that day...
Chapter 1
Hi names Mya Foster I'm 18! Let me tell you a little about myself...
I was born in London and still live here. But I need a change of scenery, don't get me wrong I love London but I need to escape my home for a while to put things together. Two years ago I started to cut myself...my dad is abusive to me and my mum. i don't understand why she doesn't leave him. I get it she loves him but i don't get it, he hurts us every other day. My dad has also tried to touch me...its uncomfortable. I've tried to tell my mum but she doesn't believe shit! Everyday i come home to cry because aside from my problems at home...i get bullied at school. They say that I'm a whore or slut when i have never had a boyfriend. I know I'm ugly and stupid and worthless for anyone. Plus who would love a girl with scars? Thats what i thought. Now you know why i cut. I've tried committing suicide 3 times but failed each time. Well thats me worthless, daughter of an abuser, ugly, stupid little Mya Foster.
*FRIDAY MORNING*
It's 4:00 am and I'm telling myself 'Im gona do it..I'm gona leave this shitty place.'
I've been packing all night..I have my tickets..Im moving to California LA. I left a note on my mums door saying...
" Hi mum I hope you don't get mad at me but i need to leave this place & and don't ask why..you know exactly why.Please don't worry about me okay? Im going to be okay...i have enough money since i worked at the jewelry store. I already rented an apartment where Im going. Please don't look for me. It would mean a lot if you don't look for me. Okay bye i love you mum. xx Mya"
Oh my god just my luck. Its raining cats and dogs!!
I got a cab to take me to the airport. It takes 30 minutes to get there. On my way there i started thinking about everything. Im happy Im leaving. But feel sad that i left my mum alone with that horrible man. I didn't want to leave her but i had to do this. I was done. I kept thinking until a voice distracted me...
" Are you okay back there mam?" the driver asked
"yes why do u ask?"
" you look like your about to cry"
"oh well i don't like to get personal can you just please take me to the airport thanks"
"sure thing"
*AIRPORT*
Okay so the drive here was weird.
Well Im here now as soon as I settle in i hear the audio. " Flight 248 to California LA departure at 5:30 am .. 15 more minutes Group A please start boarding"
So thats me ..time to board this plane.
As soon as i got on i was nervous. It was my first time on a plane.
*CALIFORNIA*
I slept through most of the flight its now 2:30 pm CA time.
As soon as i got there i was lost so i got a cab from the airport to show me to my apartment.
I got to the apartment. It was very close to the airport. As soon as i got there my furniture had already been shipped and put there in MY place. I needed food. I hadn't ate since the flight so i was starving.
I was walking down the street and asked people what was a good place to eat around here. i asked a random person...
" Hi sir "
" Hi" he asked in confusion
"im sorry to bother you but im new in california do you know any good place to eat around here?"
"ummmm yes i think IHOP is a good place it right around the corner"
"okay thank you so much!" i said exited.
I was walking to IHOP then i dropped my ipod
i bent down to get it
as soon as i got back up i walked ..but my head was down.
I bumped into someone
i looked up
It was a boy with blonde hair. sparking blue eyes. a pretty smile. and he was well fit
"Hi Im Niall"
My eyes opened wide. I got lost in his eyes that i didnt relized it was THE Niall Horan.
"I-Im M-Mya"
I was born in London and still live here. But I need a change of scenery, don't get me wrong I love London but I need to escape my home for a while to put things together. Two years ago I started to cut myself...my dad is abusive to me and my mum. i don't understand why she doesn't leave him. I get it she loves him but i don't get it, he hurts us every other day. My dad has also tried to touch me...its uncomfortable. I've tried to tell my mum but she doesn't believe shit! Everyday i come home to cry because aside from my problems at home...i get bullied at school. They say that I'm a whore or slut when i have never had a boyfriend. I know I'm ugly and stupid and worthless for anyone. Plus who would love a girl with scars? Thats what i thought. Now you know why i cut. I've tried committing suicide 3 times but failed each time. Well thats me worthless, daughter of an abuser, ugly, stupid little Mya Foster.
*FRIDAY MORNING*
It's 4:00 am and I'm telling myself 'Im gona do it..I'm gona leave this shitty place.'
I've been packing all night..I have my tickets..Im moving to California LA. I left a note on my mums door saying...
" Hi mum I hope you don't get mad at me but i need to leave this place & and don't ask why..you know exactly why.Please don't worry about me okay? Im going to be okay...i have enough money since i worked at the jewelry store. I already rented an apartment where Im going. Please don't look for me. It would mean a lot if you don't look for me. Okay bye i love you mum. xx Mya"
Oh my god just my luck. Its raining cats and dogs!!
I got a cab to take me to the airport. It takes 30 minutes to get there. On my way there i started thinking about everything. Im happy Im leaving. But feel sad that i left my mum alone with that horrible man. I didn't want to leave her but i had to do this. I was done. I kept thinking until a voice distracted me...
" Are you okay back there mam?" the driver asked
"yes why do u ask?"
" you look like your about to cry"
"oh well i don't like to get personal can you just please take me to the airport thanks"
"sure thing"
*AIRPORT*
Okay so the drive here was weird.
Well Im here now as soon as I settle in i hear the audio. " Flight 248 to California LA departure at 5:30 am .. 15 more minutes Group A please start boarding"
So thats me ..time to board this plane.
As soon as i got on i was nervous. It was my first time on a plane.
*CALIFORNIA*
I slept through most of the flight its now 2:30 pm CA time.
As soon as i got there i was lost so i got a cab from the airport to show me to my apartment.
I got to the apartment. It was very close to the airport. As soon as i got there my furniture had already been shipped and put there in MY place. I needed food. I hadn't ate since the flight so i was starving.
I was walking down the street and asked people what was a good place to eat around here. i asked a random person...
" Hi sir "
" Hi" he asked in confusion
"im sorry to bother you but im new in california do you know any good place to eat around here?"
"ummmm yes i think IHOP is a good place it right around the corner"
"okay thank you so much!" i said exited.
I was walking to IHOP then i dropped my ipod
i bent down to get it
as soon as i got back up i walked ..but my head was down.
I bumped into someone
i looked up
It was a boy with blonde hair. sparking blue eyes. a pretty smile. and he was well fit
"Hi Im Niall"
My eyes opened wide. I got lost in his eyes that i didnt relized it was THE Niall Horan.
"I-Im M-Mya"
12/2/13