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FInding Love

New York City

Makeila's P.O.V:

"WAKE UP!!!" I open my eyes to see Kelsey's face only about 3 inches away from mine.

"Get off of me, and what time is it?" "Its only 6am, but I thought we could both use the extra "prep" time this morning!"

I decide it would be nice to take a little longer bettering my image, considering we might be meeting someone famous. So I slowly leave the warm blankets, and make my way to the bathroom to take a shower. My mind is being consumed by this dream I had just before I woke up... ~Dream~
I was in an outdoor area with people arriving, and i guess it was a party because I was greeting them. As i was greeting people, i caught sight of my old boyfriends mom. I guess we were really close because I went up to here and hugged her and started talking with her. Nick, my old boyfriend, and i were awkwardly avoiding each other until i just decided to grab his hand and told him we needed to talk before dragging him off to my room. After talking i realized that I missed him alot, so as i was leaving I walked up to him and kissed him. I had to leave so i started walking away only to turn around to wave one last time. All I saw was him kissing another girl...not any girl, Kelsey. ~End Dream~

My mind replays Nick and Kelsey kissing...It breaks my heart ever time i remember that dream. Sometimes i feel like dreams are the worse because they seem so real. But once awaken, can haunt your mind and thoughts for god knows how long.

Dreams serve as windows to your subconscious and reveal secret feelings. Obviously my dream was reminding me of my pain i felt with all of my past relationships, and preparing my mindset for when I meet One Direction today.

After relaxing my mind and body with a hot shower i contemplate what "look" i was going for today. I looked over and kelsey who was already dressed . She always looked so perfectly put together.

I decided to go for a more casual yet dressy type look, i mean we are going to be in New York City. After about 3 different outfit choices i finally settled on this.

So at about 8am we headed off into the big city. Once we found some parking we decided to walk over to Starbucks to grab some coffee. Kelsey ordered a Carmel Cream Frap, and I ordered a Peppermint cookie crumble with green tea because i was in need of sugar, lots of sugar.

By the time we finished our Starbucks and window shopping it was already 9:30 so we ended up heading to the hotel where the boys were going to be staying.

Kelsey's P.O.V:

As Makeila and I were standing there with a few other directioners (I assume the huge mob will come later) I decide to test her on the Harry subject.

I just start off by casually asking her "So....who are you most excited to see? because i know im excited to see Niall!!"

"
Umm...I dont really have a favorite, so i guess all of them" She replies with a moment of hesitation

I know shes lying to me because when she lies she does this think with her fingers, like shes trying to push blood back into them, but i don't really feel like getting into a fight with her in public so I just leave the subject alone.

I know why she has a hard time putting herself out there. I also know she swore she would never love again, and i think thats a terrible thing to say because love is what makes life worth living. I worry about her sometimes, i've seen scratches and scars on her wrists over the past couple of years, not to mention after her bad break up with Justin I found her sitting in the bathroom crying her eyes out with a bottle of pills with her. I've never actually brought it up since...its been kind of like a taboo subject to her.

Actually alot of things are taboo with her. LIke whenever someone will mention anything to do with her love life, or self harm, or suicidal subjects she just tenses up and makes any excuse to leave the conversation. I felt scared for her a lot, but it makes me feel better that we are living together now because I can be there for her when she needs me.

"Kelsey? Are you okay?" I look up to see Makeila with a worried look on her face.

"Yeah, sorry, i was just thinking." i reply "Oh? what about?" she asks, still looking at me. Obviously she looking for an answer through my face.

"What do you think?" I answer with a huge smile spreading across my face. "One Direction of corse!" I lie to her.

She nods and looks back at her phone. I look around suddenly realizing how many people have already begun to file in. There must already be at least 200 girls here. I look at my phone to check the time, and One Direction is suppose to be here in less than 30 min. Lucky Makeila and I got a fantastic spot in front of the whole crowd of screaming girls, we will most certainly be able to see them. But hopefully we could steal a picture with them.

I grab Makeila's hand, causing her to look at me funny. But all I do is smile at her and yell, "Only 15 min left! Just let go of all your worries and have a little adventure! We are here for some fun!"

She is silent for about a minute. During this minute it looks like her is having a mind battle with herself, but ends up responding "I know and i'm ready to let go of my stresses for a while!" with a smirky type look on her face. Its kinda weird to see Makeila like this because she's like a whole new person, but i think we both are going to like her better this way.

Just as i'm finishing my thought a black limo drives up and the girls around us go wild! They all file out of the car, making there way over to us fans; signing pieces of paper and taking pictures. They are taking their time with the fans, so this gives us more time to take a picture with us.

I have to admit i'm going crazy inside, but I want to contain it so i don't come across as a crazy fan girl. I feel Makeila's hand tense up and i can tell she's holding in the sam excitement I am. We both watch as they slowly make there way over to us....Well here goes nothing!

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