
fighting for what we want
Chapter 8
**Harry POV**
What did she just say?!? Wait, what?!?
--Flashback--
She cupped my cheeked with one hand and stroked it with the other one. I sighed and my eyes fluttered closed, if only she knew what effect she had on me.
“Harry, Harry, Harry.” She tutted. “I’ve always known who you were, ever since you were born”, she said soothingly.
My eyes snapped open.
“What did you say?”
“Nothing, baby. Nothing”. She pulled me close to her face and our lips were almost touching. I was lost in her beautiful, blue eyes. “Nothing”, she repeated and pulled away, walking towards the kitchen.
--Flashback Ends--
When I looked into her eyes- it wasn't the same. It wasn't my Ruby. Who was this girl? I mean sure- they looked the same but- nah.... Although..... No, it can't be. I stood there- pondering my thoughts I never thought I would be in this situation. She was too beautiful. I had a pit of butterflies in my stomach when she was touching me.
**Louis POV**
I stared at Harry. With tears in my eyes. They almost kissed..... THEY ALMOST FUCKING KISSED!!!!! The tears that were threatening to spill before just poured out of me, like they were desperate to be the first ones out. I knew there would be many more to come. Zayn saw me and quickly rushed me into a hug.
"Hey, hey come on- no need for that", he whispered, stroking my back in a attempt to sooth me.
"He. Hates. Me. Doesn't. He?", I said inbetween sobs.
"No, no of course not. You know Harry- he's, he's-"
"What?"
"He's complicated"
"Z-Zayn?"
"Yes Louis?"
"W-what if I had never a-auditioned for X-factor? I-I never would h-have met Ha-- him. I wouldn't be feeling this broken, would I?"
He looked down with a dark look on his face. "Don't talk like that, Louis", he growled.
i was taken aback by his sudden change of mood. From comforting to angry. He looked up at me with fire in his eyes. I looked into them, they were almost black, which made a scary change from his normal colour. It frightened me to the bone and sent chills down my spine.
"Z-Zayn? Stop it. You're scaring me."
His expression softened and his eyes returned to normal.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. J-Just, never say that again."
"Okay"
"Promise?"
"I promise" Although in my head, I kept thinking how my life would be if I had never auditioned. And Zayn, I had never seen him this angry. And Harry, who the hell does he think he is? And Ruby, how dare she come back here?!? I glared at Harry and he felt it and looked at me. His expression was full of guilt and sorrow. My glare soffened and a smiled slightly. I know I should be absoulutely raging at him, or crying in a corner but- it was Harry. My Harry. I could never be mad at him for long in the past and today was no exception. He smiled broadly at me, flashing his deep dimples and he bright, emerald green eyes sparkled. That's all I needed. I felt a slightly uncomfortable bulge in my trousers and I was no longer mad. It didn't mean I wasn't still sad though.
What did she just say?!? Wait, what?!?
--Flashback--
She cupped my cheeked with one hand and stroked it with the other one. I sighed and my eyes fluttered closed, if only she knew what effect she had on me.
“Harry, Harry, Harry.” She tutted. “I’ve always known who you were, ever since you were born”, she said soothingly.
My eyes snapped open.
“What did you say?”
“Nothing, baby. Nothing”. She pulled me close to her face and our lips were almost touching. I was lost in her beautiful, blue eyes. “Nothing”, she repeated and pulled away, walking towards the kitchen.
--Flashback Ends--
When I looked into her eyes- it wasn't the same. It wasn't my Ruby. Who was this girl? I mean sure- they looked the same but- nah.... Although..... No, it can't be. I stood there- pondering my thoughts I never thought I would be in this situation. She was too beautiful. I had a pit of butterflies in my stomach when she was touching me.
**Louis POV**
I stared at Harry. With tears in my eyes. They almost kissed..... THEY ALMOST FUCKING KISSED!!!!! The tears that were threatening to spill before just poured out of me, like they were desperate to be the first ones out. I knew there would be many more to come. Zayn saw me and quickly rushed me into a hug.
"Hey, hey come on- no need for that", he whispered, stroking my back in a attempt to sooth me.
"He. Hates. Me. Doesn't. He?", I said inbetween sobs.
"No, no of course not. You know Harry- he's, he's-"
"What?"
"He's complicated"
"Z-Zayn?"
"Yes Louis?"
"W-what if I had never a-auditioned for X-factor? I-I never would h-have met Ha-- him. I wouldn't be feeling this broken, would I?"
He looked down with a dark look on his face. "Don't talk like that, Louis", he growled.
i was taken aback by his sudden change of mood. From comforting to angry. He looked up at me with fire in his eyes. I looked into them, they were almost black, which made a scary change from his normal colour. It frightened me to the bone and sent chills down my spine.
"Z-Zayn? Stop it. You're scaring me."
His expression softened and his eyes returned to normal.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. J-Just, never say that again."
"Okay"
"Promise?"
"I promise" Although in my head, I kept thinking how my life would be if I had never auditioned. And Zayn, I had never seen him this angry. And Harry, who the hell does he think he is? And Ruby, how dare she come back here?!? I glared at Harry and he felt it and looked at me. His expression was full of guilt and sorrow. My glare soffened and a smiled slightly. I know I should be absoulutely raging at him, or crying in a corner but- it was Harry. My Harry. I could never be mad at him for long in the past and today was no exception. He smiled broadly at me, flashing his deep dimples and he bright, emerald green eyes sparkled. That's all I needed. I felt a slightly uncomfortable bulge in my trousers and I was no longer mad. It didn't mean I wasn't still sad though.
Notes
Okay- I'm less pissed off now.I hate cauliflour. It knows why. It promised it wouldn't taste like absolute crap- it lied. I have never been lied to by cauliflour. Have you ever been lied to by cauliflour.
btw darlzz check out Not So Innocent, it is one my many favs on this site. Oh and sorry that this chapter is so short. I did it just for the sake of updating and to let you guyzz know I was still alive. the next one will be a long one with a possiblity of smut... don't judge me. It'll be up either today or tommorow.
9/24/13