fighting for what we want
Chapter 11
Chapter 11
**Ruby POV**
When I saw Niall I just broke down. I couldn’t help myself. I remembered each and every second we ever spent together.
--Flashback—
**Ruby POV**
“Ms Jones, I would really like you to help Mr Horan”, my Spanish teacher begged me. “But Miss… I-”
“No buts Ms Jones. I want you to do after school tutoring, or he’ll have to be moved down a class. Look, I know you five are best friends and I can see that you and Niall are really close. I would hate to see you guys spilt up, he really is struggling.”
“Okay, Miss”.
*Later that day*
My doorbell rang and I rushed downstairs to answer it. My mum hasn’t been home for a while- something about a business trip. My dad walked out of us when I was 10. That’s why I had been crying the day I met Niall. Speak of the devil. When I opened the door it was Niall. “Hey, babe”, he said cheerfully. “Hey”, I said, pulling him into a hug. He pulled away and kissed me. Long and deeply. I pulled away and grabbed his hand, pulling him inside and closing the door. “You want something to eat?”, I asked him. “Of course I do”, he replied huskily while giving me a suggestive wink. I led him into the kitchen. “So, what do you want?”, I questioned him. He swiftly pinned me against the cupboard doors and secured my hands above my head. His eyes were full of lust and darkness. “You”, he growled before attacking my lips. I kissed him back in return and he like I had before, he swiped him tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I denied him. We were here to learn. He grabbed my arse which made me gasp. He quickly entered my mouth and explored the inside. He broke off my mouth and began kissing, licking and sucking my neck, trying to find my sweet spot. I let out an involuntary moan which told him he’d found it. “We. Have. Ohh. To. Mhmmmm. Tutor. Spanish.”, I tried to reason, in between moans. “It’s okay…. We have Dora”, he mumbled into my neck. When he was certain he had left a mark, he moved back to my lips. My phone rang and he cursed, frustrated that we were interrupted. I was silently celebrating; things were getting way to heated back there. If my phone hadn’t starting ringing, we- we would’ve, well, you know. I answered my phone with a shaky voice. “He-hello?”, I asked, she heated from our session. “Ruby?”, replied the voice. “Oh, h-hey Louis”. “Fucking Lewis…”, I only just heard Niall say under his breath. “Whatcha doing?”, Louis said. “Uhh, um, me and Niall were just uh, about to start studying”. “Yea, I’m sure”, he replied sarcastically and I heard giggling in the background. “Uhhh am I on loudspeaker?”, I asked. “Okay, gotta go now Ruby, bye!!!”, and he hung up. I stared down at my phone in disbelief. I placed my phone on the counter and looked back up at Niall. “Now… where were we?”, he asked, his voice deep and husky. He went to kiss me but I ducked out from under him and out of his reach. “Spanish”, I said simply and turned around. He growled and complained but I didn’t listen. We went upstairs, into my room and I flopped face down on the bed where my Spanish books were. He followed me and opened up his bag where he pulled out his Spanish book and threw it on the bed. “I don’t know why Miss wanted you to tutor me, I’m awesome at Spanish”, he complained. “Oh, yea right. That’s why you could be chucked out of our class”, I replied sarcastically. “Good point”. He thrust into me without mercy and I moaned in ecstasy. I quickly shook my head and gasped. Was that what I think it was? A s-sexual fantasy?When I was in the middle of getting him caught up with the rest of the class, I felt him staring at me. I looked up at him and gave a confused face. “What?”, I asked. He leaned in and kissed me, not as desperate as before, but gently. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes. He stroked my face. “Hi”, he said after a while. “Hey. You want some water?”, I asked. “Yes, please”.
I walked downstairs, into the kitchen and poured out two glasses. When I came back up to my room, he was nowhere to be found. “Niall?” I set the drinks down on the bedside table and looked around anxiously. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a dark figure. “BOO!” the yelled. I screamed and punched them in the stomach. “Argg”, they said. “OMG I’m so sorry, Niall”, I gushed. “No, don’t be, it was my fault”. He seemed to quickly recover and pinned me against the nearest wall. “Didn’t even hurt”, he said and winked at me. Oh no, his husky voice and lustful eyes were back. “Oh my god Niall!”, I complained. “Remember that… you’ll be screaming it later”. I gulped and felt a lump grow in my throat. “I-I--”, I stuttered. “Shhh, no need for words”. He kissed me hungrily and passionately. Like he needed more and more of me. I had only done this twice before and I’m still a bit nervous. We’ve never done it, so it feels like the first time. He lightly trailed his fingertips up my back, which made me shiver. He travelled his hands downwards and played with the elastic on my underwear. My breath hitched in my throat and I felt desire flush over me. I met his tongue and fought for dominance. I bit down on his bottom lip with made him break out a muffled groan. I fisted his hair and grazed his lip with my teeth. He groaned louder this time, so I knew he liked it rough. I pushed him on the bed and straddled him, not breaking the kiss. I have never wanted someone so badly in my entire life. He took off his shirt, only disrupting the kiss for two seconds before returning. I ran my fingers along his chest and abdomen, damn this boy was ripped! He lightly trailed his hands along my sides before starting to unbutton my blouse, leaving fiery trails behind him. He threw my shirt across the room and it landed in a crumpled pile in the far corner. He broke of the kiss and rolled me over so he was on top. “I wanna make you feel good’, he whispered in my ear while sliding down my jeans slowly. He left a trail of kisses from my lips, to my jawline to the base of my neck. He looked up at me for approval and I granted it. A broad smile spread across his face as his continued leading kisses down. He stopped at my hips and gently started rubbing the centre of my core through my underwear. I moaned loudly and he smirked. He rubbed harder and I threw my head back and a whimper escaped my lips. He slid down my underwear and threw them away. He kissed around my inner thighs before spreading my wetness around my folds. He found my clit and started be gently licking it, before sucking on it harshly. I let out a load moan and I felt him smirk. “Niall, please…”, I begged. “Please what?”, he said. “Please, don’t stop”. He smirked again. “Thought so”. He resumed his work and I closed my eyes, trying to forget everything but the pure pleasure I was experiencing. Just before I reached my climax I pushed him off and changed positions so I was on top of him. “Wait, what are you doing?”, he asked, confused. I winked at him and gave him a knowing smile before gently palming him through his jeans. “Ohhhhhhhh”, he let out. I chuckled and squeezed a little. I found pleasure in seeing him come apart because of me. He threw his head back and I saw him swallow.I gently undid his belt and rid him of his trousers. When I pulled his boxers down and his erection sprang free, I couldn’t help but gasp. He chuckled. I wrapped my hands around the base of his cock and blew on the head. “ohhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm”, he shivered. I licked the pre-cum off and took him in my mouth. “Ohhh Rubyyyyyy” I smiled and took as much as I could in. What I couldn’t reach with my mouth, I worked with my hands. “Fuckkkkk Rubyyyy” He fisted my hair and that made me moan, which sent vibrations up his body, almost sending him off the edge. Before he came, he grabbed me and pushed me down on the bed, I heard the ripping of wrapper and him swearing. He thrust into me and waited a little bit while I got used to his size. I nodded and he thrust deeper, harder which made me moan out in pleasure. “Fuckkkkkkkkk”, I screamed. “Say my name”, he ordered. “Fuck me, Niall!!!”. “That’s it, keep going”, he said. He continued to thrust into me, no longer showing any signs of mercy. He hoisted my leg up into the air and I fisted his hair and pulled slightly while he had a vice grip on my hips. I felt something building up inside me and I knew I close, by the way he was tensed up I could tell he wasn’t far off it. “Fuckkkk, Niall!!!!! I’m close!!!!!”, I yelled. “I know baby, me too”. I came all over his dick and he released his load into the condom. We were both either screaming profanities or each other’s names.
He collapsed on top of me and pulled out, panting vigorously. He pulled the conformer over us and looked at me with true concern in his eyes. “Are you okay?”, he breathed. I swallowed and nodded my head. “That was amazing, Niall”, I reassured him. He smiled and gently kissed me on the forehead. I rolled over and he wrapped his arms around my waist, wedging his face into the crook of my neck. “Goodnight Nialler”, I said sleepily. “Goodnight Ruby”, he replied. The just before I drifted off to sleep. “I love you”, he whispered. “I love you too”, I whispered back.
--Flashback Ends--
Remembering that only made it worse. I bawled and bawled. I thougth about how hard I fell for him. And what the voices made me do. I was terrible to him.
**Ruby POV**
When I saw Niall I just broke down. I couldn’t help myself. I remembered each and every second we ever spent together.
--Flashback—
**Ruby POV**
“Ms Jones, I would really like you to help Mr Horan”, my Spanish teacher begged me. “But Miss… I-”
“No buts Ms Jones. I want you to do after school tutoring, or he’ll have to be moved down a class. Look, I know you five are best friends and I can see that you and Niall are really close. I would hate to see you guys spilt up, he really is struggling.”
“Okay, Miss”.
*Later that day*
My doorbell rang and I rushed downstairs to answer it. My mum hasn’t been home for a while- something about a business trip. My dad walked out of us when I was 10. That’s why I had been crying the day I met Niall. Speak of the devil. When I opened the door it was Niall. “Hey, babe”, he said cheerfully. “Hey”, I said, pulling him into a hug. He pulled away and kissed me. Long and deeply. I pulled away and grabbed his hand, pulling him inside and closing the door. “You want something to eat?”, I asked him. “Of course I do”, he replied huskily while giving me a suggestive wink. I led him into the kitchen. “So, what do you want?”, I questioned him. He swiftly pinned me against the cupboard doors and secured my hands above my head. His eyes were full of lust and darkness. “You”, he growled before attacking my lips. I kissed him back in return and he like I had before, he swiped him tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I denied him. We were here to learn. He grabbed my arse which made me gasp. He quickly entered my mouth and explored the inside. He broke off my mouth and began kissing, licking and sucking my neck, trying to find my sweet spot. I let out an involuntary moan which told him he’d found it. “We. Have. Ohh. To. Mhmmmm. Tutor. Spanish.”, I tried to reason, in between moans. “It’s okay…. We have Dora”, he mumbled into my neck. When he was certain he had left a mark, he moved back to my lips. My phone rang and he cursed, frustrated that we were interrupted. I was silently celebrating; things were getting way to heated back there. If my phone hadn’t starting ringing, we- we would’ve, well, you know. I answered my phone with a shaky voice. “He-hello?”, I asked, she heated from our session. “Ruby?”, replied the voice. “Oh, h-hey Louis”. “Fucking Lewis…”, I only just heard Niall say under his breath. “Whatcha doing?”, Louis said. “Uhh, um, me and Niall were just uh, about to start studying”. “Yea, I’m sure”, he replied sarcastically and I heard giggling in the background. “Uhhh am I on loudspeaker?”, I asked. “Okay, gotta go now Ruby, bye!!!”, and he hung up. I stared down at my phone in disbelief. I placed my phone on the counter and looked back up at Niall. “Now… where were we?”, he asked, his voice deep and husky. He went to kiss me but I ducked out from under him and out of his reach. “Spanish”, I said simply and turned around. He growled and complained but I didn’t listen. We went upstairs, into my room and I flopped face down on the bed where my Spanish books were. He followed me and opened up his bag where he pulled out his Spanish book and threw it on the bed. “I don’t know why Miss wanted you to tutor me, I’m awesome at Spanish”, he complained. “Oh, yea right. That’s why you could be chucked out of our class”, I replied sarcastically. “Good point”. He thrust into me without mercy and I moaned in ecstasy. I quickly shook my head and gasped. Was that what I think it was? A s-sexual fantasy?When I was in the middle of getting him caught up with the rest of the class, I felt him staring at me. I looked up at him and gave a confused face. “What?”, I asked. He leaned in and kissed me, not as desperate as before, but gently. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes. He stroked my face. “Hi”, he said after a while. “Hey. You want some water?”, I asked. “Yes, please”.
I walked downstairs, into the kitchen and poured out two glasses. When I came back up to my room, he was nowhere to be found. “Niall?” I set the drinks down on the bedside table and looked around anxiously. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a dark figure. “BOO!” the yelled. I screamed and punched them in the stomach. “Argg”, they said. “OMG I’m so sorry, Niall”, I gushed. “No, don’t be, it was my fault”. He seemed to quickly recover and pinned me against the nearest wall. “Didn’t even hurt”, he said and winked at me. Oh no, his husky voice and lustful eyes were back. “Oh my god Niall!”, I complained. “Remember that… you’ll be screaming it later”. I gulped and felt a lump grow in my throat. “I-I--”, I stuttered. “Shhh, no need for words”. He kissed me hungrily and passionately. Like he needed more and more of me. I had only done this twice before and I’m still a bit nervous. We’ve never done it, so it feels like the first time. He lightly trailed his fingertips up my back, which made me shiver. He travelled his hands downwards and played with the elastic on my underwear. My breath hitched in my throat and I felt desire flush over me. I met his tongue and fought for dominance. I bit down on his bottom lip with made him break out a muffled groan. I fisted his hair and grazed his lip with my teeth. He groaned louder this time, so I knew he liked it rough. I pushed him on the bed and straddled him, not breaking the kiss. I have never wanted someone so badly in my entire life. He took off his shirt, only disrupting the kiss for two seconds before returning. I ran my fingers along his chest and abdomen, damn this boy was ripped! He lightly trailed his hands along my sides before starting to unbutton my blouse, leaving fiery trails behind him. He threw my shirt across the room and it landed in a crumpled pile in the far corner. He broke of the kiss and rolled me over so he was on top. “I wanna make you feel good’, he whispered in my ear while sliding down my jeans slowly. He left a trail of kisses from my lips, to my jawline to the base of my neck. He looked up at me for approval and I granted it. A broad smile spread across his face as his continued leading kisses down. He stopped at my hips and gently started rubbing the centre of my core through my underwear. I moaned loudly and he smirked. He rubbed harder and I threw my head back and a whimper escaped my lips. He slid down my underwear and threw them away. He kissed around my inner thighs before spreading my wetness around my folds. He found my clit and started be gently licking it, before sucking on it harshly. I let out a load moan and I felt him smirk. “Niall, please…”, I begged. “Please what?”, he said. “Please, don’t stop”. He smirked again. “Thought so”. He resumed his work and I closed my eyes, trying to forget everything but the pure pleasure I was experiencing. Just before I reached my climax I pushed him off and changed positions so I was on top of him. “Wait, what are you doing?”, he asked, confused. I winked at him and gave him a knowing smile before gently palming him through his jeans. “Ohhhhhhhh”, he let out. I chuckled and squeezed a little. I found pleasure in seeing him come apart because of me. He threw his head back and I saw him swallow.I gently undid his belt and rid him of his trousers. When I pulled his boxers down and his erection sprang free, I couldn’t help but gasp. He chuckled. I wrapped my hands around the base of his cock and blew on the head. “ohhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm”, he shivered. I licked the pre-cum off and took him in my mouth. “Ohhh Rubyyyyyy” I smiled and took as much as I could in. What I couldn’t reach with my mouth, I worked with my hands. “Fuckkkkk Rubyyyy” He fisted my hair and that made me moan, which sent vibrations up his body, almost sending him off the edge. Before he came, he grabbed me and pushed me down on the bed, I heard the ripping of wrapper and him swearing. He thrust into me and waited a little bit while I got used to his size. I nodded and he thrust deeper, harder which made me moan out in pleasure. “Fuckkkkkkkkk”, I screamed. “Say my name”, he ordered. “Fuck me, Niall!!!”. “That’s it, keep going”, he said. He continued to thrust into me, no longer showing any signs of mercy. He hoisted my leg up into the air and I fisted his hair and pulled slightly while he had a vice grip on my hips. I felt something building up inside me and I knew I close, by the way he was tensed up I could tell he wasn’t far off it. “Fuckkkk, Niall!!!!! I’m close!!!!!”, I yelled. “I know baby, me too”. I came all over his dick and he released his load into the condom. We were both either screaming profanities or each other’s names.
He collapsed on top of me and pulled out, panting vigorously. He pulled the conformer over us and looked at me with true concern in his eyes. “Are you okay?”, he breathed. I swallowed and nodded my head. “That was amazing, Niall”, I reassured him. He smiled and gently kissed me on the forehead. I rolled over and he wrapped his arms around my waist, wedging his face into the crook of my neck. “Goodnight Nialler”, I said sleepily. “Goodnight Ruby”, he replied. The just before I drifted off to sleep. “I love you”, he whispered. “I love you too”, I whispered back.
--Flashback Ends--
Remembering that only made it worse. I bawled and bawled. I thougth about how hard I fell for him. And what the voices made me do. I was terrible to him.
Notes
Okay so this chapter abosoulutely probably epicly failedddddd......oh wells. hope you like it anyways.
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penquin
9/24/13