that day...
Chapter 4
*MYAS POV CONTINUED...*
I picked my phone up hoping Niall wouldn't read the message over my shoulder
From MUM: LOOK YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU HAVE 24hrs TO GET YOU ASS HOME !!! IF NOT I WILL GO FIND YOU I KNEW WHERE YOU ARE EVERY LITTLE RUNNAWAY GOES TO CALIFORNIA!!! -dad
To MUM: YOU ASSHOLE IM AN ADULT NOW AND YOU CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!! DO NOT COME FIND ME !! I DONT WANT TO GO BACK SO YOU CAN JUST ABUSE
ME AND TOUCH ME AGAIN!
From MUM: AWW THE LITTLE GIRL DOESNT WANT TO BE TOUCHED !!! DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE???? YEAH WELL I DONT GIVE A SHIT! YOU HAVE 24hrs ;)
I could feel the tears coming down my face.
I soon i realized i was leaning on Niall and i didnt want him to know what just happened
So i shot right up and turned around, wiped my tears away only to hear...
"Mya whats wrong? why are you crying?? please stop!" i can tell he was worried but why would he worry he just met me!
"Nothing i just need some time to be alone please?" i was calm
"okay sure but stop crying please" he was caring and his blue eyes stared into mine and i was melting.
*NIALLS POV*
I saw her tears and of course i worried right away.
She didnt want to talk to me i could tell.
But why what did i do?!?!
i was thinking ..she started walking and i said finally.
"Mya do want to come over to my place tonight?" i exitedly asked
"ummmmm sure" she seemed unsure
"okay here I'll give you my number and address" i handed her a piece of paper with my info on it.
"Please call me if you need anything please or if you just want to talk!"
"okay Niall i have to got now"
"wait I'll pick you up at 6:30pm?"
"NO! We can meet here in front of IHOP and then I'll leave with you." she instantly replyed
"umm sure okay yeah see you later" i smiled
she smiled and left
I walked back to my table and what do you know the boys asked me questions like crazy!
"Why did she have blood on her sleeve?" Zayn was worried
"What happened why did she leave" Liam kindly asked
"Wow She dumped you on your first date!!!" Harry, what an ass
"What did you guys talk about?" Lou was worried.
"JUST SHUT UP I NEED TIME TO THINK AND HARRY YOU ASSHOLE SHE DID NOT DUMP ME !!!!" i yelled and everything got silent.
I got up put money on the table and walked out of there
I went to my hotel
NO WAY!!
i see Mya checking into the hotel!
"Mya!! what are you doing here i thought you had an apartment??" i smiled
"Oh God" she whispered under here breath..my smile did t last long
"Look Niall please i thought i said i needed time!" she said calmly
"I know but this is my hotel! look at the paper i gave you!"
She pulled the paper out
"Oh yeah i guess i forgot" a slight smile appeared on her beautiful face
"well i guess I'll see you at IHOP later." she eagerly said.
"well now that we are in the same hotel we can just meet in the lobby" i said happily
"Okay yeah sure" theres her smile!
i got lost on her eyes and then said "bye"
i got my room key and went up to my room.
*MYAS POV*
Okay so why does he keep trying? He saw me with a blade to my skin! Why would he try to be with a piece of shit!
I went to my room and turn back
WHAT THE FUCK!!! HES ON THE SAME FLOOR AS ME!!!
I ran into my room before he could see me.
i tossed my stuff on my bed and went to wash my face.
My phone started to ring
Oh God i hope it didnt say MUM
it didnt ! i was relieved but it was a number i didnt know..
"hello?"
"Mya?"
"yes? whose this??"
"Its Liam!!"
"oh my god sorry Liam i didnt recognize your voice!!"
"its okay and you dont have my number so i probably scared you huh?"
i giggled "yeah you did! anyway whats up?"
silence
"I need to talk to you about Niall"
"Niall? what about him?"
"I think he likes you a lot" he was calm
"Like me?!? HE JUST MET ME?? PLUS WHY WOULD HE WANT A UGLY PEICE OF SHIT LIKE ME?!?!"
*LIAMS POV*
Why would she call herself ugly? And piece of shit?
I was confused.
"Mya dont say that about yourself" i said calmly
"Why not its true Liam!!"
"okay what happened in the bathroom" i was curious
"Something that i DONT want to talk about"
"okay okay" i clearly could tell she was upset"
"Mya?"
"yeah? Look sorry i didnt mean to blow up like that" she said apologizing
"do you believe in love at first sight?" i asked
"What?" she seemed confused
"do you believe in love at first sight??" i repeated myself
"NO! i dont believe in love at all especially in someone loving ME" she was sad about something..but what?
"well Mya i think thats what happened with you and Niall!"
"What no it didnt !!"
"So your gna tell me you didnt feel nothing with him today??"
"It doesn't matter how i feel ! No one could ever love me!!"
shes insecure about herself.
"please i haven't seen Niall fall for a girl this hard since for ever!"
" well we are gna hang out tonight ! i guess I'll give him a chance"
"okay thank you"
"yeah bye"
"bye"
Okay i needed to tell Niall out conversation!
So I go to his room and talk to him about everything
*NIALLS POV*
"I cant believe Mya is really insecure about herself! I guess that explains the bathroom." i was shocked! Shes so beautiful and nice and funny!
"Niall what happened in the bathroom today??" Liam was curious
"I found her on the bathroom floor with a blade to her skin..she had already cut 3 times im sure if i wasnt there she would have done it more times" i was on the verge of tears
"Niall please dont cry!" Liam always the kind one
"Look i dont know what to do! i just met her and i feel likeI've known her forever!" i said eagerly
"Yeah mate i can tell" he was calm about all of this
"well i better get ready for tonight" i smiled
"yeah okay bye mate" liam waved goodbye and was out
my door
Okay i said "i have to dress nice but comfortable"
it was 5:30 perfect time to take a shower and get ready
I got out the shower it was 5:45 "perfect"said slipping my boxers on
I wore a white t-shirt my jeans and converse i was ready it was 6 ..just needed to relax and wait now.
*MYAS POV*
okay okay its 5:25 i need to get ready!
I hopped in the shower
When i got out the shower it was 5:45 "great" i said as i put my clothes on
i brushed my hair out and just let my hair down
when i was ready it was 6:20
"woop i better get downstairs now" i giggles and walked out the door.
As soon as i got closed my door i felt a hand on my shoulder...
I picked my phone up hoping Niall wouldn't read the message over my shoulder
From MUM: LOOK YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU HAVE 24hrs TO GET YOU ASS HOME !!! IF NOT I WILL GO FIND YOU I KNEW WHERE YOU ARE EVERY LITTLE RUNNAWAY GOES TO CALIFORNIA!!! -dad
To MUM: YOU ASSHOLE IM AN ADULT NOW AND YOU CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!! DO NOT COME FIND ME !! I DONT WANT TO GO BACK SO YOU CAN JUST ABUSE
ME AND TOUCH ME AGAIN!
From MUM: AWW THE LITTLE GIRL DOESNT WANT TO BE TOUCHED !!! DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE???? YEAH WELL I DONT GIVE A SHIT! YOU HAVE 24hrs ;)
I could feel the tears coming down my face.
I soon i realized i was leaning on Niall and i didnt want him to know what just happened
So i shot right up and turned around, wiped my tears away only to hear...
"Mya whats wrong? why are you crying?? please stop!" i can tell he was worried but why would he worry he just met me!
"Nothing i just need some time to be alone please?" i was calm
"okay sure but stop crying please" he was caring and his blue eyes stared into mine and i was melting.
*NIALLS POV*
I saw her tears and of course i worried right away.
She didnt want to talk to me i could tell.
But why what did i do?!?!
i was thinking ..she started walking and i said finally.
"Mya do want to come over to my place tonight?" i exitedly asked
"ummmmm sure" she seemed unsure
"okay here I'll give you my number and address" i handed her a piece of paper with my info on it.
"Please call me if you need anything please or if you just want to talk!"
"okay Niall i have to got now"
"wait I'll pick you up at 6:30pm?"
"NO! We can meet here in front of IHOP and then I'll leave with you." she instantly replyed
"umm sure okay yeah see you later" i smiled
she smiled and left
I walked back to my table and what do you know the boys asked me questions like crazy!
"Why did she have blood on her sleeve?" Zayn was worried
"What happened why did she leave" Liam kindly asked
"Wow She dumped you on your first date!!!" Harry, what an ass
"What did you guys talk about?" Lou was worried.
"JUST SHUT UP I NEED TIME TO THINK AND HARRY YOU ASSHOLE SHE DID NOT DUMP ME !!!!" i yelled and everything got silent.
I got up put money on the table and walked out of there
I went to my hotel
NO WAY!!
i see Mya checking into the hotel!
"Mya!! what are you doing here i thought you had an apartment??" i smiled
"Oh God" she whispered under here breath..my smile did t last long
"Look Niall please i thought i said i needed time!" she said calmly
"I know but this is my hotel! look at the paper i gave you!"
She pulled the paper out
"Oh yeah i guess i forgot" a slight smile appeared on her beautiful face
"well i guess I'll see you at IHOP later." she eagerly said.
"well now that we are in the same hotel we can just meet in the lobby" i said happily
"Okay yeah sure" theres her smile!
i got lost on her eyes and then said "bye"
i got my room key and went up to my room.
*MYAS POV*
Okay so why does he keep trying? He saw me with a blade to my skin! Why would he try to be with a piece of shit!
I went to my room and turn back
WHAT THE FUCK!!! HES ON THE SAME FLOOR AS ME!!!
I ran into my room before he could see me.
i tossed my stuff on my bed and went to wash my face.
My phone started to ring
Oh God i hope it didnt say MUM
it didnt ! i was relieved but it was a number i didnt know..
"hello?"
"Mya?"
"yes? whose this??"
"Its Liam!!"
"oh my god sorry Liam i didnt recognize your voice!!"
"its okay and you dont have my number so i probably scared you huh?"
i giggled "yeah you did! anyway whats up?"
silence
"I need to talk to you about Niall"
"Niall? what about him?"
"I think he likes you a lot" he was calm
"Like me?!? HE JUST MET ME?? PLUS WHY WOULD HE WANT A UGLY PEICE OF SHIT LIKE ME?!?!"
*LIAMS POV*
Why would she call herself ugly? And piece of shit?
I was confused.
"Mya dont say that about yourself" i said calmly
"Why not its true Liam!!"
"okay what happened in the bathroom" i was curious
"Something that i DONT want to talk about"
"okay okay" i clearly could tell she was upset"
"Mya?"
"yeah? Look sorry i didnt mean to blow up like that" she said apologizing
"do you believe in love at first sight?" i asked
"What?" she seemed confused
"do you believe in love at first sight??" i repeated myself
"NO! i dont believe in love at all especially in someone loving ME" she was sad about something..but what?
"well Mya i think thats what happened with you and Niall!"
"What no it didnt !!"
"So your gna tell me you didnt feel nothing with him today??"
"It doesn't matter how i feel ! No one could ever love me!!"
shes insecure about herself.
"please i haven't seen Niall fall for a girl this hard since for ever!"
" well we are gna hang out tonight ! i guess I'll give him a chance"
"okay thank you"
"yeah bye"
"bye"
Okay i needed to tell Niall out conversation!
So I go to his room and talk to him about everything
*NIALLS POV*
"I cant believe Mya is really insecure about herself! I guess that explains the bathroom." i was shocked! Shes so beautiful and nice and funny!
"Niall what happened in the bathroom today??" Liam was curious
"I found her on the bathroom floor with a blade to her skin..she had already cut 3 times im sure if i wasnt there she would have done it more times" i was on the verge of tears
"Niall please dont cry!" Liam always the kind one
"Look i dont know what to do! i just met her and i feel likeI've known her forever!" i said eagerly
"Yeah mate i can tell" he was calm about all of this
"well i better get ready for tonight" i smiled
"yeah okay bye mate" liam waved goodbye and was out
my door
Okay i said "i have to dress nice but comfortable"
it was 5:30 perfect time to take a shower and get ready
I got out the shower it was 5:45 "perfect"said slipping my boxers on
I wore a white t-shirt my jeans and converse i was ready it was 6 ..just needed to relax and wait now.
*MYAS POV*
okay okay its 5:25 i need to get ready!
I hopped in the shower
When i got out the shower it was 5:45 "great" i said as i put my clothes on
i brushed my hair out and just let my hair down
when i was ready it was 6:20
"woop i better get downstairs now" i giggles and walked out the door.
As soon as i got closed my door i felt a hand on my shoulder...
12/2/13