Please Dont Say You Love Me
The Beginning
Mia's POV.
"Mia Hurry Up! we are going to be late." Louis shouts.
"Ok Ok!" I shout back.
I finished getting dressed, I pulled on one of Niall's grey cardigans he gave me the night we went for a walk on the beach. I walked down the stairs of my apartment to meet Louis at the door.
"When's the concert?" I asked
"Well we have to be there in 10!" I replied pulling my out of my apartment and to the Limo.
"Woah Lou Calm!" I giggled.
We were in New York for a few days, I love New York but we don't get to see that much of it because the boys always got recognized but that didn't bother me, I loved hanging out with these guys. They were just like your normal teenage boys. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of the boys yelling at me.
"MIA!" Louis shouted.
"Sorry!" I replied getting into the Limo, I sat next to Harry and Niall.
"You look nice Mia" Harry smiled.
I felt my cheeks flushing a deep red, trying not to let it show.
"Aw she's blushing!" Zayn Laughed.
"Shut up Zayn!" I blush even more.
The rest of the ride we just talked about the concert and laughed about random stuff.
"Boys Your Late!" Paul Shouts as the Limo pulls up.
"Sorry Paul My Fault." I say trying to get the boys out of trouble.
"No Paul it wasn't!" Niall says getting me out of trouble.
"Niall what are you doing?" I whisper.
"Getting you out of trouble" he flashed me his cutest smile.
"I don't care who's fault it is get in and get changed!" Paul said rushing off to go help the boys in away from fans they had to run through the crowd. Louis grabbed my arm.
"Be careful" he said as he kept a firm grip on my arm.
"Lou I have done this a million times, I have been through many crowds of fans with you" I laugh
"But not in New York" he said as we were quickly directed through all the fans, I could barely hear anything from all the scream but a few people grabbed my attention all i could hear was girls shouting stuff like 'Mia You're an ugly bitch and don't deserve to be friends with the boys' and 'Slut, The guys hate you but feel sorry for you.' I tried to ignore them all until I saw a big sign saying 'we hate you Mia fat slut' I didn't know if the boys heard it or saw it but I did and I instantly felt insecure, what if the boys really did just feel sorry for me? what if Louis was only friends with me because I didn't have many other friends. When we got inside I tried so hard to hold my tears back so far I was doing alright.
"Mia, You look pale you alright?" Louis asked as Niall walked up all happy and excited for tonights concert
"I-I..." I knew then I was going to break down in tears so i ran out and into the nearest room.
"Mia?!" I heard Louis shouting after me but I refuse to let him see me like this.
"Louis! Niall! Show time!" Harry yelled.
After that it all went silent, I heard all the fans screaming and the boys singing.
I could stop the tears flooding my cheeks I grabbed the nearest sharp object and dragged it across my wrist, after a while everything went blurry and I was swallowed by the darkness.
"Mia Hurry Up! we are going to be late." Louis shouts.
"Ok Ok!" I shout back.
I finished getting dressed, I pulled on one of Niall's grey cardigans he gave me the night we went for a walk on the beach. I walked down the stairs of my apartment to meet Louis at the door.
"When's the concert?" I asked
"Well we have to be there in 10!" I replied pulling my out of my apartment and to the Limo.
"Woah Lou Calm!" I giggled.
We were in New York for a few days, I love New York but we don't get to see that much of it because the boys always got recognized but that didn't bother me, I loved hanging out with these guys. They were just like your normal teenage boys. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of the boys yelling at me.
"MIA!" Louis shouted.
"Sorry!" I replied getting into the Limo, I sat next to Harry and Niall.
"You look nice Mia" Harry smiled.
I felt my cheeks flushing a deep red, trying not to let it show.
"Aw she's blushing!" Zayn Laughed.
"Shut up Zayn!" I blush even more.
The rest of the ride we just talked about the concert and laughed about random stuff.
"Boys Your Late!" Paul Shouts as the Limo pulls up.
"Sorry Paul My Fault." I say trying to get the boys out of trouble.
"No Paul it wasn't!" Niall says getting me out of trouble.
"Niall what are you doing?" I whisper.
"Getting you out of trouble" he flashed me his cutest smile.
"I don't care who's fault it is get in and get changed!" Paul said rushing off to go help the boys in away from fans they had to run through the crowd. Louis grabbed my arm.
"Be careful" he said as he kept a firm grip on my arm.
"Lou I have done this a million times, I have been through many crowds of fans with you" I laugh
"But not in New York" he said as we were quickly directed through all the fans, I could barely hear anything from all the scream but a few people grabbed my attention all i could hear was girls shouting stuff like 'Mia You're an ugly bitch and don't deserve to be friends with the boys' and 'Slut, The guys hate you but feel sorry for you.' I tried to ignore them all until I saw a big sign saying 'we hate you Mia fat slut' I didn't know if the boys heard it or saw it but I did and I instantly felt insecure, what if the boys really did just feel sorry for me? what if Louis was only friends with me because I didn't have many other friends. When we got inside I tried so hard to hold my tears back so far I was doing alright.
"Mia, You look pale you alright?" Louis asked as Niall walked up all happy and excited for tonights concert
"I-I..." I knew then I was going to break down in tears so i ran out and into the nearest room.
"Mia?!" I heard Louis shouting after me but I refuse to let him see me like this.
"Louis! Niall! Show time!" Harry yelled.
After that it all went silent, I heard all the fans screaming and the boys singing.
I could stop the tears flooding my cheeks I grabbed the nearest sharp object and dragged it across my wrist, after a while everything went blurry and I was swallowed by the darkness.
Updated :)
10/24/13