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New In Town

Loved You First


"Aubrey! Aren't you glad you decided to go?! That sounds amazing, I'm so jealous!" Sophie is all worked up after I told her about my trip.

"I'm very happy I went!" I laugh. I can't believe I thought it would be a bad idea in the first place!

"Oh ya! So Ethan told me you two are friends again?"

I see the tall, muscular, dirty blonde across the room and understand why Sophie has brought this up. Damn, I really haven't seen her in so long, I haven't had the time to explain what's going on. She probably thinks I'm crazy... Well I probably am.

"Ahhh not friends? Just not on bad terms anymore. I honestly don't know. He's being... Normal?" I giggle. "He's just really trying to show me that he has changed so I'm going to be civil with him"

"Aubrey, I don't know how you do it. You are gorgeous, you have straight A's, and you are the nicest person on this planet. I'm surprised you haven't started hanging out with Maddie again!"

I roll my eyes at her. I haven't spoken to Maddie since the fight, and I plan on keeping it that way, unless she tries to apologize to me. But that's a different story.

"Okay this is different! He really has changed, don't tell me you haven't noticed"

"No I have, so I think it's super nice what you're doing. I'm just giving you a hard time, Aubs" She giggles. "What does Harry think about that?"

"Surprisingly, he's trying to be cool with him too. I don't know, it's not like we all have to be best friends, but it's nice not to have to leave every time I see him because I can't stand him. He's really trying"

"I see where you're coming from, Aubs, but what if it's just an act? I mean remember when you got back with him after..."

"Yes I clearly remember that" I shake my head to clear the terrible memories of him cheating on me the first time... Oh! And the second. "But he's made a decent effort, it's been a few weeks and he's still acting okay"

"Just be careful, I know you know that, but, you have an amazing thing with Harry, and it would be a terrible to see him try to do something."

Why does everyone keep telling me that!

"I know, I really do, but I'm smart enough to not let him hurt me again"

"Yes, you are."

I take a sip of some fruity drink one of the guys had made me and look at Ethan.

"I'm going to his house for dinner tomorrow, with his family. I guess Erica wanted to have me over"

"You are?"

Fuck, it really is a bad idea. Why am I putting Harry though this? I care so much more about him than that cheating piece of shit. I am terrible, but then again, I would be terrible if I didn't go. Forget Ethan, I am doing this because Erica wants me there. Erica has been there for me, and I haven't contacted her since the break up. I know she worries about me, so I do feel bad about that. But it's just so awkward! Like "hey Erica, wanna grab coffee with your son's ex girlfriend that he cheated on!?" It's not the easiest to stay in touch with her.

I am giving myself a headache. Why do I over think everything humanly possible!?

"Yes" I finally respond.

"And Harry knows?"

"Yeah. Sophie it's dinner with his whole family-not just him"

"I know, okay, I'm sorry, done with the interrogation" we both laugh.

Sophie gets distracted with Ryan and I'm left alone when Harry is no where in sight. I'm ready to leave though, this jet lag is really hitting me, and I could fall asleep any minute.

"Have you seen Harry?" I reluctantly ask Ethan who is pouring himself a drink in the kitchen.

"Oh, hey, I think he's downstairs?"

I groan, stairs sound terrible right now.

"Do you need a ride home or something? I've only had one drink"

"No, I'm fine, I just need to find him"

"Okay, well I'll be here."

"Thanks"

"Are you still coming tomorrow?"

Here's is my chance to get out of this.

"Yeah, 6:30?"

I can't bring myself to do it...

"Yep, night Aubrey"

I shoot him a half smile and walk away to try and find Harry. Thankfully he's in the basement shooting pool with Owen, and is ready to leave as well.

I lean into him as we walk out of the house because I am too tired to even walk. I really should've taken a nap.

"Keep your phone on and call me if anything happens" Harry says harshly as we pull up to the large house that is the Tucker's. I know he's just being protective.

He had picked me up from my house earlier, and the car ride over was silent. I know he's anxious about this, but I love him for accepting it.

"I promise, I love you" I remind him and lean over to give him a quick peck on the lips. He accepts, but when I pull away he grabs my face in his large hands and presses his forehead against mine.

"I love you. Call me when you're done"

I smile and kiss him one last time before hopping out of the Range Rover and walk up the steps to the front door. I can feel Harry's eyes intently watching me as I knock on the door and wait for someone to answer.

Oh shit, it's Ethan that opens the door, so I turn to Harry and blow him a kiss before entering the house.

"Hey Aubrey" Ethan greets me. Here goes nothing.

"Hey" I smile as he shuts the door. "It smells good in here, what is your mother making?"

"Actually, I made dinner, my parents are still at work so I started it. But fettuccine Alfredo"

"Oh. Yum!"

"Can I take your jacket?"

"Uh, sure" I shrug it off and hand it to him. He places it on the coat hanger and motions towards the kitchen.

"So how was your trip?" He asks and I take a seat on a stool at the breakfast bar.

"It was really great, nice to kind of.. Get away from it all" I sigh, I really wish we could stay longer. I didn't have a worry in the world there. "How was your Christmas?"

"It was fine, didn't do much." He says and stirs something on the stove. "What?" He turns around to look at me when I chuckle at the sight.

"It's weird seeing you cook"

"I happen to be an excellent chef" he smirks.

"We'll have to see about that" I tease. "So when are your parents coming home?"

"I don't know, I'll call them. Will you keep stirring this?" He holds out the wooden spoon and I nod. He leaves the room to make the call and I do as I'm told.

"Uh, bad news. They're really sorry, but something came up at the office so it'll be at least an hour. They said we should just eat and they'll meet us for dessert"

"Oh, we can just do it another time?"

"No, stay, I can't eat all of this by myself" he smiles. "Well, I probably could, but that's no fun"

"Um, alright"

I sit back down and watch him pull something out of the oven, then he brings everything to the table, which is already set. Oh gosh. Maybe I should tell him Harry needs me or something?
This will be painfully awkward, but I have to stick it out until Jim and Erica get home.

“Okay, I have to admit, this is pretty good” I laugh after my first bite. Who knew Ethan Tucker could cook?

“Told ya” He chuckles.

“So are you for sure coming back to Malibu for school this semester?” I ask, and I hope he says no. That way there will be no conflicts to worry about.

“Yep, I’m glad to be going back. All my friends are there” Shit.

“Oh good.” I lie.

“Yeah, sooo what are you doing the rest of break?”

“I don’t know, just chilling out, probably going to see my grandma.”


“Nice… How is she?”

“Fine, old, but fine” He laughs and I move the food around on my plate.

“That’s good… Do you remember that time when she caught us making out on your couch?”

“Yes! She almost fainted! Oh God, the shit we put her through that summer. Like that time I had a bunch of people over and she came over to check on me”

We both laugh, and for the first time tonight, I think this is going okay. We laugh about the crazy shit we did the summer going into junior year. Probably one of my favorite’s.

“That was a good summer.” He smiles and looks at me. No, he stares at me, deeply, like he’s looking for something in my eyes.

“What?” I ask.

“I have to tell you something”

Oh fuck. He poisoned my food.

“Tell me!” I laugh when I see the playful smile painted on his face. “C’mon!” I say after he stays silent for a minute, like he’s contemplating whether he should tell me or not.

“…My parents were never coming” He says seriously. “There actually in San Diego for the weekend.”

The smile from my face quickly vanishes and there is a pit in my stomach.

“Umm what?” I choke out. He stands up and I tense up as he pulls out the chair next to me and sits.

“I wanted to have dinner with you. Just you Aubrey”

“Why did you lie?”

“Do you think Harry would ever let you have dinner with just me?” He raises his eyebrows as he asks the question.

“No, and there’s a reason for that, Ethan.” I stand up, now completely angry and taken back. I should have known. “I should go, thanks for dinner” I say with anger and walk towards the front door to grab my jacket and purse.

“Aubrey” He follows me and grabs my arm before I can make it to the door. I wince at the tight grip he holds on me.

“Ethan, you’re hurting me, let go”

“You’re hurting me Aubrey. Fuck!” He says into my face. I'm guessing he means emotionally, because there is no way I am physically hurting him right now, he holds all the control at the moment.

“Let go!” I retaliate.

“Damn it Aubrey! Why can’t you love me like you love him? I’m sorry! Okay, I fucked up!” He shouts in my face.

Woah. I did not see this coming. I feel the tears swell up in my eyes as my hope to get out here fades away.

“Ethan, let me go.”

“No, not again! Aubrey, I need you, please take me back, baby you’ve seen me change” He begs and pulls me to his chest, and as much as I try to get out of his hold, I’m hopeless. He’s much too strong.

“Get the fuck off of me Ethan! We are done! We were done months ago!” I try to yell, but I’m scared. I’m genuinely frightened. What is he going to do to me?

“Don’t” He says, surprisingly calm, as I try to kick him off me. He now has me held against the door in the foyer.

“Please.” I beg, looking into his eyes.

“What does he have that I don’t, huh? Is it that fucking British accent? Because he’s the fucking starting quarterback and I wasn’t good enough for you anymore? Because all of your friends think he’s hotter than me? What is it Aubrey? Tell me!” He shouts in my face.

The tears pour from my burning eyes. Why did I come. Why didn’t I listen to anyone.

“Tell me!” He says louder.

“He doesn’t fucking cheat on me, Ethan! He treats me like I should be treated!” I muster up the courage to say. I shock myself at how loud I got. I guess now is the time to get my anger out on him.

“Fuck, Ethan! I trusted you, after you cheated on me twice! I gave you a chance to prove you changed, and you pull this shit? Get off me or you’ll wish you stayed away from me! I mean it!” I spit in his face hoping it will throw him off, but he pulls me closer, if that’s even possible at this point.

“What are you going to do? Get that twat to beat me up?” He mockingly laughs. “He’s pathetic, Aubrey”

My head falls on his chest when I can’t control my breathing that is hitched by the crying. I’m hopeless. I feel like my wrists are going to break from his grip. I can’t breath or see from the tears clouding my eyes.

“Kiss me Aubrey” He forces my head up to look at him.

“Stop! Please stop!” I try again to push him off.

“I need you baby, you need me too, please” He presses his lips against mine and kisses me but I don’t return the gesture. His kiss is full of force and desperation. When he grabs my face with his hands, I push his chest as hard as I can to get him away, but once again, I’m unsuccessful.

"Baby, I've missed this so much." He groans as he presses his hips against me so I’m forced against the wall again. I feel his erection on my stomach and cringe. What did I do to deserve this?

“What the hell is your problem! Get off me Ethan!” I knee him in the groin, and do what all of those shit crime television shows have taught me. Run. I escape the house and enter the brisk night, running until I can’t anymore. I think I lost him.

Notes

ohhhh snap!

Y'all should comment so I can wake up to some ;)

Hope you enjoy this chapter!


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