..... I didn't get to finish my sentence cause he kissed me. I pushed him off really quick. I looked at him with a confused face. He started to say I'm sorry. Before he could finish... I kissed him this time longer. He tapped his tongue on my bottom lips asking for entrance. The scary thing is... I let him. Then he picked me up and laid me in my bed. He started to kiss my neck then started to nimble on my ear. Then he when back to my lips.he started to put his hands up my shirt...
All I can think about is how good it felt. How he smelled. Then all at once I started thinking about josh and my friends and how they would react if they found out I was kissing marcel. Hurried up and push him off. He grin at me then pecked one more time. He asked me what's wrong. I said I have a boyfriend marcel. He looked at me and frown he understood.
All I could think about is his lips. I said to him don't tell anybody and this doesn't mean we are dating. I pulled him on top of me and we kept kissing.
While I was reading the rest of classes. I felt someone tap me in my shoulder. It was marcel. You forgot your purse in science. I didn't want u to forget it. He said with a smile. I said thank you I can't believe I forgot it my mom...... I didn't get to finish my sentence before josh came and kissed me. What are you doing with this faggot. He said. I told him to be nice and that he's was returning my purse to me. He gave marcel a dirty look them took my arm and dragged me away. Thanks again marcel. I hurried and yelled back. I think he said anytime but I don't no josh pulled me in a crowd of people. He took where nobody else was.
josh: you shouldn't be talking marcel
me: I'm not he's just helped me with something. But I kind of have to he is my lab partner.
josh: ok but only about science and stuff and that's it ok
me: ok
Josh just looked at me and walked away
After that school just kind of flew by have science then reading then math then lunch then social studies then choir. When I got home my mom was asleep on the couch and dad was at work. I walked up stairs to find my little brother. He wasn't there. There was a note on the fridge that said
going to my friends house be back by 6 :)
after that I went to get a shower when I got out the house phone rang. I hurried down stairs to answer it so it wouldn't wake my mom. I answerd it
me: hello who is this
person: hello is Sammy there
me: this is her
person: hey Sammy it's marcel
how in the hell did marcel get my number I thought.
Me: hey marcel what do u need? How did u get my number?
marcel: I was wondering of u wanted to study are notes and stuff in science? Your brother is out side playing with my sister Lisa he gave me your number. So I can call u when he wants to leave.
ugh I didn't want to study with marcel but he is my partner and he's really smart and I didn't get anything that teacher was saying. I thought
me: ok marcel can you come over here
marcel:yep ill be over in 20mins. Is that ok?
me:yeah that's fine
marcel: great bye
me: yep bye
we both hanged up phone
20mins later
I heard a knock on the door. I went down stairs to get it and there's marcel standing there dropping all his books. I started to help him pick them up. I was kind of giggling at his clumsiness. I invited him in side. My mom was still sleeping on the couch. I told him I didn't want to wake her. I asked him if it would be ok if we did this upstairs. He said yes. I grabbed a extra chair from the dining room. Took it upstairs and set up next to marcel how was already sitting at the desk in my room. As soon as I sat down I told him in about 4 hours I have a date with josh. He said ok.
After about 20mins I got hungry so I went down stairs and got some chips. I offered marcel
some but he said he's good. He was a huge help I actually started to get this stuff. I am actually getting to like the idea of havin him as a partner.
After a while he started to put his hand in my leg and rubbing his thumb. I just looked at him in confusion. He was looking at his book like nothing was happening. Maybe it was all in my head I thought just let it go. After a couple mins he grabbed my hand. Then I was marcel I have a..... I didn't get to finish my sentence cause he kissed me. I pushed him off really quick. I looked at him with a confused face. He started to say I'm sorry. Before he could finish... I kissed him this time longer. He tapped his tongue on my bottom lips asking for entrance. The scary thing is... I let him. Then he picked me up and laid me in my bed. He started to kiss my neck then started to nimble on my ear. Then he when back to my lips.he started to put his hands up my shirt...
All I can think about is how good it felt. How he smelled. Then all at once I started thinking about josh and my friends and how they would react if they found out I was kissing marcel. Hurried up and push him off. He grin at me then pecked one more time. He asked me what's wrong. I said I have a boyfriend marcel. He looked at me and frown he understood.
All I could think about is his lips. I said to him don't tell anybody and this doesn't mean we are dating. I pulled him on top of me and we kept kissing.
