cameras flash in my face and i get pulled behind Harry, he holds me close as i see Niall and Louis do the same to Jess.
we push past almost all the paparazzi when one grabs me and pulls me from all the others.

"Are you and Harry dating?" they scream.
"no, now go away!"i scream and pull from them, but before i turn they snap a picture.
they all try to pull me to them as i walk but i manage to get away, a few scratch me till i bleed. it isn't that bad until one takes his hand and his nail scratches my cheek so bad i feel the blood. i wince in pain and cup my cheek with my hand.

i run back to Harry who was turning his head every direction to look for me.
i feel tears running down my face. he wipes it away with the back of his hand.
i lean on his chest and he picks me up and carries me out to the car.

"are you okay?" he asks buckling me in the back seat with him.
"yeah, i guess i'm just not their cup of tea." i try to laugh.
"i think they just want a good story, and you refuse to tell it." he says with a chuckle.
i just smile, for real, and look out the window.


*10 minutes later*

"bye guys, thanks." i say and and hug all the boys goodbye, Jess does too and we walk inside and go up to my room to talk.

"we should have a mini sleepover!" she says excited.
"sure jail bird.'' i say trying out her new nick name.
"jail bird?" she asks as we run upstairs.
"yeah, Jess the Jail Bird." i joke and walk to my closet to pick out my pj's, i just grab my old over-sized Beatles tee and shorts, the shirt almost cover my short but oh well, its just me and Jess... i walk to the bathroom and change and come back to Jess who is in her red pj's...asleep. i guess getting arrested makes a person tired.
i sigh and walk downstairs and put some popcorn in the microwave.
i put on my favorite movie Grease and sit with the bowl of popcorn in my lap,

***
i am half asleep on the couch when someone knocks on the door.
i look at the time. 2am.

"who the hell is it?" i ask through the door, no answer. i open it and Harry storms in and crashes his lips into mine.

it takes me a minute but i kiss back and it gets heated, he licks my bottom lip for entrance and i accept. his hands travel up to my shirt tugging on the fabric.
i push him away for a question.
"what the hell just happened?" i ask and he slowly gains a smile.
"i have been waiting forever to do that." he says and kisses me again this time more gentle, holding his hand to the back of my head.

"you're not the only one who was holding back." i say.