-Late at njght at Nialls flat-
*MYAS POV*
So we got home and we had dinner.
As soon as we got in bed Ni fell asleep.
But i stayed awak wide awake.
So i went downstairs to get a glass of milk.
Then istarted thinking...and they werent good thoughts.
How am i goong to raise these babies.
they are going to have a depressed mother who cuts all the time because she thinks shes not good enough.
So what the fuck.
i started crying
i cant raise the kids. They need a good mother to look up to
Im not good enough.
i went to the bathroom and found my razor.
Thank god Ni hasnt found them because if he did then i dont know.
i decided to take a bath and just cut.
i stepped in the tub.
one cut..two cut...three...four..five..
the door opened
niall.

*Nialls Pov*
i rolled over to hug Mya but she wasnt there.
i woke up and neard the bath running
oh so there she is
i opened the door.
oh no please no.
"Mya.." i whispered but she heard.
i had tears in my eyes.
i walked over to next to the tub and sat there
i just looked into space whi,e holding her hand.
"Please say something Ni..Im sorry" she spoke up
"Why?" Was all i said.
"Ni i cant raise these babies they need a good mom and im not good enough ..im all depressed and a cutter."
"Youwknt be raising tjem alone and i love you i cant lose you Mya you are good enough." I kissed her
she just looked into my eyes
"Listen whenever you want to cut yourself i want you to take my arm and cut me as many times as you would to yourself." Tears were running down my face
"i could never hurt you like that ni" she was crying now.
"Exactly." Was all i said.

Notes

It sucked
i know im sorry
but i had time to spare (: