Liam's POV

As soon as I notice Vanessa is here, i quickly make my way towards Allison.

" Vanessa?" Allison says. I feel her body tense up a bit. I know everything that she went through with Zayn because of her, so I could imagine that living with Zayn and Canessa will definitely piss her off.

" Ya she moved in right around the same time i got pregnant. So alittle over 5 months ago." Demi ands as she rubs her belly smiling at her size.

" I swear I didnt know she was here." I whisper into Allison's ear. She grabs my hand, takes a deep breath,

" Its good to see you again Vanessa. Hope you've been well." Wow i cant believe she actually said that, she sounded sincere too. Allison flashes a quick smile at Vanessa, blows a kiss to Demi, and drags me outside.

" What the hell Liam!" She yells.

" Babe, im sorry. I ha no idea her and Zayn got back together. If i knew she was staying at the main house i would have gotten us our own place down the block or something." I say calmly.

She rolls her eyes and paces back and forth.

" Everything alright Al?" Niall says. We both shot our heads up and widened our eyes. Ever since Lilly passed away she hasn't been called Al. Allison turns away from us so we can't see her face. I can hear her sniffling, she realized what Niall called her.

" Just giver her a minute lad. C'mon lets go back inside." I put my hand on Nialls shoulder and give Allison a kiss on her shoulder blade. I turn around and walk back inside with Niall.

" How funny, Allison and I were talking about coming back here a couple of months ago. We just were procrastinating for a long time." I laugh as i stare at Demi's baby bump.

" Here." Demi grabs my hand and lifts up her shirt to reveal her bloated belly. She places my hand to the right of her belly botton. I move my hand around trying to feel some type of movement.

" Oh my God! He kicked!" I yell.

" She." Niall corrects me.

" Its a girl?" I say.

" Yep. We found out 2 weeks ago." Demi says as Niall grabs her hand in his. Demi pulls her shirt down,

" Liam, we need help thinking of a name." Niall asks of me.

" Wait, you want my help to name your baby?@ i say in disbelief.

They both nod their heads with a smile from eat to eat.

" Well its your rugrat! You have to come up with a name!" I joke, we all start laughing.

" Liam, im taking our things upstairs." Allison walks in with her hands crossed on her chest. I nod my head and follow her.

She grabs a couple of bags and heads up the stairs. I grab the largest suit cases and follow her. We decide to sleep in my former room.

" Im sorry about before." She softly says.

" Allison, dont be. Nobody has called you that since Lilly passed away. Its understandable, your reaction was normal." I coo her trying to make her realize that grief is ok.

" Liam, theres something i need to tell you." My heart beats faster as she says that.

i nod my head.

She takes her shirt and pants off.

My mouth drops.

" It started after everything with Zayn. It got worst when Likly died." She said as tears filler her eyes.

I ran over to her to get a better view.

Tears flood my face when i realize that what I saw was real. I rub my fingers along her inflamed skin.

Her body tightens as my fingers trace her scars of knife wounds.

My Allison. A cutter.

At this moment i realized that her grief for Lilly was more than i expected. It was more than i could ever imagine.

Tears rush down my face as i notice the dry blood marks on her rib cage and stomach. Thats why she stopped wearin clothes that exposed her body.

Her thighs were a mess. Scars wrapping around her too thigh like a band.

My baby girl was hurting herself.


Demi's POV

" what about Lilly, Niall?" I suggest as we wait for Liam and Allison to return.

" You're kiddin me right?" he snaps back.

" Whats wrong with Lilly? i think its beautiful." I shout trying to make sure he understood how much i liked the name.

" Do you want Allison to cry everytime she sees our daughter, or even hears her name?" He yells back. My eyes drop to the group as i understand what hes saying.

" Vanessa sounds great!" Zayn says as he sits next to us and flashes a wink towards Vanessa.

" Thats a lovely name but im not naming my daughter Vanessa." I snap back at him. I have nothing against her its just Allison is like my best friend and well Zayn and Allison went through alot because of her.

" Where did Liam go? He was talking shit about beating me in Fifa." Louis laughs.

" Upstairs with Al-"

" Lison." I finish up Niall's sentence. He seems to forget that Al was the nick name Lilly gave her.


Harry's POV

" Liam? Louis is looking for you mate." I knock on their door waiting for an answer.

" Tell him Im busy. I dont think Allison and i will come back out tonight." Liam dully says. Hes been crying, alot. His eyes are puffy and red, his lip is quivering, he has tear stains down his cheeks soaking up the collar of his shirt.

" Liam, whats wrong?" I ask.

He shakes his head and starts crying again. He tries to smile before he shuts the door.

What the fuck is going on around here?!

Notes

Allison a cutter.

Vanessa coming back.

Demi being pregnant.

Zayn and Vanessa= ugly couple

Lilly might be the name of Niall and Demi's daughter.


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