5 guys, 1 girl
Healing
Allison's POV
Its been 4 months since Lilly's funeral. Its so hard without her. It tears me apart knowing that my baby sister is no longer here. I miss her so much. The guys have been really supportive, all of them except for Zayn. He's said 2 words to me since she passed away. I would think he'd b nicer or something but no. On a good note Liam and I have been improving our relationship and we announced it to the public. I kind of wish we didnt tell them because they're all up my ass. I hate it when they bring up Lilly. Liam like literally has to yell to try to prevent me from hearing them talk about her. Even though they didnt know her too well they all loved her like she was family and thats what really matters. Mom has been in depression, dad has to stay strong but i know hes crying on the inside.
"Morning. How long have you been awake?" Liam pecks me on the lips.
" Um a while." I reply dully.
" Been thinking about her huh?" He grabs my hand in his.
Tears appear in my eyes.
" Babe, its ok to cry. You don't need to be strong with me. But just remember, shes better now. Shes healthy again," he wipes the tears from my face and wraps me in his arms.
" I miss her so much, Lee." I cry into his chest.
" We'll stay here until you're ready to go." He cups my face and stares into my eyes.
" As much as Id love to stay here i think its time we head back to the UK. You guys start your tour soon and well i have a job." I wipe away my tears and try to suck it up. After all its been 4 months... It feels like years though.
" Well just let me know when you're ready. Ill call Simon and he'll arrange for a private jet to take us back. But for now lets stay put. Im gonna go shower. Join me?" He says as he stands up.
" No thanks. Im goons go make us some breakfast." I give him a kiss and hand him is towel. I grab one of his shirts and head over to the kitchen. Our hotel room is so big. We didnt want to stay with my parents because that just wouldve been insane, crying every time we looked at eachother. So Liam pulled some strings and arranged for us to get a honey moon sweet near Long Branch beach here in Jersey.
//// later that morning ////
Liam's POV
Breakfast was silent. Most of our meals were. I knew she spent the meal thinking about Lilly, worrying about her parents, and stressing about what Simon will say to her since shes taken 4 months off. I spent the meal thinking about everything. Mostly about Allison. My relationship was going so well until Lilly got sick. But to be honest her passing brought us closer. Im really falling for Allison.... Im just scared to tell her.
" So how'd you like the omelet?" She breaks the silence.
"it was amazing babe. Thank you." I say after i swallow the food in my mouth.
" That was Lilly's favorite. Omelets with bacon, ham, cheese, tomato, and a bit of ketchup. She has a weird appetite." She laughed a little. I think this is the first time ive seen her smile in a very long time.
" Why dont we spend a day on the beach today? We dont have to go in the water, we can walk along the shore, collect seashells, find some hermit crabs, even fun from thousands of crazy screaming girls." I laugh and she does the same.
" Ya. Sounds like fun. Its be nice to finally leave the hotel. Its been so hard to do anything without Lil." She half smiles, holding back tears.
It hurts me so much to see her like this. I miss the old her. I miss her cute laugh, her precious smile, her awful jokes. I just miss the happy her. Today i plan on bring the old Ally back. (Thats my new nick name for her; she calls me Lee, L.P. , or daddy directioner when shes trying to be cute.) I watch tv as she gets dressed.
" Alright Im ready Lee." She walks out of our room and stands infront of me. Shes wearing a white tank top that reveals some cleavage and Hollister dark blue shorts with sparkly toms.
" Looking cute Ms Jeffories. Trying to impress anyone?" I joke with her.
" Only my amazing boyfriend." She straddles me and kisses me passionately. Its been a while since we've been "intimate" with each other. Im just happy she's healing, even though its a bit slow.
Its been 4 months since Lilly's funeral. Its so hard without her. It tears me apart knowing that my baby sister is no longer here. I miss her so much. The guys have been really supportive, all of them except for Zayn. He's said 2 words to me since she passed away. I would think he'd b nicer or something but no. On a good note Liam and I have been improving our relationship and we announced it to the public. I kind of wish we didnt tell them because they're all up my ass. I hate it when they bring up Lilly. Liam like literally has to yell to try to prevent me from hearing them talk about her. Even though they didnt know her too well they all loved her like she was family and thats what really matters. Mom has been in depression, dad has to stay strong but i know hes crying on the inside.
"Morning. How long have you been awake?" Liam pecks me on the lips.
" Um a while." I reply dully.
" Been thinking about her huh?" He grabs my hand in his.
Tears appear in my eyes.
" Babe, its ok to cry. You don't need to be strong with me. But just remember, shes better now. Shes healthy again," he wipes the tears from my face and wraps me in his arms.
" I miss her so much, Lee." I cry into his chest.
" We'll stay here until you're ready to go." He cups my face and stares into my eyes.
" As much as Id love to stay here i think its time we head back to the UK. You guys start your tour soon and well i have a job." I wipe away my tears and try to suck it up. After all its been 4 months... It feels like years though.
" Well just let me know when you're ready. Ill call Simon and he'll arrange for a private jet to take us back. But for now lets stay put. Im gonna go shower. Join me?" He says as he stands up.
" No thanks. Im goons go make us some breakfast." I give him a kiss and hand him is towel. I grab one of his shirts and head over to the kitchen. Our hotel room is so big. We didnt want to stay with my parents because that just wouldve been insane, crying every time we looked at eachother. So Liam pulled some strings and arranged for us to get a honey moon sweet near Long Branch beach here in Jersey.
//// later that morning ////
Liam's POV
Breakfast was silent. Most of our meals were. I knew she spent the meal thinking about Lilly, worrying about her parents, and stressing about what Simon will say to her since shes taken 4 months off. I spent the meal thinking about everything. Mostly about Allison. My relationship was going so well until Lilly got sick. But to be honest her passing brought us closer. Im really falling for Allison.... Im just scared to tell her.
" So how'd you like the omelet?" She breaks the silence.
"it was amazing babe. Thank you." I say after i swallow the food in my mouth.
" That was Lilly's favorite. Omelets with bacon, ham, cheese, tomato, and a bit of ketchup. She has a weird appetite." She laughed a little. I think this is the first time ive seen her smile in a very long time.
" Why dont we spend a day on the beach today? We dont have to go in the water, we can walk along the shore, collect seashells, find some hermit crabs, even fun from thousands of crazy screaming girls." I laugh and she does the same.
" Ya. Sounds like fun. Its be nice to finally leave the hotel. Its been so hard to do anything without Lil." She half smiles, holding back tears.
It hurts me so much to see her like this. I miss the old her. I miss her cute laugh, her precious smile, her awful jokes. I just miss the happy her. Today i plan on bring the old Ally back. (Thats my new nick name for her; she calls me Lee, L.P. , or daddy directioner when shes trying to be cute.) I watch tv as she gets dressed.
" Alright Im ready Lee." She walks out of our room and stands infront of me. Shes wearing a white tank top that reveals some cleavage and Hollister dark blue shorts with sparkly toms.
" Looking cute Ms Jeffories. Trying to impress anyone?" I joke with her.
" Only my amazing boyfriend." She straddles me and kisses me passionately. Its been a while since we've been "intimate" with each other. Im just happy she's healing, even though its a bit slow.
is this the end?
12/29/14