that day...
Chapter 34
*NIALLS POV*
When i walked downstairs I saw Mya and Hanna talking so instead i stopped in my tracks and listened.
"..It may be hard to believe but I'm just like you" Hanna sounded sober now.
What the fuck
"How?" I know Mya and she was nervous for the answer
"Because Im just as broken as you." Yeah sure she is
"are you lying to me?" Mya still is nervous..
"No im not I've had a fucked up life too..My family really wasn't there for me when I was little and I would be their punching bag.."
I did not see that coming. But something tells me shes lying. I dont know.
"How can I believe you when all you have done is hurt me?" Its like Mya reads my thoughts.
"Im not expecting you to believe me ..I know you won't but I just needed to tell you that." Huh?
"Finish your story...." Really Mya..Shes really going to listen to this bullshit?
"Well I had enough..At first i was an innocent girl i swear but i had enoug h and I started drinking and doing drugs and late parties...But that didnt get their attention. Its like i was invisible to them you know?" Hanna needs to leave now. I dont belive this shit.
So I walked downstairs and stood in front of them.
Mya looked shocked and Hanna looked like she saw this coming.
"Hanna you need to leave now." My voice was firm and serious.
"Just let her stay the night..." Mya sounded exausted
Hanna looked at Mya with the same expressiom as mine...shocked.
"No Mya you need to rest and she needs to leave!" I glared at Hanna
"I know...but just let her stay tonight." She really was being calm and understanding after all the crap Hanna put her through.
I finally gave in. "Fine but you leave in the morning." Hanna nodded in agreement.
"Are you going to bed with me now?" I asked innocently
"Yeah...goodnight Hanna sleep well" she gave Hanna a lazy smile
We walked up to our room and she layed down next to me.
"Are you okay princess?" She's been exausted before but this is a different type of exausted. Its like shes emotionally drained.
"Im fine" was all she said.
I cupped her chin in my hand and faced her to me. "No your not babe"
"Yeah I am" she gave me that lazy smile
"Please let me be here for you..I love you." She had small tears streamkng down her face now. I sat us both up and hugged her.
She cried into my chest for a little before she spoke up.
"I don't know if I can do this anymore..." she was sobbing.
Those were the words I was scared of hearing
"Why? What do you mean?" I hope its not what I think.
"Us" no.. please no
"Why? We are perfect for eachother I love you Mya!" Im on the verge of tears now.
"Ni look at us. We are completely different." My tears fell now.
"So what? You love me dont you?" She looked unsure.. my tears are falling harder.
"After all we have been through...you dont love me."
I got up and left the house. I can't stand this.
I decided to go a bar. I really dont drink but fuck it I am tonight.
I was crying the whole way to the bar .
I got to the bar and sat there just thinking and crying...
Should I do this? Yeah.
Walking into the bar someone accidently spilled their beer on me. Great I smell like beer now.
I went and sat down at the bar..they gave me a beer.
And here it comes..all these thoughts.
How can she not love me? We are enganged..shes pregnant.
I love her eith all my heart and I won't stop.
I should go back. Nah maybe a few more drinks.
Its 3 am now and i have had like 8 beers and 3 shots.
I cant go home now. I started to doze off in the car.
*MYAS POV*
When he asked me if I loved him I didnt know what to say anymore..
When het got up and left I wanted to go after him and hug him
Tell him that I do love him.
Because truth is I really do love him. Im just really afraid.
I forgot Hanna was downstairs. So i went to go check on her.
Sure enough shes fast asleep.
I decided to call Liam hes really the only one I can talk to.
~ring ring~
"Hello Mya? Its 2 am whats wrong?" He sounded sleepy. Of course he is duh.
"Can you come over please?"
"Yeah sure whats wrong?"
"I jjst need to talk please?"
"Okay Im on my way.."
we hung up and 20 minutes later hes here.
I opened the door for him amd once he saw Hanna on the couch..
"What the fuck is she doing here!?!?!" I knew this was coming
"She just needed a place to crash" i said calmly
"Wheres Niall cuz I know he wouldnt approve of this!"
"He left.."
"Where?" We are walking up to the room now
"I actually dont know.." i tried to hold my tears back..but not use. They fell.
"Mya...what happened?"
We sat on the bed and explained what happened
"Mya you know he loves you! You love him!"
"I know this but Im afraid." He had worry written all over his face.
"Mya you are the best thing that has ever happened to him and he is the best thing that has ever happened to you!!"
"I know this..but we are so different!!"
"Name one."
"He is famous and rich and Im just a small broken girl."
He was serious now. ..more than ever
"Thats what makes you guys perfect..you complete each other!"
Those words really stuck to me now.
Just as I was about to speak the phone rang
"Shits its going to wake Hanna up.." i rushed out the room
"So fuck Hanna.." Liam was behind me
"Liammmm." I glared at him
i picked up the phone
"Hello...what?!?! ...where?...okay Im on my way thank you officer."
"What the hell was that about? " Liam looked worried.
"Niall is drunk wandering around screaming for me. And hes disturbing other people." The fact that he was yelling for me ...that hurt.
And he was drunk? He never gets drunk. Ever.
"Im coming with you." His tone was firm.
"Okay.."
We walked out and started driving to Ni.
When i walked downstairs I saw Mya and Hanna talking so instead i stopped in my tracks and listened.
"..It may be hard to believe but I'm just like you" Hanna sounded sober now.
What the fuck
"How?" I know Mya and she was nervous for the answer
"Because Im just as broken as you." Yeah sure she is
"are you lying to me?" Mya still is nervous..
"No im not I've had a fucked up life too..My family really wasn't there for me when I was little and I would be their punching bag.."
I did not see that coming. But something tells me shes lying. I dont know.
"How can I believe you when all you have done is hurt me?" Its like Mya reads my thoughts.
"Im not expecting you to believe me ..I know you won't but I just needed to tell you that." Huh?
"Finish your story...." Really Mya..Shes really going to listen to this bullshit?
"Well I had enough..At first i was an innocent girl i swear but i had enoug h and I started drinking and doing drugs and late parties...But that didnt get their attention. Its like i was invisible to them you know?" Hanna needs to leave now. I dont belive this shit.
So I walked downstairs and stood in front of them.
Mya looked shocked and Hanna looked like she saw this coming.
"Hanna you need to leave now." My voice was firm and serious.
"Just let her stay the night..." Mya sounded exausted
Hanna looked at Mya with the same expressiom as mine...shocked.
"No Mya you need to rest and she needs to leave!" I glared at Hanna
"I know...but just let her stay tonight." She really was being calm and understanding after all the crap Hanna put her through.
I finally gave in. "Fine but you leave in the morning." Hanna nodded in agreement.
"Are you going to bed with me now?" I asked innocently
"Yeah...goodnight Hanna sleep well" she gave Hanna a lazy smile
We walked up to our room and she layed down next to me.
"Are you okay princess?" She's been exausted before but this is a different type of exausted. Its like shes emotionally drained.
"Im fine" was all she said.
I cupped her chin in my hand and faced her to me. "No your not babe"
"Yeah I am" she gave me that lazy smile
"Please let me be here for you..I love you." She had small tears streamkng down her face now. I sat us both up and hugged her.
She cried into my chest for a little before she spoke up.
"I don't know if I can do this anymore..." she was sobbing.
Those were the words I was scared of hearing
"Why? What do you mean?" I hope its not what I think.
"Us" no.. please no
"Why? We are perfect for eachother I love you Mya!" Im on the verge of tears now.
"Ni look at us. We are completely different." My tears fell now.
"So what? You love me dont you?" She looked unsure.. my tears are falling harder.
"After all we have been through...you dont love me."
I got up and left the house. I can't stand this.
I decided to go a bar. I really dont drink but fuck it I am tonight.
I was crying the whole way to the bar .
I got to the bar and sat there just thinking and crying...
Should I do this? Yeah.
Walking into the bar someone accidently spilled their beer on me. Great I smell like beer now.
I went and sat down at the bar..they gave me a beer.
And here it comes..all these thoughts.
How can she not love me? We are enganged..shes pregnant.
I love her eith all my heart and I won't stop.
I should go back. Nah maybe a few more drinks.
Its 3 am now and i have had like 8 beers and 3 shots.
I cant go home now. I started to doze off in the car.
*MYAS POV*
When he asked me if I loved him I didnt know what to say anymore..
When het got up and left I wanted to go after him and hug him
Tell him that I do love him.
Because truth is I really do love him. Im just really afraid.
I forgot Hanna was downstairs. So i went to go check on her.
Sure enough shes fast asleep.
I decided to call Liam hes really the only one I can talk to.
~ring ring~
"Hello Mya? Its 2 am whats wrong?" He sounded sleepy. Of course he is duh.
"Can you come over please?"
"Yeah sure whats wrong?"
"I jjst need to talk please?"
"Okay Im on my way.."
we hung up and 20 minutes later hes here.
I opened the door for him amd once he saw Hanna on the couch..
"What the fuck is she doing here!?!?!" I knew this was coming
"She just needed a place to crash" i said calmly
"Wheres Niall cuz I know he wouldnt approve of this!"
"He left.."
"Where?" We are walking up to the room now
"I actually dont know.." i tried to hold my tears back..but not use. They fell.
"Mya...what happened?"
We sat on the bed and explained what happened
"Mya you know he loves you! You love him!"
"I know this but Im afraid." He had worry written all over his face.
"Mya you are the best thing that has ever happened to him and he is the best thing that has ever happened to you!!"
"I know this..but we are so different!!"
"Name one."
"He is famous and rich and Im just a small broken girl."
He was serious now. ..more than ever
"Thats what makes you guys perfect..you complete each other!"
Those words really stuck to me now.
Just as I was about to speak the phone rang
"Shits its going to wake Hanna up.." i rushed out the room
"So fuck Hanna.." Liam was behind me
"Liammmm." I glared at him
i picked up the phone
"Hello...what?!?! ...where?...okay Im on my way thank you officer."
"What the hell was that about? " Liam looked worried.
"Niall is drunk wandering around screaming for me. And hes disturbing other people." The fact that he was yelling for me ...that hurt.
And he was drunk? He never gets drunk. Ever.
"Im coming with you." His tone was firm.
"Okay.."
We walked out and started driving to Ni.
12/2/13