confused and broken
Moments in time, ill find the words to say
Taylor's P.O.V.
So many things are running through my mind right now. I still love harry, but i love niall also. What do i do? I never felt the spark i felt with niall with harry. I sat there for an hour deciding on what to do. I finally know what i need to do. I have made my decision. I get up and shower and put my hair up in a messy bun and throw on a t-shirt and sweats. I walk outside to see harry and niall on the couch. "Harry, can i talk to you? And niall stay right there. I need to talk to you after." Harry gets up and followed me to my room. We sit on my bed. I look him in the eyes and say "harry. We aren't meant for each other. I want you to know that i want you to be my best friend and i didnt realize it untill now. You deserve someone better. I mean we are complete opposites. I think we should give up on us and find other people." I finish with tears falling down my face. He wipes them away and i grab his hand and bring it to my lips and kiss it softly. He gets up to leave and before he's out the door he says "thanks bestie. We are going to the fair tomorw whether you like it or not" with a smile on his face he walks out the door and niall comes in. "Niall. I-i im falling in love with you. I dont know if you felt that spark, but i did. When we kissed fireworks went off." Niall's eyes went wide and he leaned in and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss and so did he. "Im falling hard for you, and its killing me. I fell for you when i first layed my eyes on you. But harry took you. I love you taylor." Niall said. I smile and say "here, I'll make some tea. And we can explain what happened to the group." We walk out and everybody starts whistling and clapping. Harry was smiling widely and everybody was looking at me for answers. I explained what happened while making tea. Everybody laughed when i told them how harry was scrambling to get clothes on and fell down the stairs to get to me. We were one messed up happy family. I laughed and joined everyone on the couch after i gave everyone their tea.
So many things are running through my mind right now. I still love harry, but i love niall also. What do i do? I never felt the spark i felt with niall with harry. I sat there for an hour deciding on what to do. I finally know what i need to do. I have made my decision. I get up and shower and put my hair up in a messy bun and throw on a t-shirt and sweats. I walk outside to see harry and niall on the couch. "Harry, can i talk to you? And niall stay right there. I need to talk to you after." Harry gets up and followed me to my room. We sit on my bed. I look him in the eyes and say "harry. We aren't meant for each other. I want you to know that i want you to be my best friend and i didnt realize it untill now. You deserve someone better. I mean we are complete opposites. I think we should give up on us and find other people." I finish with tears falling down my face. He wipes them away and i grab his hand and bring it to my lips and kiss it softly. He gets up to leave and before he's out the door he says "thanks bestie. We are going to the fair tomorw whether you like it or not" with a smile on his face he walks out the door and niall comes in. "Niall. I-i im falling in love with you. I dont know if you felt that spark, but i did. When we kissed fireworks went off." Niall's eyes went wide and he leaned in and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss and so did he. "Im falling hard for you, and its killing me. I fell for you when i first layed my eyes on you. But harry took you. I love you taylor." Niall said. I smile and say "here, I'll make some tea. And we can explain what happened to the group." We walk out and everybody starts whistling and clapping. Harry was smiling widely and everybody was looking at me for answers. I explained what happened while making tea. Everybody laughed when i told them how harry was scrambling to get clothes on and fell down the stairs to get to me. We were one messed up happy family. I laughed and joined everyone on the couch after i gave everyone their tea.
10/30/13