Soulmates: Gotta find my destiny

I woke up to my phone ringing..

“Ugh, who’s calling me so early?” I groaned.

I took my phone, and answered it

“Hey bud! What are you upta? A little bored?” Niall said enthusiastically

“I was sleeping, to be honest” I said yawing

“Really?” I heard Niall laughing

“Yeah why?” I asked confused

“It’s almost 3 pm” He said giggling a bit

“Really? Oh my god!” I said wiping the sleep out of my eyes “I really hate time zones”

“Get your lazy butt out of bed, Preston will pick you up in an hour. He’s bringing you to the photo shoot, so you won’t get bored, cause today I’m coming home pretty late.” He told me

“Sir, yes, sir!” I joked

“By the way, I left a coat for you on the coach, bring it, because at night it gets extremely cold” He said

“Okay” I answered

“Bye by-“ “Wait, Niall” I cut him off before he could hang up

“Sup?” He asked

“This will sound stupid, but; are the boys there too?” I asked shyly

“Of course” He laughed

“Oh” I said “I think I should wait you here instead”

“Stop it! I’ve already talked to them, they’re sorry about what happened the other day!” Niall said seriously

“But, I really rather stay home, besides I’m still tired” I tried to argue.

“I don’t care, you’re coming. So better be ready when Preston arrives, or he might bring you here with your sexy pyjamas” He laughed hanging up.

“Fuck you Horan!” I said to myself a little bit annoyed.

I was a little mad, but at the same time pretty excited! I’ve always wanted to be in a photo shoot with the boys! Can you imagine? Being there, watching their sexy poses. OMG HEAVEN!

I immediately forgot about the ‘fight’ with the boys and got up to get ready. I took a quick shower, and then put my blue jeans, the ones I was wearing the day I arrived to London, obviously they were dry now. I put a red chiffon blouse and my red converse. They didn’t match a lot, but I didn’t have a lot of clothes.

I put some mascara and a light pink lip-gloss and let my hair down naturally. I took my phone and went to the couch.

I was sitting there, when someone knocked. I stood up, took the coat and went to open the door; it was Preston with a big smile.

“Hi Preston” I said hugging him tight

He gave me a strange look, and then a little smile

“Hello Sophia, ready to go?” He asked.

“Yeah buddy” I told him.

He giggled and I locked the door. We went outside and walked to the SUV.

I was going to sit on the front seat, when Preston told me “You better sit on the back seat”

“Why?” I asked confused.

“Because the fans might see you, and then the rumours will start” He said seriously

I nodded and sat on the back seat.

C’mon, I’m a fan too, or at least I was. We’re not that bad, I mean, sometimes, some girls take the boys’ relationships way too serious, and start sending hate, but I don’t think they’ll start rumours just because I’m on the front seat. But whatever.

“So, where are we going?” I asked Preston excited

“To the photo shoot” He answered still driving

“I know, I know. But where exactly? I mean the place” I said

“It’s a secret location” He answered.

“Oh”

He drove for like thirty minutes, and then we arrived.

I got out of the car and walked to where Preston told me.

It was a big garden; it looked like those gardens in the palaces. It was so beautiful.

There were flowers of every colour, and a big fountain in the middle of the garden and a lot of benches around the fountain.

The view was breath taking.

I was standing there, admiring the view when I hear a familiar voice

“Hey Soph, over here” Niall was waving at me.

I walked slowly to where he was and greeted him with a smile.

“Hey” I said

“I thought you will bring your pyjamas” He said laughing

“I was going to, but I thought you wouldn’t handle my sexiness” I joked.

We were laughing when I felt someone breathing behind me. I turned my face to meet two big green eyes.

“Hey!” Niall told Harry.

My heart started beating as fast as it could, and I walked to Niall’s side.

“Hey bud!” Harry said completely ignoring me.

“Hello” I tried to say but my voice was weak

He just turned around and stayed staring to the garden. No, no, no! Harry ignored me, oh gosh, I don’t want the boys to hate me!

Niall gave me an ‘it’s-fine’ look and I nodded

Eventually I heard more voices coming closer, and like it was obvious, they were Louis, Zayn and Liam’s.

“Here you are, we were trying to find you. Paul just told us the shoot starts in thirty minutes, so we better go get dress”. Liam said.

“Oh, I didn’t know you were here Sophia, how are you?” Liam told me noticing I was there.

“Hi, fine thanks” I said with my shaky voice

They all stood there staring at me, giving me confused looks. I didn’t know what to do, so I just looked down to the floor.

Niall patted softly my back and broke the silence “Guys, I think you have something to tell to Sophia”

I kept my head down until I heard Liam said, “Look Sophia, we’re sorry about what happened yesterday, we really are. We didn’t mean to be rude with you” with a sweet tone.

“Yes we were just worried about Niall” Zayn spoke for the first time.

“Yeah, you know.. Niall is our little baby” Louis said grabbing Niall’s head and putting it under his armpit

“Get off” Niall tried to fight back, but couldn’t get his head away from Louis.

Louis let him off and they started to laugh, I giggled a little and then burst into laughter. We were all laughing, all except for Harry.

He hadn’t said a word, and was really serious. I was starting to get worried that Harry really hated me, when Louis said with a funny voice “So, do you forgive us?”

I look at them and Louis, Zayn and Liam had puppy faces, like if they had planned that, but Harry was standing with an unreadable face without saying a word.

“I don’t know” I joked. They all gave me worried looks and then I laughed, “Of course I forgive you guys! I love you”

“Owww, bear hug” Zayn shouted, and we all hugged tightly except for Harry . It was awesome but I was still nervous!

Oh my god. I’m hugging the boys! I can’t believe it! This is better than heaven

“Well, now that we are all happy, lets get ready” Liam, being the responsible man that he is, said.

“Yes, daddy direction” Louis said with a girly voice

I giggled and he looked at me “How do you know that?” I asked Louis.

“We know everything, we read everything, we’re always on tumblr” He said smirking at me and walking with Liam and Zayn to the dressing area.

WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? THEY DO HAVE TUMBLRS? OH. MY. GOD.! THEY CAN’T. IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL THAT THE BOYS HAD TUMBLRS!! THEY READ EVERYTHING?! CODE RED! CODE RED!

“I’m starving, how about you?” Niall asked me

“I’m too, I haven’t eaten all day” I told him

“Let me solve that” He said getting his phone out of his pocket and walking to the dressing area too.

I was there, watching the beautiful garden, when I hear something that really surprised me

“Can we talk in private?” Harry asked.

I stayed there frozen when I heard Alex voice saying “Duh, dumbo, say something! Are you stupid or what?”

I really need to stop hearing Alex’ voice in my head or I am going to end up crazy.

“Sure” I said shyly

We walked to a bench that was near the fountain and we sat but kept quiet, I could listen the wind blowing, crickets on the grass, and the water that was falling from the fountain.

“So, listen Sophia.” Harry broke the silence between us.

“Yeah” I nodded

“I’m really sorry about what happened at Niall’s flat” He said with his head down.

“You shouldn’t be” I gave him a smile

“But I am, I should not have shouted Niall those things about you like that” He said still looking to the floor.

“Harry is okay, I’m fine” I said trying to cheer him up.

“It’s just that I’m very protective over Niall, even though I’m the youngest, I feel like Niall is so naïve and I don’t want him to get hurt”

“I would never ever in a million of years hurt Niall” I said lifting his chin.

“I know, but fans can be a little too ermm..” He stopped “dedicated?” He continued.

“You can say it, we’re obsessed, we know it” I said and he giggled a little.

“Yeah, right. Don’t get me wrong, I do love fans, they’re everything to me, but sometimes they come way too close to our private lives that affect us. Sometimes we even have to behave ourselves different just to stay out of any rumour that can cause us trouble ” Harry stated.

Oh my god. Is he talking about the Larry Stylinson thing? Or what? He just told me that they have to act in front of us, just for us to not notice what’s going on in their personal lives. WHAT THE FUCK? Harry can you be understandable for the first time in your life? Please!

“How does that affect you?” I asked confused

“You know, sometimes they just touch points of our lives that we don’t want anyone but us to know, we have our secrets and we want them to stay like that, secret. We like our intimacy to stay private and sometimes they just come too far. ” He said getting a little bit down.

“I’m sorry” I said sadly

“Don’t be” He smiled a little.

“I was one of those fans that stalked you every minute of the day, one of those that really wanted to know everything about your personal lives, about your tattoos, about your relationships, about your friends and family. And I didn’t know you thought like that. I know my fandom, we can be pretty annoying and bitchy but we are a family, and we love you boys unconditionally, you’re everything to us. We want to know every single detail of you not just because you look like sex gods, and sing like angels, but because we love you for who you are, and whenever we know something new about you, we love you even more. Harry, you have saved millions of lives, I know a lot of Directioners that were going to committee suicide but didn’t because of you. And we all just want to know the real you, because all we want is to be your friend, and know you as a person, that’s what make us touch boundaries that now I know we shouldn’t touch at all. But you can talk to us, we are your fans, we are here to support you.”

“Wow, didn’t know y’all feel like that” He said surprised “I had never talked like this with a fan, and I’m glad I did”

“I could be your friend too” I said

“ I’d love to” He smiled “So, aren’t you still mad at me?” He asked

“I was never mad at you Harry, I couldn’t be. I’m your fan duh” I said smiling

“And my friend” He said

“Yes, and your friend”

“Is there something I could do, to make it up to you?” He asked concerned

“Actually, I have a friend, that really loves you, more than how I love you, I mean she’s really in love with you” I said nervously

“What’s her name?” He asked

“Samie”

He took out his iPhone and asked me “Does she have twitter?”

“Of course” I answered.

He handed me the phone, and I searched her username, I clicked on her profile and gave it back to Harry.

“She’s pretty” He said smiling. “I know, I love her eyes” I said getting excited about the fact that Harry said that she was pretty.

He followed her and sent her a DM

“Hey Samie, how are you? You look lovely in your icon. :D xx “

“She’s going to die” I laughed.

He smiled and got up “Let’s go, it’s getting late, Liam is going to kill me if I’m not in time”

I stood up and walked with Harry to the dressing area

We were quiet, and I was thinking about what he told me earlier. Maybe he was right, we want to know every single fact about them, but sometimes they just don’t want things to be known, and we should respect that. I don’t know if he was talking about the Larry situation, or in general, but now I’m sure we should respect the boys’ intimacy.

“Just a question Sophia” Harry broke the silence

“Yes?”

“Don’t wanna sound selfish, but how can you be that relaxed when you’re a ‘big fan’?” He asked shyly

“You don’t want to know, really. In my mind I’d raped you like five times” I said laughing

“God” he burst out laughing

“Let’s go” he said starting to run.

I ran after him and when I arrived I was out of breath

“Hey, did you go for a run or something?” Niall said laughing.

“Shut up” I giggled

“You’re a bad runner” Harry said breathing perfectly

I could barely catch my breath “I just ran, in 3 minutes what I’ve run in my whole life” I joked

“The food just arrived, I ordered pizza” Niall told me.

“Great, I’m going to die malnourished at any second” I said