"okay" he smiled at me "let's go get your stuff then shall we?!" I nodded my head and we headed to my flat. I opened the door, stopping before we entered. " just don't mind the mess, I don't really have a lot of time or the money to get anything better." "it's no problem love." I let him in and lead him to my room, getting out a bag and throwing my few items into it, and continuing through the empty flat. I left my key on the counter and a note explaining I won't live here anymore, and my last bill I owed. Liam helped me carry my things to the car and we arrived at his house. I wasn't until we parked that I noticed the slutty clothes I was wearing still. "um Liam, do you think they'll mind my outfit? I haven't changed yet." I awkwardly asked"your fine. They know what I was doing." I nodded my head as we entered with my few bags. They all looked up and saw me, instantly running over to help me and hug me. "hey! So you decided to join the family!?" "yeah" I smiled. I noticed them eyeing my half naked body. "um Liam? Where's my room? Uh so I can change. These guys are eyeing me like I'm a meal.I giggled he laughed and lead me to the guest room I had stayed in the night before. "thank you so much Liam" I hugged him and he told me it was no problem, leaving me to change. I placed all of my clothes neatly in the drawers before changing into sweats and a tee. This Is my new home. And I couldn't be happier. I have a new start now. But I will still have to strip for some guys or sleep with a few people in order to pay him. I can't just let him feed, house, and clothe me. I walked down stairs and was greeted with 5 happy faces. "hey! Just in time for pizza!" Niall yelled "thanks but I'm not hungry" I responded."love you didn't even eat breakfast, how are you not hungry!?" Zayn asked "I. Um well I don't really eat a lot. Usually I eat like every other day. So yeah." I frowned, not wanting to gain anymore sympathy. "well its not like that anymore love, you can eat whenever you want!" Harry laughed I smiled at him and took a piece of pizza. I took a huge bite of it and smiled "there. That good?" I said with my mouth full. They all laughed "perfect"Liam exclaimed I giggled and finished my slice, grabbing a bottle of water and sipping it slowly. I felt sort of sick. Probably from the lack of drugs running in my blood, or alcohol at the least. Yes, I do drugs. Not hard core, just enough to lighten my depressed mood and keep me going. I probably shouldn't have eaten that fast. I knew that I needed to eat slowly when I was at a loss of a high.I was brought out of my train of thought when I felt the food I had just consumed rising up towards my mouth. I ran to the bathroom, making it to the toilet just it time. I let the bile leave my mouth, and I felt a hand holding my hair up. When I finished they never let go, leading me to the sink and handing me a toothbrush. "thanks" I smiled, spitting the toothpaste Ito the sink. I then realized Liam was the one helping me. He had a concerned look on his face. "are you okay?" "yeah, just feeling a little nauseous." he didn't need to know I was have a drug problem. I have worried him enough. He pet my hair down and led me to the living room, sitting me on the couch and covering me with a blanket. Everyone looked at me concerned. "are you okay hazel?" "yea-" I let put a squeak, suddenly over come with an intense pain in my stomach and head. I started shaking and sweating, crying because of the pain. "oh my god! Someone call 911!" Liam shouted. "no!" I screamed they looked At me confused. "don't you want help?! You could be in serious trouble!" I shook my head and tried to get my dry mouth to speak. "I -I can't get help! I'll be in so much trouble! You have no idea! I'm fine! I know what's wrong with me and it's no big deal!" they looked at me confused "what's wrong then!?" Niall asked I started to cry more "I
ne-eed my drugs" it suddenly hit them, and they gave me a sad look: "no babe, why? Your better than this! You don't need it!" I shook my head "I do! Pleas-" I was cut off again with a shot of pain. "I'm sorry love, no. It'll just hurt you more" Harry said. I cried harder "please!" I cried "no love. No." they all gave me a sad look and I gave up, continuing with the long night ahead of me.