a whole new word
Secrets and Kisses
I was alone in the Kitchen, Josh went to his bedroom and Paul was gone too, I have no idea where.
I know that I can not sleep so I make me tea. Alone with my world I didn't notice that Paul was directly benath me.
"GOSH you shocked the hell out of me!"
"Sorry, for all. You can sleep by Niall, I was a overprotective dad; my daughter make me crazy; you know!?"
"You don't have to be sorry Paul; I think its good that the Boys have someone like you or Simon..." And I mean what I say, the boys without Simon or Paul or the rest of the Gang; some helpless uncool Boyband.
"Go sleeping Neva!"
"Goodnight Paul!" He walks towards the door and before he left the apartment he looked to me; I smiled and nodded to him, he smiled and closed the door.
Alone with my thoughts I had my tea in the hand and sitting on the Kitchen Island.
It is unbeliavble, I am with One Direction in a hotel room. How many Girls would kill for that...
"Can I join you?!" Louis stands in the Kitchen and looked to me, I smiled.
"Sure; Can't sleep?"
"Yeah and talked with El..."
"Good or bad?" Louis needs a second before he answered that question.I think Louis is a good Person and a good friend.
"I don't know... we didn't fight or so... but it feels weird."
"I'm sorry Louis!"
"No you don't have to..." He jumped on the Island and sit beside me.
"So tell what is this with you and Niall?" BOOM How could I answer that question.
"Mh... You know when I am with him everything is better; believe it or not me too. It is ... I am speechless... But Louis what if he don't like me as much as I like him... I am so fucking scared. I can't tell him what I feel."
"Oh sweetie, you can tell him... And I can say he likes you really much he is fucking scared that you could like Josh!"
"what!?"
"Yeah... because you are like our drummer in female! And when you tell Niall what you told me than you see that he likes you so damn much."
"I can't tell him..." I shiver, the last time I say I love you....I don't want think about that Situation.
"Why? And don't tell Bullshit!"
"You have to promise you won’t tell anyone..."
"I Promise!"
"It has something to do with the two year I was gone… Before I left, before two and a half years, there was huge Party, alcohol, drugs I don’t want to but you know Party’s right?! It was a disaster night, I was drunk and full of drugs and then there are this boy…” It was for a second silent.
“I wasn’t able to talk or walk…. He knew that… and he raped me… but that… I didn’t remember much of that; for God sake… It was horrible, the pictures in my head won’t leave…” I stumbled.
“Neva I…” I stopped him from talk.
“No its okay, this isn’t the end. After a few weeks I… I found out I was pregnant… I left the city, there was catholic boarding school…they helped me while my pregnancy. I did a decision, I said after the birth the child should have a lovely family, a picture book family, I found one, the Dad was cool, he was 23 and had tattoos and played guitar and was a really nice man, his girlfriend was nice, she worked in school, was not a bitch and both together were perfect, she can’t have children, it sounds so good.” I noticed I was crying.
“You know it was perfect too because they lived in the same town as my Grandma; and they promised that I can ever see my child as aunt… They understand me and they both were such a huge help … there was a problem while the birth, I was put in anaesthesia, and I woke up and...” I stopped talking and shake my head.
“Death… didn’t survive… that is what they told me… I said so much ‘love’ in this 9 month and I saw the couple, I thought that was my future, I want a boy like him and then... I saw them break up…. They told them both so much that they love each other… now both go their own way.” I told Louis everything, I never told anyone that story.
“You now know why I just can’t say I love you and that shit…2
“Yeah… holy shit…”
“Jep… I told one person after that thing, that I love that person…. My Grandma, she died a week after that…”
“Neva but…”
“No… I know what you wanna say but…. It’s like I am the death Angel and I can’t move on, I can’t forget what I did….”
“You know what… go sleeping, go and dream sweetly, we see us at breakfast!”
“Goodnight Louis!” Is it right to feel so free after that conversation with Louis? I have no Idea!
“Goodnight Neva!” I smiled shyly to Louis and walk to Nialls room.
*KNOCK**KNOCK* “Niall?” I open the door and the room was dark, Niall lay in his bed and look to the door.
“Hey Beautiful… come in!” I close the door behind me and my whole body shiver… I am scared, Niall is such good Person and then me….
“Is everything okay?” I still stand at the door, now he was by my side. I have tears in my eyes. I can’t tell him what I told Louis.
“ye..yeah,I think so…” I fake a smile and he look long at me.
“No… no you’re not!”
“I know….”
“Tell me about it sweetheart!”
“I…I … I can’t“ I nod my head ‚no‘ , I can not move or do anything else, I just stand there and Niall touch my check and connect our Hands.
“Come…” He has my hand we sit down on the bed.
"You know you can tell me; right?!" He whispers and I can tell he felt hurt…. I wish I could tell Niall what I told Louis a few minutes ago. But I don’t know how.
“I know… But… But this is not so easy to say!”
“Neva!” His voice was cracked and sweet and sexy, I looked to him (probably like a puppy) and Niall looked so hot, his eyes looked right into my soul.
“Mhh?!” Was all I could bring out, I want to tell him so badly , but I can’t…
“Just tell me when you think it’s time to, and please beautiful dare you do not tell me what’s wrong!” Niall’s voice was strong and menish, I really like him( why the hell can’t I tell him) I have no idea…
“Promise!” me!”
“I promise!” I whispered while he make a strand of hair out if my face, I have to smile just because of thinking about him.
“I really like you red riding hood!”
“Yeah… I can tell the same!” OH MY F***ING GOD what did I say! Please ground open for me, to get in!
I looked away from him, my checks burned like hell.
I thought Niall would say something like ‘Really just yeah!’ Or ‘oh if you don’t like me say so!’ But actually all he did was laughing, he sat beside me and laugh.
“Oh Princess!” Niall said between two laughs and tickled me.
“What….. Niall Stop… Hahaha Niall I’m ticklish…. Stop!” Now I was laughing and crying because of laughing with him. I am soooo ticklish and he found at the first time my worst zone.
“You know if you can’t tell me you like me you don’t have to… You don’t have to say it when I say it…. Say it when you think you can bring the little words over your mouth!” All I do was nod.
“I don’t deserve a boy like you!” I said and he just kiss my lips.
First i didn’t know what happens but after a few sec. I kiss him back.
Out lips moved in sync and it’s was one of the best feelings in the whole world.
Niall stopped and looked at me, in the eyes and I have that feeling inside me that he was my heart, I looked at his eyes and see no pain or bad things, I see a boy with blond hair, a good body, a beautiful voice and such a beautiful heart/soul.
“A penny for your thoughts!”
“I don’t deserve you! And I am scared what happens if this between us is not working….”
“You mean when you don’t like that what this is…”
“No… No no no I am scared that when you know me and my story that you don’t like me anymore… And please stop thinking bullshit like I could like Josh that much!” He didn’t say a word, all he does was kissing me passionate and sweet and just romantic. (Normally I am defiantly not that kind of girl who is romantic or want a boy who is romantic…. I don’t know why Niall has this effect on me… And I don’t know if I like this; but I can tell I definitely like him!)
“Come on beautiful let us get some sleep!”
“Yep!” we lay in his bed, my head on his chest with my left hand too, and his Hand was slowly caressing my hair.
I can’t sleep. My head is full of thoughts. I mean why did everyone said I am like Josh? I mean he is and so on but did I act like that?
This is the last day with the boys and with Niall for a week or two… I know I will miss them, that’s the weird thing, because I just know them for a couple of days but I like them as I know them my whole life.
~~~~~~~~next MORNING~~~~~~~
I woke up and saw that Niall was still asleep, so I decided to make coffee.
I have such a headache. Alcohol is bad….
I was sleepy and as I was going to take a cup of coffee someone hold one right before my Face.
“Here….” Liam and Louis stands in the Kitchen and I take the coup.
“Thank you!” I am not a good Hangover-morning Person.
“Nice pants!” Louis said and I looked down and saw that I was wearing my underclothes with the bones on it.
“Thanks…” was all I said.
“Morning…” Harry mumbled and sit on a chair, his head on the counter before him. Liam (Daddy Direction) gave him a cup of coffee.
“Thank you Liam… Neva why the hell are you wearing Louis’ shirt?” Harry was confused and we all laughed. (Nevas OUTFIT http://www.polyvore.com/fanfiction_10/set?id=104216319)
“A little too much Alcohol for Harry yesterday!” Zayn said and sit beside him.
“yeah… and why are you slept here?”In this second Josh came in and interrupt Harry.
“Red Riding Hood, Simon is on the telephone in the living room.” The Kitchen wasn’t Big but it was nice, not that kind of my style but okay for a hotel room (http://weheartit.com/entry/22638455/via/cariinchen25)
I walked with Josh to the Telephone and said.
“Hello?”
“Hey Neva, sorry to bother you but I what was your address? I need it for paperwork and that stuff…”
“Oh okay, no problem, its Loostreet 23…”
“Perfect, have a nice day with the boys!”
“Thank you Simon!”
“We see us!”
“Bye!” I saw to Josh and he smiled from ear to ear.
“What is your Plan?” I asked him and he just walked to his room.
I walked back to the kitchen, I know this is going to be a good day!”
“Good morning beautiful!” Niall said and I smieled. Oh I so damn much like when he say this.
“Good morning!” I said and the other Boys walked out of the kitchen.
“How are you feel?” Niall was in front of me and our chest are close to touch.
“Better, mentally but my head hurt!” I said and Niall laughed, me too, I really like him laughing, he is such a positive person.
“Important is you can remember everything; right?”
“Yeah….”
“Soo” Niall begun and as he started to talk again I kissed him, I felt he was confused and laughed as he realized that I kissed him, but it didn’t take long and he kissed me back and it was such a good feeling. He has his hands on my hips and I have mine in his neck and hair.
“We going down breakfast and so, are you coming?” Josh asked and Niall and I stopped kissing and looked to Josh and the rest of the boys. I blushed and Niall said, while we were still in our position, “Were coming in 10 minutes!”
“Sure you are!” Louis said and twinkled to me.
“OH god!” I said loud and lay my head in Nialls chest, I tried to hide me.
I heard the door slam and Niall asking, “Are you all right Princess?”
“Yep…. But I am hungry, let us go have breakfast!”
“Maybe you should change your clothes… I mean you look hot girl, but the paps… mhh I don’t want them to see you like this, its enough when the boys see you like this.” Niall said with lots of Fun and I realized that I am still just wearing Louis’ shirt.
“okay…. but just bevause you say so!” I twinkled to him kissed shortly his lips and went into his room and changed my clothes and make my hair (http://www.polyvore.com/fanfiction_11/set?id=104220560)
I waked back to Niall who was in Jeans and Shirt and he looked conused to me.
“What?!” I asked and he just take off my leather jacket.
“I don’t think you need that.” I rolled my eyes and take his hand and walked with him out of the Room.
In the Elevator Niall and I kissed again, there were no other person in It, soo…
But in the 3 floor and old women came In and saw us kissing.
“Ohh you both looked so sweet…”
“Thank you Ma’am.” I said and blushed, I looked to Niall and he connected our Hands, inside me everything tingled.
“My husband and me was like you two, young and in love.”
“That is nice to hear. Where is your Husband now?” Niall asked and the old women smiled and said.
“Oh pretty boy, he is waiting for me…for too long now!” She said and I know that she meant that her husband was dead…
“Oh I hope he didn’t eat everything before you came.” Niall said and I take my hand lay it on his chest.
“Niall, he isn’t waiting in this Hotel…”
“Oh I am so sorry!” Niall said and the Elevator door opend, we was in the lobby.
“Is okay pretty boy… here sweetie, take this, I see how much do you feel and you are remembering me on myself in your age… my grandma gave it to me and I want that the love, the luck and the history of this bring you two luck… take care of it beautiful girl!” The Women has on hand of mine in hers and lay something in it, before I could say ‘thank you’or before I could see was it was she was gone.
“What is it?” Niall asked and we stand in front of the breakfast room, I opend my Hand and saw this. (http://www.polyvore.com/ring_my_neck_classic_for/thing?id=96603687&.locale=de)
“A ring…” I gave Niall the ring on the Necklace and he smiled.
“The Diamonds are real.” He said and looked at me. “They shine like your eyes!”
“You know what this is… this is a promise ring!”
“Yeah,your right! Come Princess put it on!” Niall put the Necklace on my neck and I have the ring in my hand, the necklace goes to my chest, I put it in my shirt, so I have it on me, on my heart.
“This is our ring know!” Niall whispered and kissed me, I kissed him back, and it was sweet and passionate and just perfect.
“Now I am starving!” I said with and he nodded and we go together, hand in hand in the room.
What is when people saw us? Shit I didn’t think about that. Maybe no one saw it…
On the Table the boys were full in their conversation.I was in my thoughts…. I could swear I saw that women before.
“Neva!” Josh touched my arm and I flinched .
“Mhh!” All eyes on me…. I hate that feeling.
“Your food!” Josh nodded to the waitress who has just a coffee and a plate on his hands.
“Oh sorry, thank you!”
The whole morning till noon didn’t happened anything intresting, I was out with the boys and thought about the old lady… A good thing about that was that I did not think about the resignation from the boys.
We was in a little Park and we just making funny stuff. To far the day was on afternoon, to soon for the goodbye. It will be hard… even if it’s for a week or 2 …
I know that I can not sleep so I make me tea. Alone with my world I didn't notice that Paul was directly benath me.
"GOSH you shocked the hell out of me!"
"Sorry, for all. You can sleep by Niall, I was a overprotective dad; my daughter make me crazy; you know!?"
"You don't have to be sorry Paul; I think its good that the Boys have someone like you or Simon..." And I mean what I say, the boys without Simon or Paul or the rest of the Gang; some helpless uncool Boyband.
"Go sleeping Neva!"
"Goodnight Paul!" He walks towards the door and before he left the apartment he looked to me; I smiled and nodded to him, he smiled and closed the door.
Alone with my thoughts I had my tea in the hand and sitting on the Kitchen Island.
It is unbeliavble, I am with One Direction in a hotel room. How many Girls would kill for that...
"Can I join you?!" Louis stands in the Kitchen and looked to me, I smiled.
"Sure; Can't sleep?"
"Yeah and talked with El..."
"Good or bad?" Louis needs a second before he answered that question.I think Louis is a good Person and a good friend.
"I don't know... we didn't fight or so... but it feels weird."
"I'm sorry Louis!"
"No you don't have to..." He jumped on the Island and sit beside me.
"So tell what is this with you and Niall?" BOOM How could I answer that question.
"Mh... You know when I am with him everything is better; believe it or not me too. It is ... I am speechless... But Louis what if he don't like me as much as I like him... I am so fucking scared. I can't tell him what I feel."
"Oh sweetie, you can tell him... And I can say he likes you really much he is fucking scared that you could like Josh!"
"what!?"
"Yeah... because you are like our drummer in female! And when you tell Niall what you told me than you see that he likes you so damn much."
"I can't tell him..." I shiver, the last time I say I love you....I don't want think about that Situation.
"Why? And don't tell Bullshit!"
"You have to promise you won’t tell anyone..."
"I Promise!"
"It has something to do with the two year I was gone… Before I left, before two and a half years, there was huge Party, alcohol, drugs I don’t want to but you know Party’s right?! It was a disaster night, I was drunk and full of drugs and then there are this boy…” It was for a second silent.
“I wasn’t able to talk or walk…. He knew that… and he raped me… but that… I didn’t remember much of that; for God sake… It was horrible, the pictures in my head won’t leave…” I stumbled.
“Neva I…” I stopped him from talk.
“No its okay, this isn’t the end. After a few weeks I… I found out I was pregnant… I left the city, there was catholic boarding school…they helped me while my pregnancy. I did a decision, I said after the birth the child should have a lovely family, a picture book family, I found one, the Dad was cool, he was 23 and had tattoos and played guitar and was a really nice man, his girlfriend was nice, she worked in school, was not a bitch and both together were perfect, she can’t have children, it sounds so good.” I noticed I was crying.
“You know it was perfect too because they lived in the same town as my Grandma; and they promised that I can ever see my child as aunt… They understand me and they both were such a huge help … there was a problem while the birth, I was put in anaesthesia, and I woke up and...” I stopped talking and shake my head.
“Death… didn’t survive… that is what they told me… I said so much ‘love’ in this 9 month and I saw the couple, I thought that was my future, I want a boy like him and then... I saw them break up…. They told them both so much that they love each other… now both go their own way.” I told Louis everything, I never told anyone that story.
“You now know why I just can’t say I love you and that shit…2
“Yeah… holy shit…”
“Jep… I told one person after that thing, that I love that person…. My Grandma, she died a week after that…”
“Neva but…”
“No… I know what you wanna say but…. It’s like I am the death Angel and I can’t move on, I can’t forget what I did….”
“You know what… go sleeping, go and dream sweetly, we see us at breakfast!”
“Goodnight Louis!” Is it right to feel so free after that conversation with Louis? I have no Idea!
“Goodnight Neva!” I smiled shyly to Louis and walk to Nialls room.
*KNOCK**KNOCK* “Niall?” I open the door and the room was dark, Niall lay in his bed and look to the door.
“Hey Beautiful… come in!” I close the door behind me and my whole body shiver… I am scared, Niall is such good Person and then me….
“Is everything okay?” I still stand at the door, now he was by my side. I have tears in my eyes. I can’t tell him what I told Louis.
“ye..yeah,I think so…” I fake a smile and he look long at me.
“No… no you’re not!”
“I know….”
“Tell me about it sweetheart!”
“I…I … I can’t“ I nod my head ‚no‘ , I can not move or do anything else, I just stand there and Niall touch my check and connect our Hands.
“Come…” He has my hand we sit down on the bed.
"You know you can tell me; right?!" He whispers and I can tell he felt hurt…. I wish I could tell Niall what I told Louis a few minutes ago. But I don’t know how.
“I know… But… But this is not so easy to say!”
“Neva!” His voice was cracked and sweet and sexy, I looked to him (probably like a puppy) and Niall looked so hot, his eyes looked right into my soul.
“Mhh?!” Was all I could bring out, I want to tell him so badly , but I can’t…
“Just tell me when you think it’s time to, and please beautiful dare you do not tell me what’s wrong!” Niall’s voice was strong and menish, I really like him( why the hell can’t I tell him) I have no idea…
“Promise!” me!”
“I promise!” I whispered while he make a strand of hair out if my face, I have to smile just because of thinking about him.
“I really like you red riding hood!”
“Yeah… I can tell the same!” OH MY F***ING GOD what did I say! Please ground open for me, to get in!
I looked away from him, my checks burned like hell.
I thought Niall would say something like ‘Really just yeah!’ Or ‘oh if you don’t like me say so!’ But actually all he did was laughing, he sat beside me and laugh.
“Oh Princess!” Niall said between two laughs and tickled me.
“What….. Niall Stop… Hahaha Niall I’m ticklish…. Stop!” Now I was laughing and crying because of laughing with him. I am soooo ticklish and he found at the first time my worst zone.
“You know if you can’t tell me you like me you don’t have to… You don’t have to say it when I say it…. Say it when you think you can bring the little words over your mouth!” All I do was nod.
“I don’t deserve a boy like you!” I said and he just kiss my lips.
First i didn’t know what happens but after a few sec. I kiss him back.
Out lips moved in sync and it’s was one of the best feelings in the whole world.
Niall stopped and looked at me, in the eyes and I have that feeling inside me that he was my heart, I looked at his eyes and see no pain or bad things, I see a boy with blond hair, a good body, a beautiful voice and such a beautiful heart/soul.
“A penny for your thoughts!”
“I don’t deserve you! And I am scared what happens if this between us is not working….”
“You mean when you don’t like that what this is…”
“No… No no no I am scared that when you know me and my story that you don’t like me anymore… And please stop thinking bullshit like I could like Josh that much!” He didn’t say a word, all he does was kissing me passionate and sweet and just romantic. (Normally I am defiantly not that kind of girl who is romantic or want a boy who is romantic…. I don’t know why Niall has this effect on me… And I don’t know if I like this; but I can tell I definitely like him!)
“Come on beautiful let us get some sleep!”
“Yep!” we lay in his bed, my head on his chest with my left hand too, and his Hand was slowly caressing my hair.
I can’t sleep. My head is full of thoughts. I mean why did everyone said I am like Josh? I mean he is and so on but did I act like that?
This is the last day with the boys and with Niall for a week or two… I know I will miss them, that’s the weird thing, because I just know them for a couple of days but I like them as I know them my whole life.
~~~~~~~~next MORNING~~~~~~~
I woke up and saw that Niall was still asleep, so I decided to make coffee.
I have such a headache. Alcohol is bad….
I was sleepy and as I was going to take a cup of coffee someone hold one right before my Face.
“Here….” Liam and Louis stands in the Kitchen and I take the coup.
“Thank you!” I am not a good Hangover-morning Person.
“Nice pants!” Louis said and I looked down and saw that I was wearing my underclothes with the bones on it.
“Thanks…” was all I said.
“Morning…” Harry mumbled and sit on a chair, his head on the counter before him. Liam (Daddy Direction) gave him a cup of coffee.
“Thank you Liam… Neva why the hell are you wearing Louis’ shirt?” Harry was confused and we all laughed. (Nevas OUTFIT http://www.polyvore.com/fanfiction_10/set?id=104216319)
“A little too much Alcohol for Harry yesterday!” Zayn said and sit beside him.
“yeah… and why are you slept here?”In this second Josh came in and interrupt Harry.
“Red Riding Hood, Simon is on the telephone in the living room.” The Kitchen wasn’t Big but it was nice, not that kind of my style but okay for a hotel room (http://weheartit.com/entry/22638455/via/cariinchen25)
I walked with Josh to the Telephone and said.
“Hello?”
“Hey Neva, sorry to bother you but I what was your address? I need it for paperwork and that stuff…”
“Oh okay, no problem, its Loostreet 23…”
“Perfect, have a nice day with the boys!”
“Thank you Simon!”
“We see us!”
“Bye!” I saw to Josh and he smiled from ear to ear.
“What is your Plan?” I asked him and he just walked to his room.
I walked back to the kitchen, I know this is going to be a good day!”
“Good morning beautiful!” Niall said and I smieled. Oh I so damn much like when he say this.
“Good morning!” I said and the other Boys walked out of the kitchen.
“How are you feel?” Niall was in front of me and our chest are close to touch.
“Better, mentally but my head hurt!” I said and Niall laughed, me too, I really like him laughing, he is such a positive person.
“Important is you can remember everything; right?”
“Yeah….”
“Soo” Niall begun and as he started to talk again I kissed him, I felt he was confused and laughed as he realized that I kissed him, but it didn’t take long and he kissed me back and it was such a good feeling. He has his hands on my hips and I have mine in his neck and hair.
“We going down breakfast and so, are you coming?” Josh asked and Niall and I stopped kissing and looked to Josh and the rest of the boys. I blushed and Niall said, while we were still in our position, “Were coming in 10 minutes!”
“Sure you are!” Louis said and twinkled to me.
“OH god!” I said loud and lay my head in Nialls chest, I tried to hide me.
I heard the door slam and Niall asking, “Are you all right Princess?”
“Yep…. But I am hungry, let us go have breakfast!”
“Maybe you should change your clothes… I mean you look hot girl, but the paps… mhh I don’t want them to see you like this, its enough when the boys see you like this.” Niall said with lots of Fun and I realized that I am still just wearing Louis’ shirt.
“okay…. but just bevause you say so!” I twinkled to him kissed shortly his lips and went into his room and changed my clothes and make my hair (http://www.polyvore.com/fanfiction_11/set?id=104220560)
I waked back to Niall who was in Jeans and Shirt and he looked conused to me.
“What?!” I asked and he just take off my leather jacket.
“I don’t think you need that.” I rolled my eyes and take his hand and walked with him out of the Room.
In the Elevator Niall and I kissed again, there were no other person in It, soo…
But in the 3 floor and old women came In and saw us kissing.
“Ohh you both looked so sweet…”
“Thank you Ma’am.” I said and blushed, I looked to Niall and he connected our Hands, inside me everything tingled.
“My husband and me was like you two, young and in love.”
“That is nice to hear. Where is your Husband now?” Niall asked and the old women smiled and said.
“Oh pretty boy, he is waiting for me…for too long now!” She said and I know that she meant that her husband was dead…
“Oh I hope he didn’t eat everything before you came.” Niall said and I take my hand lay it on his chest.
“Niall, he isn’t waiting in this Hotel…”
“Oh I am so sorry!” Niall said and the Elevator door opend, we was in the lobby.
“Is okay pretty boy… here sweetie, take this, I see how much do you feel and you are remembering me on myself in your age… my grandma gave it to me and I want that the love, the luck and the history of this bring you two luck… take care of it beautiful girl!” The Women has on hand of mine in hers and lay something in it, before I could say ‘thank you’or before I could see was it was she was gone.
“What is it?” Niall asked and we stand in front of the breakfast room, I opend my Hand and saw this. (http://www.polyvore.com/ring_my_neck_classic_for/thing?id=96603687&.locale=de)
“A ring…” I gave Niall the ring on the Necklace and he smiled.
“The Diamonds are real.” He said and looked at me. “They shine like your eyes!”
“You know what this is… this is a promise ring!”
“Yeah,your right! Come Princess put it on!” Niall put the Necklace on my neck and I have the ring in my hand, the necklace goes to my chest, I put it in my shirt, so I have it on me, on my heart.
“This is our ring know!” Niall whispered and kissed me, I kissed him back, and it was sweet and passionate and just perfect.
“Now I am starving!” I said with and he nodded and we go together, hand in hand in the room.
What is when people saw us? Shit I didn’t think about that. Maybe no one saw it…
On the Table the boys were full in their conversation.I was in my thoughts…. I could swear I saw that women before.
“Neva!” Josh touched my arm and I flinched .
“Mhh!” All eyes on me…. I hate that feeling.
“Your food!” Josh nodded to the waitress who has just a coffee and a plate on his hands.
“Oh sorry, thank you!”
The whole morning till noon didn’t happened anything intresting, I was out with the boys and thought about the old lady… A good thing about that was that I did not think about the resignation from the boys.
We was in a little Park and we just making funny stuff. To far the day was on afternoon, to soon for the goodbye. It will be hard… even if it’s for a week or 2 …
Notes
How I feel when no one vote or rate or comment.... so PLLLEEAASSSE let me see that their are more people outside who are living on this earth ^^ :D 
Thank U ;))
11/17/13