School was over in a flash. I didn't feel hanging out with Joshua, and after what happened today i'm not even sure he's in the mood to hang out.
I headed out of school, Carol by my side.
"So you're just going to go home?" She asked me as we stepped out of school
"Yea, i feel uncomfortable" i replied
"Is it because of that fight this morning? you should forget about it" she said grabbing me by the arm
"It's not that Carol" I told her. This weird feeling wasn't about that lousy fight. It was because i kept picturing Louis and i kept hearing his voice and it was sort of driving me insane. Why was this happening to me! I mean i met the dude yesterday and the impression he left was an ugly one. So why did i feel like this. Why did it bothered me that he was with Eleanor? why? why? why?
"So what is it then?" Carol asked. She sounded worried
"It's nothing to worry about, i'll just go home and sleep it off" i replied walking down the stairs
"Isn't Louis gang going to your house today?" Carol reminded me
"Shit, i totally forgot about that" i sighed. I really didn't want to be near them
"You could come to my house if you want" Carol suggested
"Rache!" I heard Josh call my name
I turned around and there he was with the gang, except Louis and Eleanor where still not there
"What?" i replied as he walked over to me
"Come on, let's go home" He said
"I don't want to go home" i replied looking over at the gang. They all glared at me
"Come on Rache, just try to get to know them" he insisted
After a couple of minutes of pleading, i gave in to Josh demand.
"Fine" i sigghed
"But you don't want to be there" Carol told me
"I just want to go home to be honest" I said
"Fine, just text me if anything" Carol replied with a smile "I'll be leaving then"
"Okay, bye" i said

After saying goodbye to Carol and gloomly walked with Josh over to the gang
"So, is the pretty chick going to join us?" Harry smirked
"There's nothing pretty about her" Danielle replied glaring at me
I just couldn't believe her. What the hell had i done to her?
"Hey, Hey hey Danielle, settle down ok. Let's try to keep the peace" Zayn said as the others just stood there and watched
"yeah Danielle, chill" Nial added
"Let's just have a fun day okay guys"Ashley said
"Well as long as there's booze and music we will have a heck of a good day!" Perrie said exitedly.
We walked over to my house. I was in the back in complete silence while the gang was in the front laughing and having a good time.
"Where the heck is Louis and Eleanor?" i heard Liam ask
"He said their at his house, He didn't feel like going to school so he asked Eleanor to come over" I heard Harry explain to Liam
So that's where he was. At home with her. Probably doing her. But what the heck did i care. I tried to push the thought out of my head but it seemed impossible.
"Hey Rachel, come join the crowd" Harry said walking towards me "Come on, why are you here in the back all by yourself" He asked placing his arm on my shoulder.
"Well i'm not part of that "crowd" so" i replied
"Nonsense, yes you are" Harry smiled at me
"No, i'm not" i replied looking at his green eyes
"Well you are now" He said and rushed me over to where everyone was at
"Guys, guys what's going to happen on saturday?" Ashley was asking
"What's going on on saturday?" Josh asked
"El's birthday dummy" Perrie replied
"I dunno, i think we're partying over at Louis" Nial replied
"Yep, that's the plan mate" Harry butted in removing his arm from my shoulder
"Ok, and is the whole school invited or?" Ashley asked
"You're just dying to invite cute boys aren't ya Ashley?" Harry asked her
I noticed how red Ashley got. She didn't even faced Harry when she replied with a very nervous no. She probably had a thing for him.
"Well yeah i guess most of the people from school are invited" Liam said
"Yea, but certain people wont be" Danielle said giving me a dirty look
"Don't worry, i don't even want to go" I replied back.
She just grilled me. The rest of the rest of the guys looked sort of pleased that i didn't stay quite whenever Danielle trashed me.

"Is Louis coming?" Josh asked
"I don't know, probably not" Harry replied
That made my heart sink for some reason. I really don't know what's going on with me. This feeling was driving me insane.

After 20 minutes of walking, we finally arrived at my house. Josh let them into the backyard while i went to my room. I closed the door behind me and flopped into bed.
What a freaking day. I thought to myself. A lot of questions popped into my brain. Why did i feel like this and why did i keep picturing Louis. that asshole.
A couple of seconds later someone entered my room.
"Nice room" Harry said opening the door and entering my room
"What are you doing!, get out!" i told in sitting up in bed
"Just looking around the house and happened to stumble upon your room" He replied sitting next to me
"Well, can you get out?" i asked
"Not if you don't come with me" He smirked
"Why do you want me to come??" i curiously asked
"Because i think you need to have fun, get to know us better. You know. You probably think we;re assholes but we're not" He said placing a hand on my leg
"Can you not" i said looking at him
"Sorry, sorry" He said removing his arm "So, are you coming??" he asked
"Oh what the heck, why not" i said getting up from bed
I walked down the stairs with Harry to join the little party. When i got there they were all seating down, bored.
"What's going on! where's the booze, the smokes? the music!!" Harry said when we entered the backyard
"Zayn and Liam went to get the booze and Josh is somewhere in the house trying to find speakers" Nial replied
"This is boring" Ashley complained
"Because it hasn't started yet dummy" Harry said sitting down next to her
"Come over here cutie, sit on my lap" Harry said. There was no seat avelable so i just stood there in the corner
"No I'm good" i replied. I noticed how the girls shot me nasty looks, especially Ashley
"You could seat on mines babe" Nial winked
"I'll better go help Josh find the speakers" I replied turning around and walking into the house
"Why was she even here?" I heard Danielle ask Harry

God, i really disliked her!

"Where are you going?" Josh said coming out of his room
"Back into my room, they obviously don't want me down there" I replied
"Nonsense!, come on" Josh said grabbing me by the hand
"Did you atleast find the speakers?" I asked him
"Nah, do you have some?" he asked me
"Yea, let me go get them" i replied and went into my room

I really didn't want to go downstairs, but Josh really wanted me too and for some reason i couldn't say no to him.
After finding the speakers i went down to the backyard. Liam and Zayn had arrived with the booze and cigarettes. They were all laughing and cracking jokes when i got there
"Found the speakers" i said when i walked in
"Sweet, now this party could really start!" Perrie said exitedly
"Yeaa guys, Let's dance!!!" Said Harry connecting the speakers to his ipod

Mintues later they were all dancing and drinking and smoking and laughing. I was just in the corner drinking my beer.
"Come over here, let me give you some heavy alcohol!" Harry said walking over to me with a bottle of vodka in one hand
"Oh, no no i don't want to get messed up!" I told him
"Come onnnnnnnnnnn, don't be a party pooper!" He said, he already sounded messed up
"No no, i'm fine" I insisted but that didn't get him to stop
"Come on ok just one shot" he kept nagging
"Ok, ok fine" I said taking the botttle from him and chugging down the hard liqour.
"NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!" He screamed.

Minutes later i joined the gang and started to dance and laugh with them. I felt free and happy for a change. I was mostly dancing with Nial and Harry since they were the only ones paying attention to me. Liam and Danielle were too busy making out and so was Perrie and Zayn. Ashley kept on dancing with Josh but she kept giving me death glares. Probably because i was dancing with Harry.
"So tell me, how come you don't seat with us during lunch? who's that babe you always hang out with?" Nial asked me
"Because your girls don't like me, and she's Carol. Didn't you date her Harry?" I asked him
"Who? Carol? I think i did" He said hugging my waist
We kept on grinning and drinking and before we knew it it was already five By this time we were all sitting down on the floor and joking around. Nial kept on telling weird but funny jokes. Danielle and Liam were still making out on the corner and Perrie was laying on zayn's lap.
The bell rang three mintues later making me jump
"Holly shit what if that's mom!" I asked Josh
"I doubt it ok, it's probably Louis. He texted me telling me he was going to come"
"Are you sure?" i said clumsily getting up from where i was sitting. I wasn;t feeling too good My head kept spinning and my feet were tired.
"Yes, now let me go open the door" Josh said walking towards the house
I followed him and went upstairs to my room.

Louis POV

After hanging out with Eleanor all day, i decided to go to Josh house and see what the gang was up to. After all, this get together was ll my idea. Eleanor didn't want to go but i convinced her to. When i arrived at Josh house i rang the bell. After the third ring a tipsy Josh opened the door.
"Seems like the party started with me!" I said walking in the house. Eleanor followed
"Is there still alcohol avelible?" Eleanor asked linking her arm to mines
"Yea yea" Josh said leading the way
We walked to the back yard where the gang was all sitting on the floor
"What's going on! how come you guys aren't partying?!" i asked them
"Waiting on you mate" Zayn said stroking Perries hair
I walked over to where the ipod was and turned it up. I cranked up the volume and took a swing of some vodka that was sitting on the table
"Come on ya lazy animals! it''s party time!" I yelled at them
They all scrambled to their feet and grabbed some of the beer that was left and began dancing again.
I noticed Rachel wasn't there. Probably in her room. I thought. I walked over to harry who was dancing with Ashley and pulled him away
"Hi mate, where have you been?" He asked
"With El" i replied taking a sip of beer
"Did you guys do it?" He grinned
"No! what are you thinking!" i said slapping him playfully on the head
"I mean you two were gone all day!" he replied
"You sick bastard" I jokingly said "So what happened when i was gone?" i asked him
"During school or here?" he asked
"Here dummy, has Rachel come down?" i asked
"She was here this whole time. i don't know where she went though" He replied "Why you asking about her?" He asked
"I don't even know" I honestly replied. I really didn't know why i was asking about that stuck up bitch anyways. I tried to push those thoughts out my head but her face kept popping up.
After my fourth beer i was already tipsy. Images of Rachel kept popping up in my brain and i couldn't seem to shake it out.
I couldn;t take it anymore so i walked into the house. I went upstairs and knocked on every door trying to find Rachel's room.
After knocking on three rooms, i finally got an answer from her
"Who is it?" She said
Without answering i barged into her room. She was only wearing her panties. Her breast was uncovered.
"Ah, shit" I replied. I couldn't take my eyes off her. She was so breathtaking beautiful
"What are you doing?!" She screamed
I don't know what came over me but i closed to door behind me and walked towards her.

Notes

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