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We walked on the floor, Niall beside me, holding my Hand, while there shaking. I am so much nervous, I mean now I see them face to face, who know who see me with Niall. And what happens when they hate me? I don't want go there!
"You have to, you were unbelievable good, I mean your Song was awesome... it was really nice to hear your sing!" Niall swhispering beside me .Fuck !?did I sad that loud? "Yep!" and again. "I'm sorry... there are 100 % people outside who know me..." I feel sick. "but that's okay or?" Liam asked an I shook my head. "No... everyone hates me..." The guys must laughed but, i am right. I have a hand full of people who like me; with all my secrets and weird thoughts.
"Now you have two hands full!" Josh D said behind us. "yeah!" the other guys consistent and nodded. "I must really learn to think mute." I said and Niall looked to the other Boys and their went outside. I could hear people scream and I must laugh. "It's okay, you don't have to be afraid." Niall said and I lay on a wall. "I know... but, I don't know!" Niall smirked and looked to me. "what!?" "your beautiful when you are soo..." I interrupt him. "Undecided, a mess, a tiny little girl who have fear before other girls and fans and people!" I lay my Hands over my face, but Niall put them away. "Yeah... but that's sweet. You know the first time I where on stage with the boys I stammered before and after and I was so happy I cried.... and that's all okay. Because after that what you did on stage, alone, was a huge thing. And fans are unpredictable, but normal people too. And nothing goes to the feeling you become when a fan comes to you and asked you for an autograph or a photo." he told and we stand face to face, me leaning on the wall. No one said a word, we just stand there and looked us in the eyes.
I stand there didn't able to say or do anything, while Niall leaning to be, our lips were a few millimetres remote, an than someone opened the doo.
"Niall.." Josh D said that and stand in the door, we both looked to him and he just laugh. "come on guys, there are fans waiting." Josh said and Niall twinkled to me and I said. "Give me on second, I'll be right there!" he nodded and went.
My hole body was shaking, and my feeling were all together. I want cry and laugh and all tighter and.... I don't know what I really want. All I know is that I'm scared.
"Neva.." Josh stand again in the door, I looked to him, probably with a scared face, he comes to. "You were on stage; alone. You sing on your first concert your own Song. you went with Niall and the boys through the city... and now you are scared?!" "Yeah... I don't know why.. maybe I am not ready for this, maybe this was a mistake. Probaly I should just go..." I said and turned. "dare you do this Neva!" Josh said and hold my arm. "Come with me out and you will see you don't have to go!" he smiled at me and I nodded and we go outside.
A second after we came out Girls screamed and running to us. The girls asked for autographs and photos. We did, josh and me took photos and the fans asked if we were a couple, I must looked to him an laughed; he did the same. "No... were not; he is all yours!" I mean and saw Josh(My best friend) and Tuck, his little brother. "excuse me for a minute!" I said smiled to Josh D and went through the crowd.
"Josh, Tuck!" I called them and they turned., both of them looked at me shoked. "Hai!" I mean and hug both. "Seriusly that you forget to tell!" Josh mean and I looked at the ground. "Yeah... but can you please not tell the others." I said. "Sure.. but you know we have school tommorw, some of the people are here!" Josh explined. "i know but hide sophie and the others just from papers and tv and radio!" "Sure!"Two blonde girls stand beside them with an 'O' on there mouth. "I'm Neva!" I said and still no reaction. "You were soo good..." the girl beside Tuck said and I smiled. "Thank you.." "Do you sing ever on that stage?" Josh's Girlfriend asked. "No, usually my Shower is too jealous." I joked but she don't get it. "No, sometimes we sing together on the campfire, sweetie!" Josh explained and she said. "Oh!" "WOW, you are such a genie!" I said sarcastically and she hugged me and screamed "REALLY thank you!" I was confused and looked to Josh who looked angry and confused. "Can we have a Picture with you?" Tucks girlfriend asked and Josh D stand beside me. "That Josh Devine!" I said and Joshs Girfired asked. "Yeah, can we have now a picture!" "Sure" I said and we took a Picture with the two girls, Josh D and me.
Now I understand why Josh (best friend) don't want that I meet her, she is blond, stupid and a bitch. "ahm, nice to meet ya!" Josh said to Josh D. "Josh that's Josh... and Tuck!" "me too man! But I have to kidnap Neva, sorry!" Josh D mean and I was confused, but he just twinkled to me. "Hey Josh, we see us in the Bar later; right?" "Sure!" he means and I went with Josh D.
"Where we going?" I asked and Louis stand before me. "We kidnap you and show you something special!" Louis said and I was confused AND scared. "That's a adventure that I definitely don't wanna go!" I said and josh lay me around his shoulder and we walked.
"Hey!" I said and hit him playfully on his spine but he still left me hanging on his shoulder.
"Found her!" Louis shouted when we went in a room, I didn't see anything expect Josh's Spine or the floor we went. "Yay!" I heard Niall yelling and Josh let me down on my own feet's. "Thanks, You know I can leave on my legs..." I said to Josh and pushed them slightly away. "Oh we know, but that way is so much funnier!" Louis said and I saw that in the room were a couple of people. "Ahm" I begun and saw to Niall, he smiled like the cat from Alice in Wonderland. "Interview and a few photos..." Simon said and I looked to him. "Personally I don't understand that they want a interview and photos from you but..." Niall said and I hit him and mean "HEY! I love you too dumbass!" I must laugh like the others.
"Okay can we start?" a guy in the late 20's asked and we all sit in a circle.
I sit beside Niall and Josh ,and Simon gave all of us a few candy's.
While the Guy asked us question another took pictures. The guy asked the boys out and I sit here and just played with my candy's.
I was so board and thought about my appearance, I did it, my brother will be proud.
"Neva!" Niall's voice bring me back in this universe, "Mhm" I looked around all looked at me. "Sorry, what was the question?" I asked but all laughed. "Its okay... so how long was it planed that Neva jumped on?" he asked and all looked at me. "Oh no, that wasn't planned... I was on the right place on the right time." I smirked and looked to Niall. "Oh nice, which place? How long do you know the guys? And why are you coming now out with that voice? where was 2 years ago?" The guy bombed me with question. "ahm.." was all I could say.
2 years ago! The guy know me, why did he know that I was gone. I mean sure its a little town but I could swear I know him. "We know Neva since yesterday!" Niall said and I looked at him he twinkled. "oh...who discovered her? You Mr Cowell, like the Boys?" "No you could say Niall brought she to us and Luke from 5 Second Of Summer discovered her!" Simon explained and the Guy asked. "Where you two met?" he asked me and Niall. "In the Pub from my brother!" I sad and smiled to Josh and he threw candy at me."and you two.. do you know a bit longer? Josh?" he asked and I must looked shocked 'cause Josh said laughing. "oh no... we know each other since today...." " 'kay... Neva are you going to tour with them? Did you brother know about that? And what is with your mum, why isn't she in town! And what is with your dad?" I was full of shame because that were question that I don't want to answer and I couldn't say anything. "I think that were enough question for one day, its a huge thing that she done tonight and that alone on stage!" Simon saved me and all I could do was looking on the ground.
Why did the guy asked for my Mom and Dad? I was full of shame and I know tears are in my eyes. " 'kay, then tanks for the interview!" the photographer and the interviewer left. "Thank you Simon!" was all I could say.
"You have to, you were unbelievable good, I mean your Song was awesome... it was really nice to hear your sing!" Niall swhispering beside me .Fuck !?did I sad that loud? "Yep!" and again. "I'm sorry... there are 100 % people outside who know me..." I feel sick. "but that's okay or?" Liam asked an I shook my head. "No... everyone hates me..." The guys must laughed but, i am right. I have a hand full of people who like me; with all my secrets and weird thoughts.
"Now you have two hands full!" Josh D said behind us. "yeah!" the other guys consistent and nodded. "I must really learn to think mute." I said and Niall looked to the other Boys and their went outside. I could hear people scream and I must laugh. "It's okay, you don't have to be afraid." Niall said and I lay on a wall. "I know... but, I don't know!" Niall smirked and looked to me. "what!?" "your beautiful when you are soo..." I interrupt him. "Undecided, a mess, a tiny little girl who have fear before other girls and fans and people!" I lay my Hands over my face, but Niall put them away. "Yeah... but that's sweet. You know the first time I where on stage with the boys I stammered before and after and I was so happy I cried.... and that's all okay. Because after that what you did on stage, alone, was a huge thing. And fans are unpredictable, but normal people too. And nothing goes to the feeling you become when a fan comes to you and asked you for an autograph or a photo." he told and we stand face to face, me leaning on the wall. No one said a word, we just stand there and looked us in the eyes.
I stand there didn't able to say or do anything, while Niall leaning to be, our lips were a few millimetres remote, an than someone opened the doo.
"Niall.." Josh D said that and stand in the door, we both looked to him and he just laugh. "come on guys, there are fans waiting." Josh said and Niall twinkled to me and I said. "Give me on second, I'll be right there!" he nodded and went.
My hole body was shaking, and my feeling were all together. I want cry and laugh and all tighter and.... I don't know what I really want. All I know is that I'm scared.
"Neva.." Josh stand again in the door, I looked to him, probably with a scared face, he comes to. "You were on stage; alone. You sing on your first concert your own Song. you went with Niall and the boys through the city... and now you are scared?!" "Yeah... I don't know why.. maybe I am not ready for this, maybe this was a mistake. Probaly I should just go..." I said and turned. "dare you do this Neva!" Josh said and hold my arm. "Come with me out and you will see you don't have to go!" he smiled at me and I nodded and we go outside.
A second after we came out Girls screamed and running to us. The girls asked for autographs and photos. We did, josh and me took photos and the fans asked if we were a couple, I must looked to him an laughed; he did the same. "No... were not; he is all yours!" I mean and saw Josh(My best friend) and Tuck, his little brother. "excuse me for a minute!" I said smiled to Josh D and went through the crowd.
"Josh, Tuck!" I called them and they turned., both of them looked at me shoked. "Hai!" I mean and hug both. "Seriusly that you forget to tell!" Josh mean and I looked at the ground. "Yeah... but can you please not tell the others." I said. "Sure.. but you know we have school tommorw, some of the people are here!" Josh explined. "i know but hide sophie and the others just from papers and tv and radio!" "Sure!"Two blonde girls stand beside them with an 'O' on there mouth. "I'm Neva!" I said and still no reaction. "You were soo good..." the girl beside Tuck said and I smiled. "Thank you.." "Do you sing ever on that stage?" Josh's Girlfriend asked. "No, usually my Shower is too jealous." I joked but she don't get it. "No, sometimes we sing together on the campfire, sweetie!" Josh explained and she said. "Oh!" "WOW, you are such a genie!" I said sarcastically and she hugged me and screamed "REALLY thank you!" I was confused and looked to Josh who looked angry and confused. "Can we have a Picture with you?" Tucks girlfriend asked and Josh D stand beside me. "That Josh Devine!" I said and Joshs Girfired asked. "Yeah, can we have now a picture!" "Sure" I said and we took a Picture with the two girls, Josh D and me.
Now I understand why Josh (best friend) don't want that I meet her, she is blond, stupid and a bitch. "ahm, nice to meet ya!" Josh said to Josh D. "Josh that's Josh... and Tuck!" "me too man! But I have to kidnap Neva, sorry!" Josh D mean and I was confused, but he just twinkled to me. "Hey Josh, we see us in the Bar later; right?" "Sure!" he means and I went with Josh D.
"Where we going?" I asked and Louis stand before me. "We kidnap you and show you something special!" Louis said and I was confused AND scared. "That's a adventure that I definitely don't wanna go!" I said and josh lay me around his shoulder and we walked.
"Hey!" I said and hit him playfully on his spine but he still left me hanging on his shoulder.
"Found her!" Louis shouted when we went in a room, I didn't see anything expect Josh's Spine or the floor we went. "Yay!" I heard Niall yelling and Josh let me down on my own feet's. "Thanks, You know I can leave on my legs..." I said to Josh and pushed them slightly away. "Oh we know, but that way is so much funnier!" Louis said and I saw that in the room were a couple of people. "Ahm" I begun and saw to Niall, he smiled like the cat from Alice in Wonderland. "Interview and a few photos..." Simon said and I looked to him. "Personally I don't understand that they want a interview and photos from you but..." Niall said and I hit him and mean "HEY! I love you too dumbass!" I must laugh like the others.
"Okay can we start?" a guy in the late 20's asked and we all sit in a circle.
I sit beside Niall and Josh ,and Simon gave all of us a few candy's.
While the Guy asked us question another took pictures. The guy asked the boys out and I sit here and just played with my candy's.
I was so board and thought about my appearance, I did it, my brother will be proud.
"Neva!" Niall's voice bring me back in this universe, "Mhm" I looked around all looked at me. "Sorry, what was the question?" I asked but all laughed. "Its okay... so how long was it planed that Neva jumped on?" he asked and all looked at me. "Oh no, that wasn't planned... I was on the right place on the right time." I smirked and looked to Niall. "Oh nice, which place? How long do you know the guys? And why are you coming now out with that voice? where was 2 years ago?" The guy bombed me with question. "ahm.." was all I could say.
2 years ago! The guy know me, why did he know that I was gone. I mean sure its a little town but I could swear I know him. "We know Neva since yesterday!" Niall said and I looked at him he twinkled. "oh...who discovered her? You Mr Cowell, like the Boys?" "No you could say Niall brought she to us and Luke from 5 Second Of Summer discovered her!" Simon explained and the Guy asked. "Where you two met?" he asked me and Niall. "In the Pub from my brother!" I sad and smiled to Josh and he threw candy at me."and you two.. do you know a bit longer? Josh?" he asked and I must looked shocked 'cause Josh said laughing. "oh no... we know each other since today...." " 'kay... Neva are you going to tour with them? Did you brother know about that? And what is with your mum, why isn't she in town! And what is with your dad?" I was full of shame because that were question that I don't want to answer and I couldn't say anything. "I think that were enough question for one day, its a huge thing that she done tonight and that alone on stage!" Simon saved me and all I could do was looking on the ground.
Why did the guy asked for my Mom and Dad? I was full of shame and I know tears are in my eyes. " 'kay, then tanks for the interview!" the photographer and the interviewer left. "Thank you Simon!" was all I could say.
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11/17/13