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Revenge On Eleanor Calder (Coming back this Winter)

Chapter 64

Three Hours Later


Johannah's P.O.V

I hurriedly get out of my white car grabbing my purse and closing the car door before rushing towards the hospital building. The wind gushes in my face turning the tears upon my cheeks cold as I hear the footsteps of Daisy, Phoebe, Charlotte and Félicité behind me. Oh dear Lord I hope Louis' alive.

"Mummy is Louis okay" I hear a small voice say as I hold the door open for my daughters. Must be Daisy... or Phoebe ,but I don't know.

"I-I don't know honey. I don't know." I reply as I walk towards the front desk.

I can only pray that my son is alive. I can't lose him... not now, it's too soon. I will be nothing without him...without Louis.

"Hello, how may I help you." the receptionists asks.

"Hello I may I see Louis. Louis Tomlinson, I am his mother." I requests before looking around to see the girls sitting in the waiting area. I add a small smile even though my wet and dry tears are still upon my face.

My vision being quit blurry due to my crying ever since the phone that my son was involved in a horrible car accident. I watch as the woman types at the screen before speaking.

"Alright you may see him ,but we ask that you use a low voice when talking, minimal actions towards him along with kind words ,because he seems to be in a fragile state." She explains.

I nod, "Okay.." come on lady my son is in pain.

"Room 128 on level four, enjoy your visit." She informs me.

"Okay thank you so much, Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy, Phoebe come on." I say whilst heading towards the elevator.

With shaky fingers I press the up button only waiting at least two seconds before the doors of the elevator open before me. I walk in and press the number four leaning against the wall of the elevator.

"Don't worry mum, everything is going to be okay." Fizzy assures me.

"Yeah mum, just relax. We don't like to see you like this. Everything will be okay." Lottie adds

I sigh inhale deeply, "I hope so." I all I can say.

The elevator stops and the doors open. Here goes nothing. I walk into the hall leading my daughters down searching for the number 128. Finally at the end of the hall I now stand in front of the door. I do not even know what to expect once I open this door.

I put my hand on the handle turning the knob and slowly opening the door. Taking my time I walk in dragging my boots on the white tile floors as my eyes fall upon my son who lies on the hospital bed.

"Oh my son." I cry softly, I stand next to his bed studying his face.

I reluctantly take my shaking hand to lay it on his. His face is all bruised up, pale and colorless making a bloody scratch on his scalp stand out. The line is still bloody cutting from his scalp to his mid-forehead, he also has a small cut on his bottom lip which is swollen across from a bruised cheekbone. He looks so beaten and torn. His head tilted on his shoulder with his eyes closed.

"Oh my God." I say putting my hand up to my mouth in sympathy. What in the heavens has happened.

The entire room being quite with only the machine beeping and his breathing makes my heart ache even more.

I feel a tug looking down to see Daisy looking up at me, "Can I see?" she asks.

Bending down I lift up my daughter setting her on my hip to see her wounded brother.

Her eyes lay upon his appearance, "Is he dead?" She cries burrowing her head under my neck.

"No no no baby, he is alive see. He's breathing." I point to his nose, "and his heart is pumping." I finish pointing to the working machine.

Looking at Louis I close my eyes and try to relax until I here a small sniffle. Reopening my eyes I look down to see Phoebe weeping softly. I bend down setting Daisy down and she goes and sits in the arm chair off by the door.

I bend down to Phoebe's height looking into her blue eyes, "What's wrong sweetie?" I ask her in the softest voice I possibly can.

"He is dead isn't he. You just won't tell us the truth ,because you don't want us sad." She reason before letting more tears fall.

I do not blame her for that conclusion, she is a smart kid that thinks out of the box at times. Reminding me of myself when I was young.

"No no honey." I bring the sleeve of my coat to wipe her tears, " I wouldn't lie to you Louis is alive. Trust me, thank God he is alive in fact."

"Then why are you crying?" She asks.

"Oh baby, I'm crying ,because Louis' in pain. He doesn't look like he's in a good shape either." I reason.

She brushes her long silky blonde hair behind her ears, "Can I see him.." she asks

I nod, "Of course." I say picking her up and setting her on my waist avoiding my small baby bump.

I flick my tongue on the roof of my mouth making a small sound.

Only being a couple months pregnant I still haven't told the family that I am pregnant only because it is such a bad time. Around the time of Eleanor's death and funeral...it's just too much for everyone especially Louis that is why I choose to tell them later. When everything is alright...I mean well.

Phoebe leans down with force so I move closer to my son allowing her small hand to gently brush against his cold skin on his forehead avoiding the scratch. My eyes goes to Fizzy's hand which lay on Louis'.

I know that he's alright right now ,but still I don't know what I would do if I lost Louis. He is my best friend having him at such a young age...we grew up together basically. Through all the men I've been with, all the cities I've moved to, all the miscarriages I've had. Louis was the one that was with me then and now. If he dies, I die.

"Wake up Louis please wake up. Don't die, don't leave mummy and everyone. We all love you and you're suppose to be strong since you have one hundred tattoos right so...so please wake up." She begs with her delicate accent before leaning back into my arms.

I kiss her forehead before leaning my forehead against her's, closing my eyes to calm myself and rock us back and forth as I support her back shifting on one foot. The smell of prescriptions fill my sense as well as the sound of the machine calculating my grown son's heart rate along with his slowly quietly breathing.

"Mmmm (a soft breath) " I hear before reopening my eyes seeing Louis blinking his eyes open.

"Louis.." I breath in relief.

"Oh thank God." I hear Fizzy say in happiness.

I watch as Lottie picks up Daisy to see her awoken brother.

"We missed you."Lottie informs him.

"Mum...I'm so sorry I had you worried." He says almost in a whisper

"It's fine baby. I'm over it at least you're here and alive."I ramble on

"Oh." He says trying to move his neck from the pillow failing to only wince in pain and lay back down.

"Take it easy." Fizzy scowls making me quirk a smile.

Thank God he's alright. But it just doesn't add up. The car accident by meaning. How could Louis have drove off a bridge and into the icy waters yet no one else was upon the bridge. It just doesn't add up. I need my answers.

"How are you feeling?" I ask him concern.

"Horrible, breathing feels impossible and I am exhausted on my legs with my arms feeling numb. My heart is also pounding like hell and to add on my mouth tastes funny." He explains.

"Well do you need anything? Water, juice, food?" Fizzy asks

She's so thoughtful.

"N-no thanks I'm good." He says

"Do you remember what happened?" I ask him

"Not really. Only when my car hit the lake and my lower body was getting soaked then... then everything went black." Louis explains

I blink a tear down, it sounds terrible.

"We got on the plane and came as soon as we got the call ,but Dan couldn't leave work." I tell him.

"That's alright. Thanks for being here I appreciate it." He says

The room goes silent once more.

"I missed you guys." Louis speaks changing the subject.

"We all missed you" I say

"Yeah everyday" Lottie adds

"Me too." Daisy says and Phoebe nods.

"You're my girls." He smiles before looking down at his hand which picks at the thick white blanket, " so how did you do on The Outsiders Test for English?" he asks.

"Great I got an A+ with extra credit." Fizzy boasts

"That a girl how about you Lot did you get a good grade on your math test?"

"I got a B..." She says a little disappointed

"That's fine. Math is a effed up subject anyways. Half of the time in life you won't need it, you tried your best." He jokingly encourages making me chuckle.

"So Daisy, Phoebe how did the dance recital go?"

"Good we didn't even mess up." Phoebe explains

"Yep and we got a trophy." Daisy smiles.

"Wow you think you can teach me?"

The two giggle and both shake their heads as a no. I smile studying his expression. I know that they're catching up ,but I still want some answers.

"Um girls can you give me and Louis a second." I request.

They all nod and I set Phoebe down holding the door open and kissing all four of their foreheads as they walk out into the hallway and down the hall. I sigh closing the door slowly and take off my jacket to put over the arm chair. Walking towards Louis he turns his head slightly.

"I'm in trouble aren't I." He says quickly.

"I haven't even spoken Louis." I reason a bit annoyed, he's somewhat right.

"Well go ahead, what do you want to talk about."

I put my fold my arms shifting on one foot. This isn't going to be easy.

"What happened." I say going right to the point.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean what happened that caused the accident."

He sighs looking down, "I don't want to talk about it."

What? No. "You don't want to talk about it. Louis I could have lost you and I would like to know why." I say sternly yet quite

"Mum I said I don't want to talk about it."

"Louis William Tomlinson, you better answer me. I am not taking any bullshit from anyone tonight especially you. It has been a long night for everyone." I press

"Mother I said no."

"Did you try to kill yourself Louis?" I ask scared, a lump gets in my throat as I swallow hard watching him stare down avoiding my question.

Why would he do such a thing? Yet I don't have an answer..okay then.

"Did some stupid Larry shipper say something to you?" I ask

"No, it's not that. Just leave it okay." He sighs adjusting himself.

"No, I will not just leave it."

"Will you just understand that I don't want to tell you."

"Is it because of Eleanor... is grief causing you to be this way. That you possibly can not live without her ,because I can understand Louis. " I conclude

"Mum I don't want to say...not now."

"I am your mother, don't hide away from me... please. The last thing I need is for you to hide away from me. Please open up and tell me...please." I beg letting a couple tears fall.

"Oh God mother please don't cry." He begs

"Then tell me why."

"I will just not now okay. Please understand.." He begs looking tired.

"Okay fine ,but when..." I ask rubbing his arm

"I will tell you on the day of..of Eleanor's funeral." He says struggling to say his lost companion's name.

My heart feels like it is bleeding at the though of him briefing so hard.

"Okay sweetie." I say bending down to kiss his forehead, "Promise?" I ask putting my pinky up.

"Promise." he says weakly locking his pinky with mine.

"I love you." I coo softly.

Louis lays his head down and closes his eyes as I wait for a reply. Everything is silent accept for the beeping.

"Louis?" I ask getting a bit worried, the beeping stops and makes one sound only. A "Beeeeeeeeeeeep" sound. Putting my hand over my mouth my heart rate increases.

"Louis? Wake up...Louis come on now don't do this." I say panicking as I shake my son.

"Louis wake up please! Don't die! Don't you dare leave me, please!" I cry yelling.

All of a sudden the door is opened by a group of nurses and one doctor.

"Please help him his he's not breathing and his hear has stopped." I beg

"We will do what we can now please take a step outside ma'am." the nurse informs me.

"What no!" I fight back as I watch them hook Louis' arms into all kind of machines.

"Ma'am please take a step outside we are going to need him to attend the Emergency Room as soon as possible." She says

What? Emergency room? Oh Lord have mercy.

I reluctantly walk outside into the hall crying even more, I see a doctor walking down towards me.

I rush in front of him. "Will her be okay?!" I ask crying

"We will do what we can ma'am please wait out here." He says

"What no can't you give me a mask and gloves so I be there with him?" I ask

"Sorry ma'am that is not how it works. We will try to save his life as much as we can. But you must wait out here." He informs me.

"Fine. Just don't let him die..please" I cry

"He's in code blue!" I hear a lady say turning around to see my soon being rolled out into the hallway towards the double doors that have E.R. writing up ahead.

The doctor rushes past me, "Go ,go!" He yells as they get further and futher away from me.

I watch as my baby boy is carried away , "Mummy loves you! I do, I really do...I always will.." I cry yelling as the doors close before me.

I drop to my knees alone in the hospital hallway.

"I can't lose him, he's my everything. I should have been here ever since . It's my fault. All of it is me. Now I'm here in a hospital waiting for results praying that my first born, first son, only son is alive and well. What will I do when he is gone, my heart feels so heavy and uneven without him. I waited for him to reply the three words I had said ,but he never did. Instead God decided to take him away from me. " I rest on the cold floors shivering with depression as I cry more sniffling.

"Why, why take him now. It's so..soon and sudden. If he dies, I die. I am nothing without him, nothing at all. When I had him as a newborn he was so strong and healthy, why not now?Why give up on mummy? Yet it's all my fault." I rest my head on the walls closing my eyes beaten.

"I'm sorry baby boy." I whisper.



Louis' P.O.V

I blink my eyes open slowly feeling warm wind blow slowly upon my skin causing goosebumps. I look around seeing that I'm in a woods like away with a few animals around as well as a pond.

"Louis.." I hear someone call softly.

Turning around my heart skips a beat as I see the most beautiful woman I had ever set my eyes upon. My love that I had lost terrible is across from me leaning against a tree. Her name? Eleanor Jane Calder.

Notes

Hi everyone, I hope you liked the update. Comment your feelings and thoughts, would you like another update? What do you think about Louis being dead? Did you cry...sowwy.

What Johannah wore-http://www.polyvore.com/johannahs_outfit/set?id=104879749

Links are in the purple words!

The songs for this chapter-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjkG82EBFAE & http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpQFFLBMEPI

Called "Cry" by Alexx and "Just Give Me A Reason" by PINK.

Comments

@Sameria
Yea

Bipolar Bipolar
3/21/15

@Bipolar
Really!? Aw ilsym :) Thank you!

Yeezy Yeezy
3/21/15

OK ok look

I personally think that instead of publishing that piece of shit 'after' they should publish this (maybe with different characters)

Bipolar Bipolar
3/21/15

Next chapter more drama? Wow. This chapter was drama filled. I can't imagine what's next.

LTStyles92 LTStyles92
7/30/14

Update


Mrs_Tommo53 Mrs_Tommo53
7/25/14