You Belong to Me
I Can Not Go On
Kimora's POV
I stormed out the door, tears flooding out of my eyes. What was happening? How could this be? I was gone. Kidnapped. I could have been dead! And the person that I thought about, the person that I used as my motivation... Was sleeping with another girl. Unprotected. I was so disgusted. I wanted to run, far away. I stopped and leaned on my car.
Out the corner of my eye I seen a figured approaching me. It so pitch black outside I couldn't tell who it was. I was prepared to start telling if it turned out to be Harry. No. It wasn't Harry. It was Louis. I collapsed into his arms. I couldn't control my crying but I didn't need to.
He held me so tight. Harry has hurt me a few times before but this was definitely the worst pain I've ever felt. Worst then breaking my leg. Worst then being raped at the age of 11.. Worst then the rape and beatings of 5 men. This may have even been worst then losing my parents. I couldn't deal with this. I couldn't be strong.
"Lou, I want to die" I whispered.
"No, Kimora don't say that".
But it was true. I did. I wish they didn't revive me at the hospital, I wish I would have died.
Harry's POV
I stood there looking at my friends, they looked disgusted with me. I was disgusted with myself.
Lacy stepped toward Sarah. "Dude what the actual fuck is your problem? Why would you even have sex with Harry? You knew he was in a relationship !" She shouted.
"He came to me! I didn't ask him to fuck me, he wanted to!"
They all looked in my direction. I felt a stinging pain on my face. Lacy slapped me.
"How could you Haz? After everything Kimora's been through. She could have been dead". She whispered.
It surprised me how angry she was about it.
"Sure I don't like Kimora but you just don't do stuff like that to people that you love".
She shook her head and turned to leave. Niall also shook his head and followed behind her. Sarah grabbed my hand.
"Forget them Harry, you'll always have me... And our unborn child".
I nearly passed out hearing her say those words. I'm suppose to have a baby with the person I love. I don't love Sarah. I don't even like her. How could I have been so stupid.
My eyes watered up and soon I felt tears dropping onto my shirt. Sarah tried to hug me. I pushed her away. She grabbed her bag off of the couch and started towards the door. She paused without looking back and spoke softly.
"I'm having this baby Harry". And with that she left.
Louis's POV I stood there holding my broken friend in my arms. I truly couldn't believe Harry did such a thing. He was never the type to act this way. He was probably more messed up then I had thought.
I heard the front door open and out came Sarah. She stalked pass us without saying a single word and got into her car and drove off.
A few seconds later the front door opened again. This time is appeared to be Harry slowly walking towards us. His face and shirt were soaked from tears. His eyes red. He stopped a few inches away from us. Kimora pulled away from me, Her eyes meeting Harry's. She shook her head stepping back away from him.
"Can..can we please talk Kimmy?". He said in between sobs.
I looked at her waiting for her approval, for me to leave. She nodded her head and I walked back towards the front door.
Kimora's POV
I watched as Louis walked back into the house. I surprised myself by letting Harry be so close to me, wanting to talk. I hated him, I could kill him right now. But running away from the situation wasn't an option.
He motioned towards me, I quickly put my hand up in front of him to keep him from getting closer.
"How could you?". I spat.
He looked into my eyes for a few seconds then back at the ground. He ran his fingers through his hair . I know him well enough to know that meant he was fustrated & he didn't know what to say.
"Did you even care that I was missing... That, that I could have been dead?" Tears reappeared in my eyes. I blinked and they fell slowly down my cheek.
"I was really messed up Kimora. I was so tired of crying up in my room, I thought about taking my own life. I've never been so depressed and broken in my ever . I turned to alcohol. It was the only thing that kept me at ease. That day I went over to Sarah's, I was really drunk. I don't even remember going there or even having sex".
He paused trying to stop himself from crying.
"The next morning I woke up, I felt someone laying on me. I automatically assumed it was you but reality hit me and I remembered you were missing. I opened my eyes and hopped out of the bed. When I saw Sarah laying there sleep, naked, I...I grabbed my stuff and left".
I leaned against the car and slide down to the ground. I felt the angry grow in my heart. He sat down next to me.
"I locked myself in my room for 2 days after that. I felt so dirty. At that moment I knew I didn't deserve you. I wasn't good enough for you. I know you think Every thing I'm saying is bullshit but I promise it's the truth".
I rose back to my feet, wiping away any tears that managed to slip out my eyes. I looked down at Harry.. staring him in his eyes.
"I'm done. It's over between us". I whispered before heading back inside.
I had been through so much in my life. My mom died, my dad abandoned us, I was raped at 11, I got in a deadly car accident, then I was kidnapped and made a sex slave... And now the only boy I've ever loved, cheated on me & was gonna be a father to another girls baby. THAT was the last straw. I give up on life. I cannot go on... There was no way I could overcome this pain I felt right now. I was so broken... I would need a heart transplant to carry on.
My heart wasn't just broken... It was completely shattered.
I stormed out the door, tears flooding out of my eyes. What was happening? How could this be? I was gone. Kidnapped. I could have been dead! And the person that I thought about, the person that I used as my motivation... Was sleeping with another girl. Unprotected. I was so disgusted. I wanted to run, far away. I stopped and leaned on my car.
Out the corner of my eye I seen a figured approaching me. It so pitch black outside I couldn't tell who it was. I was prepared to start telling if it turned out to be Harry. No. It wasn't Harry. It was Louis. I collapsed into his arms. I couldn't control my crying but I didn't need to.
He held me so tight. Harry has hurt me a few times before but this was definitely the worst pain I've ever felt. Worst then breaking my leg. Worst then being raped at the age of 11.. Worst then the rape and beatings of 5 men. This may have even been worst then losing my parents. I couldn't deal with this. I couldn't be strong.
"Lou, I want to die" I whispered.
"No, Kimora don't say that".
But it was true. I did. I wish they didn't revive me at the hospital, I wish I would have died.
Harry's POV
I stood there looking at my friends, they looked disgusted with me. I was disgusted with myself.
Lacy stepped toward Sarah. "Dude what the actual fuck is your problem? Why would you even have sex with Harry? You knew he was in a relationship !" She shouted.
"He came to me! I didn't ask him to fuck me, he wanted to!"
They all looked in my direction. I felt a stinging pain on my face. Lacy slapped me.
"How could you Haz? After everything Kimora's been through. She could have been dead". She whispered.
It surprised me how angry she was about it.
"Sure I don't like Kimora but you just don't do stuff like that to people that you love".
She shook her head and turned to leave. Niall also shook his head and followed behind her. Sarah grabbed my hand.
"Forget them Harry, you'll always have me... And our unborn child".
I nearly passed out hearing her say those words. I'm suppose to have a baby with the person I love. I don't love Sarah. I don't even like her. How could I have been so stupid.
My eyes watered up and soon I felt tears dropping onto my shirt. Sarah tried to hug me. I pushed her away. She grabbed her bag off of the couch and started towards the door. She paused without looking back and spoke softly.
"I'm having this baby Harry". And with that she left.
Louis's POV I stood there holding my broken friend in my arms. I truly couldn't believe Harry did such a thing. He was never the type to act this way. He was probably more messed up then I had thought.
I heard the front door open and out came Sarah. She stalked pass us without saying a single word and got into her car and drove off.
A few seconds later the front door opened again. This time is appeared to be Harry slowly walking towards us. His face and shirt were soaked from tears. His eyes red. He stopped a few inches away from us. Kimora pulled away from me, Her eyes meeting Harry's. She shook her head stepping back away from him.
"Can..can we please talk Kimmy?". He said in between sobs.
I looked at her waiting for her approval, for me to leave. She nodded her head and I walked back towards the front door.
Kimora's POV
I watched as Louis walked back into the house. I surprised myself by letting Harry be so close to me, wanting to talk. I hated him, I could kill him right now. But running away from the situation wasn't an option.
He motioned towards me, I quickly put my hand up in front of him to keep him from getting closer.
"How could you?". I spat.
He looked into my eyes for a few seconds then back at the ground. He ran his fingers through his hair . I know him well enough to know that meant he was fustrated & he didn't know what to say.
"Did you even care that I was missing... That, that I could have been dead?" Tears reappeared in my eyes. I blinked and they fell slowly down my cheek.
"I was really messed up Kimora. I was so tired of crying up in my room, I thought about taking my own life. I've never been so depressed and broken in my ever . I turned to alcohol. It was the only thing that kept me at ease. That day I went over to Sarah's, I was really drunk. I don't even remember going there or even having sex".
He paused trying to stop himself from crying.
"The next morning I woke up, I felt someone laying on me. I automatically assumed it was you but reality hit me and I remembered you were missing. I opened my eyes and hopped out of the bed. When I saw Sarah laying there sleep, naked, I...I grabbed my stuff and left".
I leaned against the car and slide down to the ground. I felt the angry grow in my heart. He sat down next to me.
"I locked myself in my room for 2 days after that. I felt so dirty. At that moment I knew I didn't deserve you. I wasn't good enough for you. I know you think Every thing I'm saying is bullshit but I promise it's the truth".
I rose back to my feet, wiping away any tears that managed to slip out my eyes. I looked down at Harry.. staring him in his eyes.
"I'm done. It's over between us". I whispered before heading back inside.
I had been through so much in my life. My mom died, my dad abandoned us, I was raped at 11, I got in a deadly car accident, then I was kidnapped and made a sex slave... And now the only boy I've ever loved, cheated on me & was gonna be a father to another girls baby. THAT was the last straw. I give up on life. I cannot go on... There was no way I could overcome this pain I felt right now. I was so broken... I would need a heart transplant to carry on.
My heart wasn't just broken... It was completely shattered.
Notes
So Kimora broke up with Harry. What do you guys thunk is gonna happen? I wanna know your thoughts.Also, just a heads up..I'm wrapping this story up really soon!
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11/4/13