Soulmates: Gotta find my destiny

I woke up to the light getting inside of my room by the big window that was near my bed. I wiped the sleep out of my eye and started figuring out what time it was, since I didn’t have a phone.

I was still so tired, I thought it might be like 6 or 7 am, but the intense sunlight made me wonder what was the actual time.

Thanks to my now better luck, a clock was standing in my nightstand. It said it was 12:30 pm

“Hell no, Niall is gonna think you’re a lazy cunt” I said to myself rushing to do my hair in a messy bun and to get out of the room

The second I stood out of my room I heard a voice

“Nice pyjamas “ Niall said giggling a bit

HELL NO! I totally forgot I was wearing the most embarrassing pyjama in the whole universe. It was pink with little pigs all over and it didn’t fit well at all, I had it since I was like 13 years old. But that was the only warm pyjama I had, since I live in a hot as hell town.

My face blushed all the way and I think I made a strange noise.. Fuck

“So, I think someone is jetlagged” He said again trying to tease me.

“Yeah, I think so, it must be like 6:30 am where I live” I said yawning

“I know the feeling” He said giving me a smile “Every time we’re touring, I deal with that, do you want to sleep a little more?”

YESSS!! I want to sleep for two days on a row..

“No, I’m fine” I said yawning again.

“ Kay, so maybe you should take a shower, so we can have lunch together” Niall said walking to the living room.

I headed back to my room and went straight to the bathroom; it was huge as well and beautiful. There was a stand with soft towels so I took one and led to take a quick shower.

I felt the warm water falling all over my skin; it was really relaxing. I love that feeling.

When I got out of the bathroom, I wore the other pair of jeans I had, cause the ones that I was wearing yesterday were still wet. And a pink tank top. My converses were still wet as well, so I just went outside barefoot.

I went straight to the kitchen where Niall surprisingly was cooking little gourmet sandwiches. They looked really good and smelled better.

“Mmmh.. Didn’t know you can cook, I thought the only thing you have ever cooked was a quesadilla” I said laughing

“You’re a bad Directioner” He said joking

OH. How he dared to call me a bad Directioner! I know every fact of his and the boy’s lives!!! Well maybe except that he can cook.

“Actually I’m the best Directioner you’ll ever know, I know every little fact of you, even that when you were a kid, you used to run around your kitchen screaming “I’m captain potato, and I don’t need to eat them” and that you were the 80,801’989,235th person alive in this planet, you’re also claustrophobic” I said, regretting every single word

And then, the awkward silence was brought to the room. Again.

“Wow, that was creepy” Niall said breaking the silence

MENTAL FACE PALM !! Oh shit Sophia, you really screw your chance to be friends with him

My face went red, and I stood there not knowing what to do or to say..

“It’s good to know that for the first time, a friend really knows everything about me” To my surprise he said in a serious way.

I let out a small giggle and sat on my chair, waiting for Niall to bring the food to the table.

We ate chatting, and laughing. Things were so normal between us, also I think I’m getting used to be around Niall, I mean, now I don’t feel the urge to cry in fetal position every time he touches me, or smiles, or laughs, or breathes. Yeah, I’m getting used to be her friend.

“So, when are you planning to return home? Don’t get me wrong I’m not kicking you out, you can stay the time you want” He asked curiously.

“Well, as soon as I get a job to earn money to buy my ticket back home, but I have to find it like, right now, I promised I’d be back on Sunday” I said getting worried

“Ha-ha, you’re pretending to earn 1000 dollars in one week? You are going to need a really good job” He said sarcastically

“I know, I’m really screwed” I said getting upset

“Umm, maybe I can ask Paul if he can get you a job” He smiled

“You don’t have to” I said looking down.

“I want to, we’re friends.” He said lifting my chin

I sighed and nodded, and then there was a knock on Niall’s door

“I’ll get it” I said standing up

“They must be the boys, we’re going to the dance studio, we’re learning new choreographies for the next tour, tell them I’ll be down in five” He told me walking to his room

OH. MY. GOD. IM.GONNA.MEET. ONE. DIRECTION. HOLY FUCK.

I ran to the door, and before I could open it I took a deep breath and said to myself

“Keep calm girl, you don’t want to mess it with the boys, just act cool”

I opened the door with a huge smile, and there they were, four sex gods with a breathtaking smile, and also Paul.

Harry was the first to come in, then Louis, Zayn, Liam and at last Paul. They all stood in front of me with a fake smile, and the awkward moment came back.

I just wanted to hug them and kiss them, and maybe rape them, but I had to control all my emotions and act “normal” or the closest I could.

Harry gave me a who-are-you look and I got it, they didn’t even know my name.

“Oh sorry, I’m Sophia” I said with a really huge smile, that I think made me look creepy.

“Oh, hi Sophia, and is Niall here?” Said Liam very polite, but still with the who-are-you look.

“Oh yeah, he’ll be down in five” I said still with the weird smile.

“Oh” was everything Liam answered.

Gosh, I could really touch the awkward in the room, I couldn’t help but smile and they couldn’t help but look me with a weird expression.

“And what are you doing here?” Louis broke the really awkward silence what was in the room.

Fuck. What should I say? I can’t tell them I came from Mexico in a YOLO moment just to meet whom I think my soul mate is.

“Well actually, I came to meet Niall yesterday, but it was raining and dark so he let me stay here for the night” I said blushing

“Cool” Lou answered with a not-cool tone.

After what seemed million of years Niall came, and thanks god, broke the tense vibe that was in his couch.

“Hey guys, what’s the craic, did you meet Sophia already?” He said with a chilly voice.

“Yes, we had met her” Harry cut him off

“Okay” Niall said, noticing something wasn’t right.

“Excuse me, I’m going to the restroom” I said with a really weak voice

I almost ran to the bathroom, and once inside I left out all the emotions I was containing

“Oh my god I was standing in Niall’s living room barefoot with the boys, they know me, they asked me my name! They are so gorgeous, oh god can’t contain this feelings” I started whispering shouting things like those.

I was still there, trying to calm down, when I heard

“Are you crazy?! You can’t let a fan sleep in your house, just because it’s raining, maybe she had planned everything! You don’t even know her Niall; she could sell personal information. She can’t stay” Harry almost shouted sounding very pissed

“You don’t know her! She isn’t just a fan, she’s my friend” Niall tried to argue

“Niall, you have to get rid of her! Like NOW!” Liam cut him off in a tone less pissed than Harry but still sounding very angry.

I couldn’t help but let a tear fell from my eye, I couldn’t handle it, I couldn’t handle this entire situation; me, being in a strange continent, with no money, annoying Niall and making them fight. I needed to go away, I needed to solve my problems myself.

I got out of the bathroom and ran to my bedroom, I packed all my stuff again, and put on my still wet pair of converse, then I got out of the room walking straight to the door. When I got there, the boys were still fighting, but once they saw me, the stayed completely silent staring at me.

“Why did you grab your stuff?” Niall asked concerned

“I’m leaving, ” I said trying not to cry. But I think Niall could tell something was wrong with me

“Why?” He said, grabbing my arm when I attempted to walk to the door.

“I don’t want to bother you anymore, you have done a lot for me, and I don’t think you need more problems. Thank you very much ” I said getting my arm away from him.

“Yeah honey, I think that’s the best! But thanks for supporting us!” Louis said with a so fake and sassy smile.

I just nodded, and walked-almost-run out of the door, but then I felt him chasing me

“Why Sophia? You were really comfy here a minute ago” He said with a sad look

I couldn’t handle it. I started crying pretty bad.

“They were right, I’m just a stranger, you don’t know me, you shouldn’t have let me in just because you felt sorry for me” I said with tears all over my cheeks

“Niall, let her go” Liam said with a calm tone.

“GET OUT!” Niall shouted to the boys with all his power

“But Ni-” Zayn tried to say but Niall cut him off “GET OUT! DIDN’T YOU HEAR?”

They sighed and went out as Niall said.

He brought me inside, and started wiping the tears away with his thumb.

“You don’t have to go, they don’t know you. I do. “ He said softly

“But, but” I tried to say but he cut me off again. “We're friends, aren’t we?” He said smiling

I just sighed and nodded, and he gave me a really tight hug. This was the first time Niall and I have ever hugged, and it felt so special, I felt so secure in his arms, like if them fit perfectly in mine. I could hear his heartbeat as he buried his face in my neck, the smell of his aftershave was so sweet and yet so strong and his breathing was deep. I could feel his hands rubbing softly my back. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. And you’re gonna think this is stupid, but I really felt a sparkle.. I mean, I’d heard that the Horan hugs were good, but I never thought this good. I was really hugging my soul mate.

This moment was just perfect

When we fell apart from the hug, we just stayed staring through each other eyes, his were really deep, the most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen in my life, they expressed love, a long life, good vibes, but at the same time serenity, peace and innocence… They were perfect.

“Are you staying?” He asked softly

“Yes” I said smiling.

“Well, I gotta go now, I really need to practice on my dancing, not so good” He said laughing

“I have seen you” I told him joking.

“Oh, and by the way, don’t feel down. I’m going to talk to those bitches, they’re good, they just were worried about me, but when they get to know you, we’re all gonna be “best friends”” He said with a girly voice the “Best Friends” part

I just laughed and waved him goodbye, but before he went outside, he told me.

“Give me your number, imma call you when I’m coming home, maybe we could go out for a walk or something.” He said waving goodbye

“Em, actually I don’t have a phone, it died a couple of weeks ago” I said blushing

“Well, we’re gonna solve that when I get home I think past 6, and don’t worry about your flight, I got it! “ He said getting out of the door!

“Don’t you dare” I said.

I don’t want him to buy me my ticket or a phone; I don’t want to take advantage now that we are friends. I just need a job; I can buy it myself!

“Oh, shut up! “ He said getting inside of the black SUV that was waiting for him.

I just smiled and waved. Actually my luck has being getting a lot better.

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