
You Belong to Me
I Never Wanna Let Her Go
Harry's POV The car ride was silent. When we pulled up to Kimora's house, she looked over and stared at me.
"This is your stop" I said coldly.
"Your sucha an ass!"
I glared at her, this was the third time today she's cursed.
"Kimora stop swearing, I hate that".
"Well news flash Styles, right about now your not my favorite person!"
"Oh so you lie to me straight to my face and now you think you have the right to be upset with me? If you would have just been honest with me from the beginning we wouldn't be in this mess, why are you so afraid of me knowing your not a virgin?!".
Tears were streaming down her face. But she looked really pissed.
"Because I was freaking raped okay! Are you happy now?! I'd like to think that being forced to have sex against my will doesn't count as losing my virginity!"
She opened her door and slammed it so hard the car rocked.
Did she say raped? I was having a hard time processing it. My Kimora? Raped. Violated. The thought disgusted me.
I got out of the car and ran to catch her before she went into her house. She turned around, her eyes red and her face soaked with tears.
"Kimora.... Why didn't you tell me? " I asked sympathetically.
"Your the first person I have admitted that too. I was afraid if I told you, you'd be disgusted and want nothing to do with me". She cried.
I embraced her in a tight hug.
"You kidding right? I would never judge you. I'm sorry I called you a liar".
We let go and moved to sit on her porch.
"I was 11 years old. I use to always hang around Louis so the guys he went to school with use to say Hey to me, they were always nice and respectful. Well at least I thought."she paused trying to control her self from crying.
"One day I was walking home from school, I walked pass this guy on his porch . I recognized him from Louis's school. He approached me and tried to convince me to come inside. I said no but he got really violent and grabbed me. He took me into the house. Their was another boy there. I had never seen him around before. They dragged me up the stairs. I was screaming and yelling but ofcourse no one heard me. They threw me down on the bed. I kicked one of them between his legs. He punched me and held me down."
By this time she was crying hysterically. I put my arms around her.
"They..they ripped my shirt, and pulled my pants down. Then...then they -"
I grabbed her and brought her into another embrace. Her face was in my chest as she cried and sobbed.
"It's okay you can stop".
I tried to held back my own tears but seeing her like this and hearing that I couldn't. Tears were rolling down my face. It killed me to know someone had hurt her like that. Stole her innocence from her. She was a little girl. Who does that to a kid. I became angry and sad. I wanted to kill the guys that did this. But it happened 7 years ago and I knew they were long gone.
I just held her.
I didn't wanna let go. I never wanna let her go.
"This is your stop" I said coldly.
"Your sucha an ass!"
I glared at her, this was the third time today she's cursed.
"Kimora stop swearing, I hate that".
"Well news flash Styles, right about now your not my favorite person!"
"Oh so you lie to me straight to my face and now you think you have the right to be upset with me? If you would have just been honest with me from the beginning we wouldn't be in this mess, why are you so afraid of me knowing your not a virgin?!".
Tears were streaming down her face. But she looked really pissed.
"Because I was freaking raped okay! Are you happy now?! I'd like to think that being forced to have sex against my will doesn't count as losing my virginity!"
She opened her door and slammed it so hard the car rocked.
Did she say raped? I was having a hard time processing it. My Kimora? Raped. Violated. The thought disgusted me.
I got out of the car and ran to catch her before she went into her house. She turned around, her eyes red and her face soaked with tears.
"Kimora.... Why didn't you tell me? " I asked sympathetically.
"Your the first person I have admitted that too. I was afraid if I told you, you'd be disgusted and want nothing to do with me". She cried.
I embraced her in a tight hug.
"You kidding right? I would never judge you. I'm sorry I called you a liar".
We let go and moved to sit on her porch.
"I was 11 years old. I use to always hang around Louis so the guys he went to school with use to say Hey to me, they were always nice and respectful. Well at least I thought."she paused trying to control her self from crying.
"One day I was walking home from school, I walked pass this guy on his porch . I recognized him from Louis's school. He approached me and tried to convince me to come inside. I said no but he got really violent and grabbed me. He took me into the house. Their was another boy there. I had never seen him around before. They dragged me up the stairs. I was screaming and yelling but ofcourse no one heard me. They threw me down on the bed. I kicked one of them between his legs. He punched me and held me down."
By this time she was crying hysterically. I put my arms around her.
"They..they ripped my shirt, and pulled my pants down. Then...then they -"
I grabbed her and brought her into another embrace. Her face was in my chest as she cried and sobbed.
"It's okay you can stop".
I tried to held back my own tears but seeing her like this and hearing that I couldn't. Tears were rolling down my face. It killed me to know someone had hurt her like that. Stole her innocence from her. She was a little girl. Who does that to a kid. I became angry and sad. I wanted to kill the guys that did this. But it happened 7 years ago and I knew they were long gone.
I just held her.
I didn't wanna let go. I never wanna let her go.
Notes
My writers block is semi gone, lol.Comment.Rate.Subscribe.
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11/4/13