Kaitlin's pov.I slept until 2.
I really didn't want to go to this party.
But I promised the girls I'd make an appearance.
But I wasn't going early.
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I looked myself in the mirror
.
I just put something simple on. I don't plan on staying long.
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I walked across the street. You could hear the blasting music from here.
I knocked on the door.
No answer.
I decided just to walk in.
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"KAITLINS HERE!!" Perrie yelled.
Making everybody turning towards me.
Great.
I rolled my eyes.
I walked over the the gang who where on the couch.
"Ok I made an appearance, can I go now" I said emotionlessly.
"You just got here!" Louis exclaimed.
"Harry's in the kitchen getting a drink" Eleanor said pointing towards the kitchen.
"I don't care" I muttered.
"Yes you do, now go talk to him" she said pushing me towards the kitchen.
And soon enough I was face to face with Harry.
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"Kaitlin, hey" he said pouring a drink.
"Hey" I muttered.
He looked up at me,
"Can I ask you something?"
Well this can't be good.
"Sure"
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Harry's pov.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure" she said looking down
"Elanor and I where talking about a week ago, about her trying to break us up for some reason... Any ideas?" I asked.
I knew she was hiding something. But her emotion stayed the same. She looked depressed.
"No" she said and she went to leave.
She's not eating away that easy.
I grabbed her arm.
"What are you hiding" I asked getting more furious.
"Harry Im not hiding anything" she snapped.
"That's bullshit" I shot at her.
But still her emotion didn't change.
Almost as if she didn't care.
"Tell me" I almost growled.
"I can't" she snapped.
"Kaitlin. I just want to know" I said trying to calm down.
"No you don't" she was looking down now away from me.
I lifted up her chin and looked into her eyes.
And saw nothing. She had no emotion. And it made me sick.
"Your not leaving until you tell me" I shot at her.
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Kaitlin's pov.
"Your not leaving until you tell me" she shot at me.
You know what fuck it. I honestly don't give a shit anymore.
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"Fine, ya know what FINE! You want to know ill tell you!" I yelled.
Making him step back a little in shock.
"It was all fake Harry! All of it. It was all just a plan to try get you to like me so I could hurt you ok?! It was all a lie! All of it!"
I felt my cheeks get hot.
"Are you happy? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW?!" I yelled. Making him step back again.
He looked hurt.
But I felt nothing,
I glanced and saw the entire gang huddled around. Watching us.
But I didn't care.
"It was all a lie?" He whispered.
Then it hit me.
No, no it wasn't all a lie.
I calmed down a little.
"Harry, no-" I started. But I didn't get to far.
"It was all a fucking lie?" He repeated but louder.
"Not all of it" I managed,
But his expression stayed the same.
"You just said it was a lie Kaitlin!" He yelled.
I was taken back.
"Harry I-" he cut me off.
"No you just said it was all a lie!" He yelled again.
Why should I give a fuck anymore?
"Don't act like you didn't deserve it!" I yelled back.
He looked taken back by this remark.
"Your Harry fucking styles, you think you can get any girl you want then fucking dump her because your just done with her! Don't act like you don't deserve this!" I yelled.
"You know what Kaitlin, I actually liked you, big mistake" and that was the last thing he said before storming out.
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"Kaitlin, I'm so sorry this happened" Eleanor said putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Don't touch me" I muttered. And I stormed out.
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Harry's pov.
I started my car and drove home, fuck her. She doesn't mean anything.
And she's right. I'm Harry fucking Styles. I can get any girl I want.
I thought for a second.
But right now, even after that. She's the only girl I want.
Why is this so fucking complicated!
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Kaitlin's pov.
Why? Why did I do that? Why did I have to say it like that? Why do I fuck everything up?!
I liked him I really did but I fucked it all up!
He probably fucking hates me now.
I fucking hate me now.
I looked around my room,
This "bad girl" image. It started out for him. But now I think it's actually who I am
I turned into this bitch, all because Harry.
But like I said before. FUCK IT!
This is who I am now.
And I'm just done.
I'm going to admit it, I'm fucking depressed.
I'm the reason my sister killed herself.
I just ruined chances with a guy I really like.
My life's already fucked up.

Notes

Sorry it's short!
Longer one next time.
so is it over?
Melissa is gonna like this!
what about mark?
whats going to happen to Kaitlin?
Harry?

imagine the random people getting drinks and watching the fight